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SAILING BEYOND SEAS.
(Old Style.) |
METHOUGHT the
stars were blinking bright,
And the old brig's sails unfurled;
I said, 'I will sail to my love this night
At the other side of the world.'
I stepped aboard—we sailed so fast—
The sun shot up from the bourne;
But a dove that perched upon the mast
Did mourn, and mourn, and mourn.
'O fair dove! O fond
dove!
And dove with
the white breast,
Let me alone, the dream is my own,
And my heart
is full of rest.
'My true love fares on this great hill,
Feeding his sheep for aye,'
I looked in his hut, but all was still,
My love was gone away.
I went to gaze in the forest creek,
And the dove mourned on apace;
No flame did flash, nor fair blue reek
Rose up to show me his place.
'O last love! O first
love!
My love with
the true heart,
To think I have come to this your
home,
And yet—we
are apart!'
My love! He stood at my right hand,
His eyes were grave and sweet.
Methought he said, 'In this far land,
O, is it thus we meet!
Ah, maid most dear, I am not here;
I have no place—no part—
No dwelling more by sea or shore,
But only in thy heart.'
O fair dove! O fond dove!
Till night
rose over the bourne,
The dove on the mast, as we sailed
fast,
Did mourn,
and mourn, and mourn. |
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REMONSTRANCE. |
DAUGHTERS of Eve! your mother did
not well:
She laid the apple in your father's hand,
And we have read, O wonder! what befel—
The man was not deceived, nor yet could stand;
He chose to lose, for love of her, his throne—
With her could die, but could not live alone.
Daughters of Eve! he did not fall so low,
Nor fall so far, as that sweet woman fell;
For something better, than as gods to know,
That husband in that home left off to dwell;
For this, till love be reckoned, less than lore,
Shall man be first and best for evermore.
Daughters of Eve! it was for your dear sake
The world's first hero died an uncrown'd king;
But God's great pity touched the grand mistake,
And made his married love a sacred thing:
For yet his nobler sons, if aught be true,
Find the lost Eden in their love to you. |
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SONG FOR THE NIGHT OF CHRIST'S
RESURRECTION.
(A Humble Imitation.)
'And birds of calm sit brooding on the charmèd
wave.' |
IT is the noon of
night,
And the
world's Great Light
Gone out, she widow-like doth carry
her
The moon hath
veiled her face,
Nor looks on
that dread place
Where He lieth dead in sealèd
sepulchre;
And heaven
and hades, emptied, lend
Their flocking multitudes to watch and wait the end.
Tier above
tier they rise,
Their wings
new line the skies,
And shed out comforting light among
the stars;
But they of
the other place
The heavenly
signs deface,
The gloomy brand of hell their
brightness mars;
Yet high they
sit in thronèd state—
It is the hour of darkness to them dedicate.
And first and
highest set,
Where the
black shades are met,
The lord of night and hades leans him
down;
His gleaming
eyeballs show
More awful
than the glow,
Which hangeth by the points of his
dread crown;
And at his
feet, where lightnings play,
The fatal sisters sit and weep, and curse their day.
Lo! one, with
eyes all wide,
As she were
sight denied,
Sits blindly feeling at her distaff
old;
One, as
distraught with woe,
Letting the
spindle go,
Her starry-sprinkled gown doth
shivering fold;
And one right
mournful hangs her head,
Complaining, 'Woe is me! I may not cut the thread.
'All men of
every birth,
Yea, great
ones of the earth,
Kings and their councillors, have I
drawn down;
But I am held
of Thee,—
Why dost Thou
trouble me,
To bring me up, dead King, that
keep'st Thy crown?
Yet for all
courtiers hast but ten
Lowly, unlettered, Galilean fishermen.
'Olympian
heights are bare
Of whom men
worshipped there,
Immortal feet their snows may print
no more;
Their stately
powers below
Lie desolate,
nor know
This thirty years Thessalian grove or
shore;
But I am
elder far than they;—
Where is the sentence writ that I must pass away?
'Art thou
come up for this,
Dark regent,
awful Dis?
And hast thou moved the deep to mark
our ending?
And stirred
the dens beneath,
To see us eat
of death,
With all the scoffing heavens toward
us bending?
Help! powers
of ill, see not us die!'
But neither demon dares, nor angel deigns, reply.
Her sisters,
fallen on sleep,
Fade in the
upper deep,
And their grim lord sits on, in
doleful trance;
Till her
black veil she rends,
And with her
death-shriek bends
Downward the terrors of her
countenance;
Then, whelmed
in night and no more seen,
They leave the world a doubt if ever such have been.
And the
winged armies twain
Their awful
watch maintain;
They mark the earth at rest with her
Great Dead,
Behold, from
antres wide,
Green Atlas
heave his side;
His moving woods their scarlet
clusters shed,
The swathing
coif his front that cools,
And tawny lions lapping at his palm-edged pools.
Then like a
heap of snow,
Lying where
grasses grow,
See glimmering, while the moony
lustres creep,
Mild-mannered
Athens, dight
In dewy
marbles white,
Among her goddesses and gods asleep;
And swaying
on a purple sea,
The many moored galleys clustering at her quay.
Also, 'neath
palm trees' shade,
Amid their
camels laid,
The pastoral tribes with all their
flocks at rest;
Like to those
old-world folk,
With whom two
angels broke
The bread of men at Abram's courteous
'quest,
When,
listening as they prophesied,
His desert princess, being reproved, her laugh denied.
Or from the
Morians' land
See
worshipped Nilus bland,
Taking the silver road he gave the
world,
To wet his
ancient shrine
With waters
held divine,
And touch his temple steps with
wavelets curled,
And list, ere
darkness change to grey,
Old minstrel-throated Memnon chanting in the day.
Moreover,
Indian glades,
Where kneel
the sun-swart maids,
On Gunga's flood their votive flowers
to throw,
And launch i'
the sultry night
Their burning
cressets bright,
Most like a fleet of stars that
soothing go,
Till on her
bosom prosperously
She floats them shining forth to sail the lullèd
sea.
Nor bend they
not their eyne
Where the
watch-fires shine,
By shepherds fed, on hills of
Bethlehem:
They mark, in
goodly wise,
The city of
David rise,
The gates and towers of rare
Jerusalem;
And hear the
'scapèd Kedron fret,
And night dews dropping from the leaves of Olivet.
But now the
setting moon
To curtained
lands must soon,
In her obedient fashion, minister;
She first, as
loth to go,
Lets her last
silver flow
Upon her Master's sealèd
sepulchre;
And trees
that in the garden spread,
She kissed all for sake of His low-lying head,
Then 'neath
the rim goes down;
And night
with darker frown
Sinks on the fateful garden watchèd
long;
When some
despairing eyes,
Far in the
murky skies,
The unwishèd
waking by their gloom foretell;
And blackness
up the welkin swings,
And drinks the mild effulgence from celestial wings.
Last, with
amazèd cry,
The hosts
asunder fly,
Leaving an empty gulf of blackest
hue;
Whence
straightway shooteth down,
By the Great
Father thrown,
A mighty angel, strong and dread to
view;
And at his
fall the rocks are rent,
The waiting world cloth quake with mortal tremblement;
The regions
far and near
Quail with a
pause of fear,
More terrible than aught since time
began;
The winds,
that dare not fleet,
Drop at his
awful feet,
And in its bed wails the wide oceàn;
The flower of
dawn forbears to blow,
And the oldest running river cannot skill to flow.
