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			 CHAPTER 
			I.  
			  
			 
			ASLEEP BENEATH THE CEDARS. 
			 
			THERE was a quiet 
			chamber in an old country house, where, once in the depth of winter, 
			sat an old nurse, with a young infant on her knee.   
			 
			   
			The red curtains were let down before the windows, the floor was 
			covered with a thick carpet, and a large fire blazed upon the hearth; the nurse glanced towards the bed where her lady was sleeping, and 
			then drew her knees still nearer to the flame, and began to 
			moralize.  What a strange thing it was, she thought, that the 
			Rector and his wife, whose wish for children had been well known in 
			the parish, should have had none for so many years; while in many a 
			cottage, where they met with but a poor welcome and scanty fare, 
			they came regularly once a-year, though the fathers grumbled at the 
			creaking of the cradle-rockers, and the mothers declared, with tears 
			in their eyes, that they did not know where the crust and the 
			clothes were to come from.   
			 
			   
			She heard the church clock strike twelve, and thought, with a 
			shiver, how her poor grandchildren were shaking in their beds;—the 
			snow lay five feet deep in the fields, and was falling still; a 
			flock of sheep had been dug out in the morning; such a hard winter 
			had not been known for years.  Well, God help all poor folks! 
			if she had not had each a good supper she might have considered 
			their case with keener consideration; but as it was, she rocked the 
			sleeping infant softly, and fell into a light doze.   
			 
			   
			A cautious footstep without presently aroused her.  She lifted up her 
			head: "Bless the man, if he isn't here again," she thought, with a 
			slight chuckle of amusement, "and afraid to come in for fear of 
			disturbing 'em."  She coughed slightly, to show that she was 
			awake, and the door thereupon was softly opened, and a stout, 
			cheerful-looking gentleman came in with elaborate caution.   
			 
			   
			"And how are they by this time, Mrs. Keane?" 
			 
			    "They're as well as can be, bless you, Sir," 
			answered Mrs. Keane, for at least the twentieth time during the last 
			afternoon.   
			 
			    "I hope this cold night is not against the 
			infant."   
			 
			   
			"Bless you, no, Sir; don't be afraid; they live fast enough when 
			they're not wanted; you shouldn't be in such a mighty fuss about it.  If you don't think no more about it than other folks, the child will 
			live like other folks' children." 
			 
			   
			Perhaps the Rector might have thought thought there was something in 
			this reasoning, or perhaps he thought the old Nurse was tired of his 
			questions.  Certain it is that he did not come again till six 
			o'clock in the morning, when he was rewarded by hearing his wife