At stand, by
that dread place,
He lifts his
radiant face,
And looks to heaven with reverent
love and fear;
Then, while
the welkin quakes,
And muttering
thunder breaks,
And lightnings shoot and ominous
meteors drear,
And all the
daunted earth doth moan,
He from the doors of death rolls back the sealèd
stone.—
—In regal
quiet deep,
Lo, One new
waked from sleep!
Behold, He standeth in the rock-hewn
door!
Thy children
shall not die—
Peace, peace,
thy Lord is by!
He liveth!—they shall live for
evermore.
Peace! lo, He
lifts a priestly hand,
And blesseth all the sons of men in every land.
Then, with
great dread and wail,
Fall down,
like storms of hail,
The legions of the lost in fearful
wise;
And they
whose blissful race
Peoples the
better place,
Lift up their wings to cover their
fair eyes,
And through
the waxing saffron brede,
Till they are lost in light, recede, and yet recede.
So while the
fields are dim,
And the red
sun his rim
First heaves, in token of his reign
benign,
All stars the
most admired,
Into their
blue retired,
Lie hid—the faded moon forgets to
shine,—
And, hurrying
down the sphery way,
Night flies, and sweeps her shadow from the paths of day.
But look! the
Saviour blest,
Calm after
solemn rest,
Stands in the garden 'neath His olive
boughs;
The earliest
smile of day
Doth on His
vesture play,
And light the majesty of His still
brows;
While angels
hang with wings outspread,
Holding the new-won crown above His saintly head. |
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WITH A DIAMOND. |
WHILE Time a grim
old lion gnawing lay,
And mumbled with his teeth yon regal tomb,
Like some immortal tear undimmed for aye,
This gem was dropped among the dust of doom.
Dropped, haply, by a sad, forgotten queen,
A tear to outlast name, and fame, and tongue:
Her other tears, and ours, all tears terrene,
For great new griefs to be hereafter sung.
Take it,—a goddess might have wept such tears,
Or Dame Electra changed into a star,
That waxed so dim because her children's years
In 'leaguered Troy were bitter through long war.
Not till the end to end grow dull or waste,—
Ah, what a little while the light we share!
Hand after hand shall yet with this be graced,
Signing the Will that leaves it to an heir. |
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SONG OF MARGARET. |
AY, I saw her, we
have met,—
Married eyes how sweet they be—
Are you happier, Margaret,
Than you might have been with me?
Silence! make no more ado!
Did she think I should forget?
Matters nothing, though I knew,
Margaret, Margaret.
Once those eyes, full sweet, full shy,
Told a certain thing to mine;
What they told me I put by,
O, so careless of the sign.
Such an easy thing to take,
And I did not want it then;
Fool! I wish my heart would break,
Scorn is hard on hearts of men.
Scorn of self is bitter work—
Each of us has felt it now:
Bluest skies she counted mirk,
Self-betrayed of eyes and brow;
As for me, I went my way,
And a better man drew nigh,
Fain to earn, with long essay,
What the winner's hand threw by.
Matters not in deserts old,
What was born, and waxed, and yearned,
Year to year its meaning told,
I am come—its deeps are learned—
Come, but there is nought to say,—
Married eyes with mine have met.
Silence! O, I had my day,
Margaret, Margaret. |
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SONG OF THE GOING AWAY. |
OLD man, upon the
green hill-side,
With yellow flowers besprinkled o'er,
How long in silence wilt thou bide
At this low stone door?
'I stoop: within 'tis dark and still;
But shadowy paths methinks there be,
And lead they far into the hill?'
'Traveller, come and see.'
' 'Tis dark, 'tis cold, and hung with gloom;
I care not now within to stay;
For thee and me is scarcely room,
I will hence away.'
'Not so, not so, thou youthful guest,
Thy foot shall issue forth no more
Behold the chamber of thy rest,
And the closing door!'
'Oh! have I 'scaped the whistling ball,
And striven on smoky fields of fight,
And scaled the 'leaguered city's wall
In the dangerous night;
'And borne my life unharmèd still
Through foaming gulfs of yeasty spray,
To yield it on a grassy hill
At the noon of day?'
Peace! Say thy prayers, and go to sleep,
Till SOME TIME, ONE
my seal shall break
And deep shall answer unto deep,
When He crieth, "AWAKE!" |
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A LILY AND A LUTE
(Song of the
uncommunicated Ideal.)
-I- |
I OPENED the eyes
of my soul.
And behold,
A white river-lily: a lily awake, and aware—
For she set her face upward — aware how in scarlet and gold
A long wrinkled cloud, left behind of the wandering air,
Lay over with fold upon fold,
With fold upon fold.
And the blushing sweet shame of the cloud made her also ashamed,
The white river-lily, that suddenly knew she was fair;
And over the far-away mountains that no man hath named,
And that no foot heath trod,
Flung down out of heavenly places, there fell, as it were,
A rose-bloom, a token of love, that should make them endure,
Withdrawn in snow silence for ever, who keep themselves pure,
And look up to God. |
Then I said, 'In rosy air,
Cradled on thy reaches fair,
While the blushing early ray
Whitens into perfect day,
River-lily, sweetest known,
Art thou set for me alone?
Nay, but I will bear thee far,
Where yon clustering steeples are,
And the bells ring out o'erhead,
And the stated prayers are said;
And the busy farmers pace,
Trading in the market place;
And the country lasses sit
By their butter, praising it;
And the latest news is told,
While the fruit and cream are sold;
And the friendly gossips greet,
Up and down the sunny street.
For,' I said, 'I have not met,
White one, any folk as yet
Who would send no blessing up,
Looking on a face like thine;
For thou art as Joseph's cup,
And by thee might they divine.
'Nay! but thou a spirit art;
Men shall take thee in the mart
For the ghost of their best thought,
Raised at noon, and near them brought;
Or the prayer they made last night,
Set before them all in white.'
And I put out my rash hand,
For I thought to draw to land
The white lily. Was it fit
Such a blossom should expand,
Fair enough for a world's wonder,
And no mortal gather it?
No. I strove, and it went under,
And I drew, but it went down;
And the waterweeds' long tresses,
And the overlapping cresses,
Sullied its admired crown.
Then along the river strand,
Trailing, wrecked, it came to land,
Of its beauty half despoiled,
And its snowy pureness soiled:
O! I took it in my hand,—
You will never see it now,
White and golden as it grew:
No, I cannot show it you,
Nor the cheerful town endow
With the freshness of its brow.
If a royal painter, great
With the colours dedicate
To a dove's neck, a sea-bight,
And the flickerings over white
Mountain summits far away—
One content to give his mind
To the enrichment of mankind,
And the laying up of light
In men's houses—on that day,
Could have passed in kingly mood,
Would he ever have endued
Canvas with the peerless thing,
In the grace that it did bring,
And the light that o'er it flowed,
With the pureness that it showed,
And the pureness that it meant?
Could he skill to make it seen
As he saw? For this, I ween,
He were likewise impotent. |
-II-
I opened the doors of my heart.
And behold,
There was music within and a song,
And echoes did feed on the sweetness, repeating it long.
I opened the doors of my heart: and behold,
There was music that played itself out in eolian notes;
Then was heard, as a far-away bell at long intervals toll'd,
That murmurs and floats,
And presently lieth, forgotten of forest and wold,
And comes in all passion again, and a tremblement soft,
That maketh the listener full oft
To whisper, 'Ah! would I might bear it for ever and aye,
When I toil in the heat of the day,
When I walk in the cold.'
I opened the door of my heart. And behold,
There was music within and a song.
But while I was hearkening, lo, blackness without, thick and strong,
Came up and came over, ans all that sweet fluting was drowned,
I could hear it no more;
For the welkin was moaning, the waters were stirred on the shore,
And trees in the dark all around
Were shaken. It thundered. Hark, hark! there
is thunder to-night!
The sullen long wave rears her head, and comes down with a will;
The awful white tongues are let loose, and the stars are all dead;—
There is thunder! it thunders! and ladders of light
Run up. There is thunder!' I said,
'Loud thunder! it thunders! and up in the dark overhead,
A down-pouring cloud, (there is thunder!) a down-pouring cloud
Hails out her fierce message, and quivers the deep in its bed,
And cowers the earth held at bay; and they mutter aloud,
And pause with an ominous tremble, till, great in their rage,
The heavens and earth come together, and meet with a crash;
And the fight is so fell as if Time had come down with the flash,
And the story of life was all read,
And the Giver
had turned the last page.
'Now their
bar the pent water-floods lash,
And the forest trees give out their language austere with great age;
And there
flieth o'er moor and o'er hill,
And there
heaveth at intervals wide,
The long sob of nature's great passion as loth to subside.
Until quiet
drop down on the tide,
And mad Echo
hath moaned herself still.' |
Lo! or ever I was 'ware,
In the silence of the air,
Through my heart's wide-open door,
Music floated forth once more,
Floated to the world's dark rim,
And looked over with a hymn;
Then came home with flutings fine,
And discoursed in tones divine
Of a certain grief of mine;
And went downward and went in,
Glimpses of my soul to win,
And discovered such a deep
That I could not choose but weep,
For it lay, a land-locked sea;
Fathomless and dim to me.
O, the song! it came and went,
Went and came.
I have not learned
Half the lore whereto it yearned,
Half the magic that it meant,
Water booming in a cave;
Or the swell of some long wave,
Setting in from unrevealed
Countries; or a foreign tongue,
Sweetly talked and deftly sung,
While the meaning is half sealed;
May be like it. You have heard
Also;—can you find a word
For the naming of such song?
No; a name would do it wrong.
You have heard it in the night,
In the dropping rain's despite,
In the midnight darkness deep,
When the children were asleep,
And the wife—no, let that be;
SHE asleep! She knows right well
What the song to you and me,
While we breathe, can never tell;
She hath heard its faultless flow,
Where the roots of music grow.
While I listened, like young birds,
Hints were fluttering; almost words—
Leaned and leaned, and nearer came;—
Everything had changed its name.
Sorrow was a ship, I found,
Wrecked with them that in her are,
On an island richer far
Than the port where they were bound.
Fear was but the awful boom
Of the old great bell of doom,
Tolling, far from earthly air,
For all worlds to go to prayer,
Pain, that to us mortal clings,
But the pushing of our wings,
That we have no use for yet,
And the uprooting of our feet
From the soil where they are set,
And the land we reckon sweet.
Love in growth, the grand deceit
Whereby men the perfect greet;
Love in wane, the blessing sent
To be (howsoe'er it went)
Never more with earth content.
O, full sweet, and O, full high,
Ran that music up the sky;
But I cannot sing it you,
More than I can make you view,
With my paintings labial,
Sitting up in awful row,
White old men majestical,
Mountains, in their gowns of snow,
Ghosts of kings; as my two eyes,
Looking over speckled skies,
See them now. About their knees,
Half in haze, there stands at ease
A great army of green hills,
Some bareheaded; and, behold,
Small green mosses creep on some.
Those be mighty forests old;
And white avalanches come
Through yon rents, where now distils
Sheeny silver, pouring down
To a tune of old renown,
Cutting narrow pathways through
Gentian belts of airy blue,
To a zone where starwort blows,
And long reaches of the rose.
So, that haze all left behind,
Down the chestnut forests wind,
Past yon jagged spires, where yet
Foot of man was never set;
Past a castle yawning wide,
With a great breach in its side,
To a nest-like valley, where,
Like a sparrow's egg in hue,
Lie two lakes, and teach the true
Colour of the sea-maid's hair.
What beside? The world beside!
Drawing down and down, to greet
Cottage clusters at our feet—
Every scent of summer tide—
Flowery pastures all aglow;
(Men and women mowing go
Up and down them); also soft
Floating of the film aloft,
Fluttering of the leaves alow.
Is this told? It is not told.
Where's the danger? where's the cold
Slippery danger up the steep?
Where yon shadow fallen asleep?
Chirping bird and tumbling spray,
Light, work, laughter, scent of hay,
Peace, and echo, where are they?
Ah, they sleep, sleep all untold;
Memory must their grace enfold
Silently; and that high song
Of the heart, it doth belong
To the hearers. Not a whit,
Though a chief musician heard,
Could he make a tune for it.
Though a bird of sweetest throat,
And some lute full clear of note,
Could have tried it—O, the lute
For that wondrous song were mute,
And the bird would do her part,
Falter, fail, and break her heart—
Break her heart, and furl her wings
On those inexpressive strings. |
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THE LONG WHITE SEAM. |
AS I came round
the harbour buoy,
The lights began to gleam,
No wave the land-locked water stirred,
The crags were white as cream
And I marked my love by candle-light
Sewing her long white seam.
It's aye sewing ashore, my dear,
Watch and steer at sea,
It's reef and furl, and haul the line,
Set sail and think of thee.
I climbed to reach her cottage door
O sweetly my love sings
Like a shaft of light her voice breaks forth,
My soul to meet it springs
As the shining water leaped of old,
When stirred by angel wings.
Aye longing to list anew,
Awake and in my dream,
But never a song she sang like this,
Sewing her long white seam.
Fair fall the lights, the harbour lights,
That brought me in to thee,
And peace drop down on that low roof
For the sight that I did see,
And the voice, my dear, that rang so clear
All for the love of me.
For O, for O, with brows bent low
By the candle's flickering gleam,
Her wedding gown it was she wrought,
Sewing the long white seam. |
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NOT IN VAIN I WAITED. |
SHE was but a
child, a child,
And I a man grown;
Sweet she was, and fresh, and wild,
And, I thought, my own.
What could I do? The long grass groweth,
The long wave floweth with a murmur on:
The why and the wherefore of it all who knoweth?
Ere I thought to lose her she was grown—and gone.
This day or that day in warm spring weather,
The lamb that was tame will yearn to break its tether.
'But if the world wound thee,' I said, 'come back to me,
Down in the dell wishing—wishing, wishing for thee.'
The dews hang on the white may,
Like a ghost it stands,
All in the dusk before day
That folds the dim lands: |
Dark fell the skies when once belated,
Sad, and sorrow-fated, I missed the sun;
But wake, heart, and sing, for not in vain I waited.
O clear, O solemn dawning, lo, the maid is won!
Sweet dews, dry early on the grass and clover,
Lest the bride wet her feet while she walks over
Shine to-day, sunbeams, and make all fair to see:
Down the dell she's coming—coming, coming with me. |
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THE SNOWDROP MONUMENT
(IN LICHFIELD CATHEDRAL). |
MARVELS of sleep
grown cold!
Who hath not longed to fold
With pitying rush, forgetful of their bliss,
Those cherub forms that lie,
With none to watch them nigh,
Or touch the silent lips with one warm human kiss?
What! they are left alone
All night with graven stone,
Pillars and arches that above them meet;
While through those windows high
The journeying stars can spy,
And dim blue moonbeams drop on their uncovered feet!
O cold! yet look again,
There is a wandering vein
Traced in the hand where those white snowdrops lie.
Let her rapt dreamy smile
The wondering heart beguile,
That almost thinks to hear a calm contented sigh.
What silence dwells between
Those severed lips serene!
The rapture of sweet waiting breathes and grows;
What trance-like peace is shed
On her reclining head,
And e'en on listless feet what languor of repose!
Angels of joy and love
Lean softly from above
And whisper to her sweet and marvellous things;
Tell of the golden gate
That opened wide doth wait,
And shadow her dim sleep with their celestial wings.
Hearing of that blest shore
She thinks on earth no more,
Contented to forego this wintry land.
She hath nor thought nor care
But to rest calmly there,
And hold the snowdrops pale that blossom in her hand.
But on the other face
Broodeth a mournful grace,
This had foreboding thoughts beyond her years,
While sinking thus to sleep
She saw her mother weep,
And could not lift her hand to dry those heart-sick tears.
Could not—but failing lay,
Sighed her young life away,
And let her arm drop down in listless rest,
Too weary on that bed
To turn her dying head,
Or fold the little sister nearer to her breast.
Yet this is faintly told
On features fair and cold,
A look of calm surprise, of mild regret,
As if with life oppressed
She turned her to her rest,
But felt her mother's love and looked not to forget.
How wistfully they close,
Sweet eyes, to their repose!
How quietly declines the placid brow!
The young lips seem to say,
I have wept much to-day,
And felt some bitter pains, but they are over now.
Sleep! there are left below
Many who pine to go,
Many who lay it to their chastened souls,
That gloomy days draw nigh,
And they are blest who die,
For this green world grows worse the longer that she rolls.
And as for me, I know
A little of her woe,
Her yearning want doth in my soul abide,
And sighs of them that weep,
'O put us soon to sleep,
For when we wake—with Thee—we shall be satisfied.' |
――――♦――――
COLD AND QUIET. |
COLD my dear,―cold
and quiet.
In their cups on yonder lea,
Cowslips fold
the brown bee's diet;
So the moss enfoldeth thee.
'Plant me, plant me, O love, a lily flower—
Plant at my head, I pray you, a green tree;
And when our children sleep,' she sighed, 'at the
dusk hour,
And when the lily blossoms, O come out to me!'
Lost, my
dear? Lost! nay, deepest
Love is that which loseth least;
Through the
night-time while thou sleepest,
Still I watch the shrouded east.
Near thee, near thee, my wife that aye liveth,
'Lost' is no word for such a love as mine;
Love from her past to me a present giveth,
And love itself doth comfort, making pain divine.
Rest, my
dear, rest. Fair showeth
That which was, and not in vain:
Sacred have I
kept, God knoweth,
Love's last words atween us twain.
'Hold by our past, my only love, my lover;
Fall not, but rise, O love, by loss of me!'
Boughs from our garden, white with bloom hang over,
Love, now the children slumber, I come out to thee. |
――――♦――――
GLADYS AND HER ISLAND.
(ON THE ADVANTAGES OF THE POETICAL TEMPERAMENT.)
An Imperfect Fable with a Doubtful Moral. |
O HAPPY Gladys! I
rejoice with her,
For Gladys saw the island.
It was thus:
They gave a day for pleasure in the school
Where Gladys taught; and all the other girls
Were taken out, to picnic in a wood.
But it was said, 'We think it were not well
That little Gladys should acquire a taste
For pleasure, going about, and needless change.
It would not suit her station: discontent
Might come of it; and all her duties now
She does so pleasantly, that we were best
To keep her humble.' So they said to her,
'Gladys, we shall not want you all to-day.
Look, you are free; you need not sit at work:
No, you may take a long and pleasant walk
Over the sea-cliff, or upon the beach
Among the visitors.'
Then Gladys blushed
For joy, and thanked them. What! a holiday,
A whole one, for herself! How good, how kind!
With that, the marshalled carriages drove off;
And Gladys, sobered with her weight of joy,
Stole out beyond the groups upon the beach—
The children with their wooden spades, the band
That played for lovers, and the sunny stir
Of cheerful life and leisure—to the rocks,
For these she wanted most, and there was time
To mark them; how like ruined organs prone
They lay, or leaned their giant fluted pipes,
And let the great white-crested reckless wave
Beat out their booming melody.
The sea
Was filled with light; in clear blue caverns curled
The breakers, and they ran, and seemed to romp,
As playing at some rough and dangerous game,
While all the nearer waves rushed in to help,
And all the farther heaved their heads to peep,
And tossed the fishing boats. Then Gladys laughed,
And said, 'O, happy tide, to be so lost
In sunshine, that one dare not look at it;
And lucky cliffs, to be so brown and warm;
And yet how lucky are the shadows, too,
That lurk beneath their ledges. It is strange,
That in remembrance though I lay them up,
They are for ever, when I come to them,
Better than I had thought. O, something yet
I had forgotten. Oft I say, "At least
This picture is imprinted; thus and thus,
The sharpened serried jags run up, run out,
Layer on layer." And I look—up—up—
High, higher up again, till far aloft
They cut into their æther—brown,
and clear,
And perfect. And I, saying, "This is mine,
To keep," retire; but shortly come again,
And they confound me with a glorious change.
The low sun out of rain-clouds stares at them;
They redden, and their edges drip with—what?
I know not, but 'tis red. It leaves no stain,
For the next morning they stand up like ghosts
In a sea-shroud, and fifty thousand mews
Sit there, in long white files, and chatter on,
Like silly school-girls in their silliest mood.
2.
'There is the boulder where we always turn.
O! I have longed to pass it; now I will.
What would THEY say? for one must slip and spring;
"Young ladies! Gladys! I am shocked. My dears,
Decorum, if you please: turn back at once.
Gladys, we blame you most; you should have looked
Before you." Then they sigh—how kind they are!—
"What will become of you, if all your life
You look a long way off?—look anywhere,
And everywhere, instead of at your feet,
And where they carry you!" Ah, well, I know
It is a pity,' Gladys said; 'but then
We cannot all be wise: happy for me,
That other people are.
And yet I wish—
For sometimes very right and serious thoughts
Come to me—I do wish that they would come
When they are wanted!—when I teach the sums
On rainy days, and when the practising
I count to, and the din goes on and on,
Still the same tune and still the same mistake,
Then I am wise enough: sometimes I feel
Quite old. I think that it will last, and say,
"Now my reflections do me credit! now
I am a woman!" and I wish they knew
How serious all my duties look to me.
And how, my heart hushed down and shaded lies,
Just like the sea when low, convenient clouds,
Come over, and drink all its sparkles up.
But does it last? Perhaps, that very day,
The front door opens: out we walk in pairs;
And I am so delighted with this world,
That suddenly has grown, being new washed,
To such a smiling, clean, and thankful world,
And with a tender face shining through tears,
Looks up into the sometime lowering sky,
That has been angry, but is reconciled,
And just forgiving her, that I—that I—
O, I forget myself: what matters how!
And then I hear (but always kindly said)
Some words that pain me so—but just, but true:
"For if your place in this establishment
Be but subordinate, and if your birth
Be lowly, it the more behoves—well, well,
No more. We see that you are sorry." Yes!
I am always sorry THEN; but now—O, now,
Here is a bight more beautiful than all.'
3.
'And did they scold her, then, my pretty one?
And did she want to be as wise as they,
To bear a bucklered heart and priggish mind?
Ay, you may crow; she did! but no, no, no,
The night-time will not let her, all the stars
Say nay to that—the old sea laughs at her.
Why, Gladys is a child; she has not skill
To shut herself within her own small cell,
And build the door up, and to say, "Poor me!
I am a prisoner;" then to take hewn stones,
And, having built the windows up, to say,
"O, it is dark! there is no sunshine here;
There never has been."'
Strange! how very strange!
A woman passing Gladys with a babe,
To whom she spoke these words, and only looked
Upon the babe, who crowed and pulled her curls,
And never looked at Gladys, never once.
'A simple child,' she added, and went by,
'To want to change her greater for their less;
But Gladys shall not do it, no, not she;
We love her—don't we?—far too well for that.'
4.
Then Gladys, flushed with shame and keen surprise,
'How could she be so near, and I not know?
And have I spoken out my thought aloud?
I must have done, forgetting. It is well
She walks so fast, for I am hungry now,
And here is water cantering down the cliff,
And here a shell to catch it with, and here
The round plump buns they gave me, and the fruit.
Now she is gone behind the rock. O, rare
To be alone!' So Gladys sat her down,
Unpacked her little basket, ate and drank,
Then pushed her hands into the warm dry sand,
And thought the earth was happy, and she too
Was going round with it in happiness,
That holiday. 'What was it that she said?'
Quoth Gladys, cogitating; they were kind,
The words that woman spoke. She does not know!
"Her greater for their less"—it makes me laugh—
But yet,' sighed Gladys, 'though it must be good
To look and to admire, one should not wish
To steal THEIR virtues, and to put them on,
Like feathers from another wing; beside,
That calm, and that grave consciousness of worth,
When all is said, would little suit with me,
Who am not worthy. When our thoughts are born,
Though they be good and humble, one should mind
How they are reared, or some will go astray
And shame their mother. Cain and Abel both
Were only once removed from innocence.
Why did I envy them? That was not good;
Yet it began with my humility.'
5.
But as she spake, lo, Gladys raised her eyes,
And right before her, on the horizon's edge,
Behold, an island! First, she looked away
Along the solid rocks and steadfast shore,
For she was all amazed, believing not,
And then she looked again, and there again
Behold, an island! And the tide had turned,
The milky sea had got a purple rim,
And from the rim that mountain island rose,
Purple, with two high peaks, the northern peak
The higher, and with fell and precipice,
It ran down steeply to the water's brink;
But all the southern line was long and soft,
Broken with tender curves, and, as she thought,
Covered with forest or with sward. But, look!
The sun was on the island; and he showed
On either peak a dazzling cap of snow.
Then Gladys held her breath; she said, 'Indeed,
Indeed it is an island: how is this,
I never saw it till this fortunate
Rare holiday?' And while she strained her eyes,
She thought that it began to fade; but not
To change as clouds do, only to withdraw
And melt into its azure; and at last,
Little by little, from her hungry heart,
That longed to draw things marvellous to itself,
And yearned towards the riches and the great
Abundance of the beauty God hath made,
It passed away. Tears started in her eyes,
And when they dropped, the mountain isle was gone;
The careless sea had quite forgotten it,
And all was even as it had been before.
6.
And Gladys wept, but there was luxury
In her self-pity, while she softly sobbed,
'O, what a little while! I am afraid
I shall forget that purple mountain isle,
The lovely hollows atween her snow-clad peaks,
The grace of her upheaval where she lay
Well up against the open. O, my heart,
Now I remember how this holiday
Will soon be done, and now my life goes on
Not fed; and only in the noonday walk
Let to look silently at what it wants,
Without the power to wait or pause awhile,
And understand and draw within itself
The richness of the earth. A holiday!
How few I have! I spend the silent time
At work, while all THEIR pupils are gone home,
And feel myself remote. They shine apart;
They are great planets, I a little orb;
My little orbit far within their own
Turns, and approaches not. But yet, the more
I am alone when those I teach return;
For they, as planets of some other sun,
Not mine, have paths that can but meet my ring
Once in a cycle. O, how poor I am!
I have not got laid up in this blank heart
Any indulgent kisses given me
Because I had been good, or, yet more sweet,
Because my childhood was itself a good
Attractive thing for kisses, tender praise,
And comforting. An orphan-school at best
Is a cold mother in the winter time,
('Twas mostly winter when new orphans came)
An unregardful mother in the spring.
7.
'Yet once a year (I did mine wrong) we went
To gather cowslips. How we thought on it
Beforehand, pacing pacing the dull street.
To that one tree, the only one we saw
From April,—if the cowslips were in bloom
So early; or if not, from opening May
Even to September. Then there came the feast
At Epping. If it rained that day, it rained
For a whole year to us; we could not think
Of fields and hawthorn hedges, and the leaves
Fluttering, but still it rained, and ever rained.
8.
'Ah, well, but I am here; but I have seen
The gay gorse bushes in their flowering time;
I know the scent of bean-fields; I have heard
The satisfying murmur of the main.'
9.
The woman! She came round the rock again
With her fair baby, and she sat her down
By Gladys, murmuring, 'Who forbad the grass
To grow by visitations of the dew?
Who said in ancient time to the desert pool,
"Thou shalt not wait for angel visitors
To trouble thy still water?" Must we bide
At home? The lore, beloved, shall fly to us
On a pair of sumptuous wings. Or may we breathe
Without? O, we shall draw to us the air
That times and mystery feed on. This shall lay
Unchidden hands upon the heart o' the world,
And feel it beating. Rivers shall run on,
Full of sweet language as a lover's mouth,
Delivering of a tune to make her youth
More beautiful than wheat when it is green.
10.
'What else?—(O, none shall envy her!) The rain
And the wild weather will be most her own,
And talk with her o' nights; and if the winds
Have seen aught wondrous they will tell it her
In a mouthful of strange moans—will bring from far,
Her ears being keen, the lowing and the mad
Masterful tramping of the bison herds,
Tearing down headlong with their bloodshot eyes,
In savage rifts of hair; the crack and creak
Of ice-floes in the frozen sea, the cry
Of the white bears, all in a dim blue world
Mumbling their meals by twilight; or the rock
And majesty of motion, when their heads
Primeval trees toss in a sunny storm,
And hail their nuts down on unheeded fields.
'No holidays,' quoth she; 'drop, drop, O, drop,
Thou tirèd skylark, and go up no more;
You lime trees, cover not your heads with bees,
Nor give out your good smell. She will not look
No, Gladys cannot draw your sweetness in,
For lack of holidays.' So Gladys thought,
'A most strange woman, and she talks of me.'
With that a girl ran up; 'Mother,' she said,
'Come out of this brown bight, I pray you now
It smells of fairies.' Gladys thereon thought,
'The mother will not speak to me, perhaps
The daughter may,' and asked her courteously,
'What do the fairies smell of?' But the girl
With peevish pout replied, 'You know, you know.'
'Not I,' said Gladys; then she answered her,
'Something like buttercups. But, mother, come,
And whisper up a porpoise from the foam,
Because I want to ride.'
Full slowly, then,
The mother rose, and ever kept her eyes
Upon her little child. You freakish maid,'
Said she, 'now mark me, if I call you one,
You shall not scold nor make him take you far.'
11.
'I only want—you know I only want,'
The girl replied, 'to go and play awhile
Upon the sand by Lagos.' Then she turned
And muttered low, 'Mother, is this the girl
Who saw the island?' But the mother frowned.
'When may she go to it?' the daughter asked.
And Gladys, following them, gave all her mind
To hear the answer. 'When she wills to go;
For yonder comes to shore the ferry boat.'
Then Gladys turned to look, and even so
It was; a ferry boat, and far away
Reared in the offing, lo, the purple peaks
Of her loved island.
Then she raised her arms,
And ran toward the boat, crying out, 'O rare,
The island! fair befall the island; let
Me reach the island.' And she sprang on board.
And after her stepped in the freakish maid
And the fair mother, brooding o'er her child;
And this one took the helm, and that let go
The sail, and off they flew, and furrowed up
A flaky hill before, and left behind
A sobbing snake-like tail of creamy foam;
And dancing hither, thither, sometimes shot
Toward the island; then, when Gladys looked,
Were leaving it to leeward. And the maid
Whistled a wind to come and rock the craft,
And would be leaning down her head to mew
At cat-fish, then lift out into her lap
And dandle baby-seals, which, having kissed,
She flung to their sleek mothers, till her own
Rebuked her in good English; after cried,
'Luff, luff, we shall be swamped.' 'I will not luff,'
Sobbed the fair mischief; 'you are cross to me.'
'For shame!' the mother shrieked! 'luff, luff, my
dear;
Kiss and be friends, and thou shalt have the fish
With the curly tail to ride on.' So she did,
And presently a dolphin bouncing up,
She sprang upon his slippery back—'Farewell,'
She laughed, was off, and all the sea grew calm.
Then Gladys was much happier, and was 'ware
In the smooth weather that this woman talked
Like one in sleep, and murmured certain thoughts
Which seemed to be like echoes of her own.
She nodded, 'Yes, the girl is going now
To her own island. Gladys poor? Not she!
Who thinks so? Once I met a man in white,
Who said to me, "The thing that might have been
Is called, and questioned why it hath not been;
And can it give good reason, it is set
Beside the actual, and reckoned in
To fill the empty gaps of life." Ah, so
The possible stands by us ever fresh,
Fairer than aught which any life hath owned,
And makes divine amends. Now this was set
Apart from kin, and not ordained a home;
An equal;—and not suffered to fence in
A little plot of earthly good, and say,
'
'Tis mine;' but in bereavement of the part,
O, yet to taste the whole,—to understand
The grandeur of the story, not to feel
Satiate with good possessed, but evermore
A healthful hunger for the great idea,
The beauty and the blessedness of life.
12.
'Lo, now, the shadow!' quoth she, breaking off,
'We are in the shadow.' Then did Gladys turn,
And, O, the mountain with the purple peaks
Was close at hand. It cast a shadow out,
And they were in it: and she saw the snow,
And under that the rocks, and under that
The pines, and then the pasturage and saw
Numerous dips, and undulations rare,
Running down seaward, all astir with lithe
Long canes, and lofty feathers; for the palms
And spice trees of the south, nay, every growth,
Meets in that island.
So that woman ran
The boat ashore, and Gladys set her foot
Thereon. Then all at once much laughter rose;
Invisible folk set up exultant shouts,
'It all belongs to Gladys; ' and she ran
And hid herself among the nearest trees
And panted, shedding tears.
So she looked round
And saw that she was in a banyan grove,
Full of wild peacocks,—pecking on the grass,
A flickering mass of eyes, blue, green, and gold,
Or reaching out their jewelled necks, where high
They sat in rows along the boughs. No tree
Cumbered with creepers let the sunshine through,
But it was caught in scarlet cups, and poured
From these on amber tufts of bloom, and dropped
Lower on azure stars. The air was still,
As if awaiting somewhat, or asleep,
And Gladys was the only thing that moved,
Excepting—no, they were not birds—what then?
Glorified rainbows with a living soul?
While they passed through a sunbeam they were seen,
Not otherwhere, but they were present yet
In shade. They were at work, pomegranate fruit
That lay about removing—purple grapes,
That clustered in the path, clearing aside.
Through a small spot of light would pass and go,
The glorious happy mouth and two fair eyes
Of somewhat that made rustlings where it went;
But when a beam would strike the ground sheer down,
Behold them! they had wings, and they would pass
One after other with the sheeny fans,
Bearing them slowly, that their hues were seen,
Tender as russet crimson dropt on snows,
Or where they turned flashing with gold and dashed
With purple glooms. And they had feet, but these
Did barely touch the ground. And they took heed
Not to disturb the waiting quietness;
Nor rouse up fawns, that slept beside their dams;
Nor the fair leopard, with her sleek paws laid
Across her little drowsy cubs; nor swans,
That, floating, slept upon a glassy pool;
Nor rosy cranes, all slumbering in the reeds,
With heads beneath their wings. For this, you know,
Was Eden. She was passing through the trees
That made a ring about it, and she caught
A glimpse of glades beyond. All she had seen
Was nothing to them; but words are not made
To tell that tale. No wind was let to blow,
And all the doves were bidden to hold their peace.
Why? One was working in a valley near,
And none might look that way. It was understood
That He had nearly ended that His work;
For two shapes met, and one to other spake,
Accosting him with, 'Prince, what worketh He?'
Who whispered, 'Lo! He fashioneth red clay.'
And all at once a little trembling stir
Was felt in the earth, and every creature woke,
And laid its head down, listening. It was known
Then that the work was done; the new-made king
Had risen, and set his feet upon his realm,
And it acknowledged him.
13.
But in her path
Came some one that withstood her, and he said,
'What doest thou here?' Then she did turn and flee.
Among those coloured spirits, through the grove,
Trembling for haste; it was not well with her
Till she came forth of those thick banyan trees,
And set her feet upon the common grass,
And felt the common wind.
Yet once beyond,
She could not choose but cast a backward glance.
The lovely matted growth stood like a wall,
And means of entering were not evident—
The gap had closed. But Gladys laughed for joy;
She said, 'Remoteness and a multitude
Of years are counted nothing here. Behold,
To-day I have been in Eden. O, it blooms
In my own island.'
14.
And she wandered on,
Thinking, until she reached a place of palms,
And all the earth was sandy where she walked—
Sandy and dry—strewn with papyrus leaves,
Old idols, rings and pottery, painted lids
Of mummies (for perhaps it was the way
That leads to dead old Egypt), and withal
Excellent sunshine cut out sharp and clear
The hot prone pillars, and the careen plinths—
Stone lotus cups, with petals dipped in sand,
And wicked gods, and sphinxes bland, who sat,
And smiled upon the ruin. O how still!
Hot, blank, illuminated with the clear
Stare of an unveiled sky. The dry stiff leaves
Of palm trees never rustled, and the soul
Of that dead ancientry was itself dead.
She was above her ankles in the sand,
When she beheld a rocky road, and, lo!
It bare in it the ruts of chariot wheels,
Which erst had carried to their pagan prayers
The brown old Pharaohs; for the ruts led on
To a great cliff, that either was a cliff
Or some dread shrine in ruins—partly reared
In front of that same cliff, and partly hewn
Or excavate within its heart. Great heaps
Of sand and stones on either side there lay;
And, as the girl drew on, rose out from each,
As from a ghostly kennel, gods unblest,
Dog-headed, and behind them wingèd things
Like angels; and this carven multitude
Hedged in, to right and left, the rocky road.
14.
At last, the cliff—and in the cliff a door
Yawning: and she looked in, as down the throat
Of some stupendous giant, and beheld
No floor, but wide, worn, flights of steps, that led
Into a dimness. When the eyes could bear
That change to gloom, she saw flight after flight,
Flight after flight, the worn long stair go down,
Smooth with the feet of nations dead and gone.
So she did enter; also she went down
Till it was dark, and yet again went down,
Till, gazing upward at that yawning door,
It seemed no larger, in its height remote,
Than a pin's head. But while, irresolute,
She doubted of the end, yet farther down
A slender ray of lamplight fell aw
Along the stair, as from a door ajar:
To this again she felt her way, and stepped
Adown the hollow stair, and reached the light;
But fear fell on her, fear; and she forbore
Entrance, and listened. Ay! 'twas even so—
A sigh; the breathing as of one who slept
And was disturbed. So she drew back awhile,
And trembled; then her doubting hand she laid
Against the door, and pushed it but the light
Waned, faded, sank; and as she came within—
Hark, hark! A spirit was it, and asleep?
A spirit doth not breathe like clay. There hung
A cresset from the roof, and thence appeared
A flickering speck of light, and disappeared;
Then dropped along the floor its elfish flakes,
That fell on some one resting, in the gloom—
Somewhat, a spectral shadow, then a shape
That loomed. It was a heifer, ay, and white,
Breathing and languid through prolonged repose.
15.
Was it a heifer? all the marble floor
Was milk-white also, and the cresset paled,
And straight their whiteness grew confused and mixed.
16.
But when the cresset, taking heart, bloomed out—
The whiteness--and asleep again! but now
It was a woman, robed, and with a face
Lovely and dim. And Gladys while she gazed
Murmured, 'O terrible! I am afraid
To breathe among these intermittent lives,
That fluctuate in mystic solitude,
And change and fade. Lo! where the goddess sits
Dreaming on her dim throne; a crescent moon
She wears upon her forehead. Ah! her frown
Is mournful, and her slumber is not sweet.
What dost thou hold, Isis, to thy cold breast?
A baby god with finger on his lips,
Asleep, and dreaming of departed sway?
Thy son. Hush, hush; he knoweth all the lore
And sorcery of old Egypt; but his mouth
He shuts; the secret shall be lost with him,
He will not tell.'
The woman coming down!
'Child, what art doing here?' the woman said;
'What wilt thou of Dame Isis and her bairn?
(Ay, ay, we see thee breathing in thy shroud—
Thy pretty shroud, all frilled and furbeloved.)
The air is dim with dust of spicèd bones.
I mark a crypt down there. Tier upon tier
Of painted coffers fills it. What if we,
Passing, should slip, and crash into their midst—
Break the frail ancientry, and smothered lie,
Tumbled among the ribs of queens and kings,
And all the gear they took to bed with them!
Horrible! let us hence.
And Gladys said,
'O, they are rough to mount, those stairs;' but she
Took her and laughed, and up the mighty flight
Shot like a meteor with her. 'There,' said she;
The light is sweet when one has smelled of graves,
Down in unholy heathen gloom; farewell.'
She pointed to a gateway, strong and high,
Reared of hewn stones; but, look! in lieu of gate,
There was a glittering cobweb drawn across,
And on the lintel there were writ these words:
'Ho, every one that cometh, I divide
What hath been from what might be, and the line
Hangeth before thee as a spider's web;
Yet, wouldst thou enter thou must break the line,
Or else forbear the hill.'
17.
The maiden said,
'So, cobweb, I will break thee.' And she passed
Among some oak trees on the farther side,
And waded through the bracken round their bolls,
Until she saw the open, and drew on
Toward the edge o' the wood, where it was mixed
With pines and heathery places wild and fresh.
Here she put up a creature, that ran on
Before her, crying, 'Tint, tint, tint,' and turned,
Sat up, and stared at her with elfish eyes,
Jabbering of gramarye, one Michael Scott.
The wizard that wonned somewhere underground,
With other talk enough to make one fear
To walk in lonely places. After passed
A man-at-arms, William of Deloraine;
He shook his head, 'An' if I list to tell,'
Quoth he, 'I know, but how it matters not;'
Then crossed himself, and muttered of a clap
Of thunder, and a shape in amice grey,
But still it mouthed at him, and whimpered, 'Tint,
Tint, tint.' 'There shall be wild work some day soon,'
Quoth he, 'thou limb of darkness: he will come,
Thy master, push a hand up, catch thee, imp,
And so good Christians shall have peace, perdie.'
18.
Then Gladys was so frightened, that she ran,
And got away, towards a grassy down,
Where sheep and lambs were feeding, with a boy
To tend them. 'Twas the boy who wears that herb
Called heartsease in his bosom, and he sang
So sweetly to his flock, that she stole on
Nearer to listen. 'O, Content, Content,
Give me,' sang he, 'they tender company.
I feed my flock among the myrtles; all
My lambs are twins, and they have laid them down
Along the slopes of Beulah. Come, fair love,
From the other side the river, where their harps
Thou hast been helping them to tune. O come,
And pitch thy tent by mine; let me behold
Thy mouth—that even in slumber talks of peace—
Thy well-set locks, and dove-like countenance.'
19.
And Gladys hearkened, couched upon the grass,
Till she had rested; then did ask the boy,
For it was afternoon, and she was fain
To reach the shore, 'Which is the path, I pray,
That leads one to the water?' But he said,
'Dear lass, I only know the narrow way,
The path that leads one to the golden gate
Across the river.' So she wandered on;
And presently her feet grew cool, the grass
Standing so high, and thyme being thick and soft.
The air was full of voices, and the scent
Of mountain blossom loaded all its wafts;
For she was on the slopes of a goodly mount,
And reared in such a sort that it looked down
Into the deepest valleys, darkest glades,
And richest plains o' the island. It was set
Midway between the snows majestical
And a wide level, such as men would choose
For growing wheat; and some one said to her,
'It is the hill Parnassus.' So she walked
Yet on its lower slope, and she could hear
The calling of an unseen multitude
To some upon the mountain, 'Give us more;'
And others said, 'We are tired of this old world:
Make it look new again.' Then there were some
Who answered lovingly—(the dead yet speak
From that high mountain, as the living do);
But others sang desponding, 'We have kept
The vision for a chosen few we love
Fit audience better than a rough huzza
From the unreasoning crowd.'
20.
Then words came up
'There was a time, you poets, was a time
When all the poetry was ours, and made
By some who climbed the mountain from our midst.
We loved it then, we sang it in our streets.
O, it grows obsolete! Be you as they:
Our heroes die and drop away from us;
Oblivion folds them 'neath her dusky wing,
Fair copies wasted to the hungering world.
Save them. We fall so low for lack of them,
That many of us think scorn of honest trade,
And take no pride in our own shops; who care
Only to quit a calling, will not make
The calling what it might be: who despise
Their work, fate laughs at, and doth let the work
Dull, and degrade them.'
Then did Gladys smile:
'Heroes!' quoth she; 'yet, now I think on it,
There was the jolly goldsmith, brave Sir Hugh,
Certes, a hero ready made. Methinks
I see him burnishing of golden gear,
Tankard and charger, and a-muttering low,
"London is thirsty"—(then he weighs a chain):
" 'Tis an ill thing, my masters. I would give
The worth of this, and many such as this,
To bring it water."
Ay, and after him
There came up Guy of London, lettered son
O' the honest lighterman. I'll think on him,
Leaning upon the bridge on summer eves,
After his shop was closed: a still, grave man,
With melancholy eyes. "While these are hale,"
He saith, when he looks down and marks the crowd
Cheerily working; where the river marge
Is blocked with ships and boats; and all the wharves
Swarm, and the cranes swing in with merchandise—
"While these are hale, 'tis well, 'tis very well.
But, O good Lord," saith he, "when these are sick—
I fear me, Lord, this excellent workmanship
Of Thine is counted for a cumbrance then.
Ay, ay, my hearties! many a man of you,
Struck down, or maimed, or fevered, shrinks away,
And, mastered in that fight for lack of aid,
Creeps shivering to a corner, and there dies."
Well, we have heard the rest.
21.
Ah, next I think
Upon the merchant captain, stout of heart
To dare and to endure. "Robert," saith he,
(The navigator Knox to his manful son,)
"I sit a captive, from the ship detained;
This heathenry doth let thee visit her.
Remember, son, if thou, alas! shouldst fail
To ransom thy poor father, they are free
As yet, the mariners; have wives at home,
As I have; ay, and liberty is sweet
To all men. For the ship, she is not ours,
Therefore, 'beseech thee, son, lay on the mate
This my command, to leave me, and set sail.
As for thyself—" "Good father," saith the son,
"I will not, father, ask your blessing now,
Because, for fair, or else for evil, fate
We two shall meet again." And so they did.
The dusky men, peeling off cinnamon,
And beating nutmeg clusters from the tree,
Ransom and bribe contemned. The good ship
sailed,—
The son returned to share his father's cell.
22.
'O, there are many such. Would I had wit
Their worth to sing!' With that, she turned her feet.
'I am tired now,' said Gladys, 'of their talk
Around this hill Parnassus.' And, behold,
A piteous sight—an old, blind, greybeard king
Led by a fool with bells. Now this was loved
Of the crowd below the hill; and when he called
For his lost kingdom, and bewailed his age,
And plained on his unkind daughters, they were
known
To say, that if the best of gold and gear
Could have bought him back his kingdom, and made
kind
The hard hearts which had broken his erewhile,
They would have gladly paid it from their store
Many times over. What is done is done,
No help. The ruined majesty passed on.
And look you! one who met her as she walked
Showed her a mountain nymph lovely as light.
Her name Œnone; and she mourned and mourned
'O Mother Ida,' and she could not cease,
No, nor be comforted.
And after this,
Soon there came by, arrayed in Norman cap
And kirtle, an Arcadian villager,
Who said, 'A pray you, have you chanced to meet
One Gabriel?' and she sighed; but Gladys took
And kissed her hand: she could not answer her,
Because she guessed the end.
With that it drew
To evening; and as Gladys wandered on
In the calm weather, she beheld the wave,
And she ran down to set her feet again
On the sea margin, which was covered thick
With white shell-skeletons. The sky was red
As wine. The water played among bare ribs
Of many wrecks, that lay half-buried there
In the sand. She saw a cave, and moved thereto
To ask her way, and one so innocent
Came out to meet her, that with marvelling mute
She gazed and gazed into her sea-blue eyes,
For in them beamed the untaught ecstasy
Of childhood, that lives on though youth be come,
And love just born.
23.
She could not choose but name her shipwrecked
prince,
All blushing. She told Gladys many things
That are not in the story—things, in sooth,
That Prospero her father knew. But now
'Twas evening, and the sun dropped; purple stripes
In the sea were copied from some clouds that lay
Out in the west. And lo! the boat, and more,
The freakish thing to take fair Gladys home.
She mowed at her, but Gladys took the helm
'Peace, peace!' she said; 'be good: you shall not
steer,
For I am your liege lady.' Then she sang
The sweetest songs she knew all the way home.
24.
So Gladys set her feet upon the sand;
While in the sunset glory died away
The peaks of that blest island
'Fare you well,
My country, my own kingdom,' then she said,
'Till I go visit you again, farewell.'
25.
She looked toward their house with whom she dwelt,
The carriages were coming. Hastening up,
She was in time to meet them at the door,
And lead the sleepy little ones within;
And some were cross and shivered, and her dames
Were weary and right hard to please; but she
Felt like a beggar suddenly endowed
With a warm cloak to 'fend her from the cold.
'For, come what will,' she said, 'I had to-day
There is an island.'
26.
The Moral.
What is the moral? Let us think awhile,
Taking the editorial WE to help,
It sounds respectable.
The moral; yes,
We always read, when any fable ends,
'Hence we may learn.' A moral must be found.
What do you think of this: 'Hence we may learn
That dolphins swim about the coast of Wales,
And Admiralty maps should now be drawn
By teacher-girls, because their sight is keen,
And they can spy out islands.' Will that do?
No, that is far too plain—too evident.
27.
Perhaps a general moralising vein—
(We know we have a happy knack that way.
We have observed, moreover, that young men
Are fond of good advice, and so are girls;
Especially of that meandering kind,
Which winding on so sweetly, treats of all
They ought to be and do and think and wear,
As one may say, from creeds to comforters.
Indeed, we much prefer that sort ourselves,
So soothing). Good, a moralising vein:
That is the thing; but how to manage it?
'Hence we may learn,' if we be so inclined,
That life goes best with those who take it best;
That wit can spin from work a golden robe
To queen it in; that who can paint at will
A private picture gallery, should not cry
For shillings that will let him in to look
At some by others painted. Furthermore,
Hence we may learn, you poets—(and we count
For poets all who ever felt that such
They were, and all who secretly have known
That such they could be; ay, moreover, all
Who wind the robes of ideality
About the bareness of their lives, and hang
Comforting curtains, knit of fancy's yarn,
Nightly betwixt them and the frosty world)—
Hence we may learn, you poets, that of all
We should be most content. The earth is given
To us: we reign by virtue of a sense
Which lets us hear the rhythm of that old verse,
The ring of that old tune whereto she spins.
Humanity is given, to us: we reign
By virtue of a sense, which lets us in
To know its troubles ere they have been told,
And take them home and lull them into rest
With mournfullest music. Time is given to us—
Time past, time future. Who, good sooth, beside
Have seen it well, have walked this empty world
When she went steaming, and from pulpy hills
Have marked the spurting of their flamy crowns?
28.
Have not we seen the tabernacle pitched,
And peered between the linen curtains, blue,
Purple, and scarlet, at the dimness there,
And, frighted, have not dared to look again?
But, quaint antiquity! beheld, we thought,
A chest that might have held the manna pot
And Aaron's rod that budded. Ay, we leaned
Over the edge of Britain, while the fleet
Of Cæsar loomed and neared; then, afterwards,
We saw fair Venice looking at herself
In the glass below her, while her Doge went forth
In all his bravery to the wedding.
This,
However, counts for nothing to the grace
We wot of in time future:—therefore add,
And afterwards have done: 'Hence we may learn,'
That though it be a grand and comely thing
To be unhappy—(and we think it is,
Because so many grand and clever folk
Have found out reasons for unhappiness,
And talked about uncomfortable things—
Low motives, bores, and shams, and hollowness,
The hollowness o' the world, till we at last
Have scarcely dared to jump or stamp, for fear,
Being so hollow, it should break some day,
And let us in)—yet, since we are not grand,
O, not at all, and as for cleverness,
That may be or may not be—it is well
For us to be as happy as we can!
29.
Agreed: and with a word to the noble sex,
As thus: we pray you carry not your guns
On the full-cock; we pray you set your pride
In its proper place, and never be ashamed
Of any honest calling—let us add,
And end; for all the rest, hold up your heads
And mind your English. |
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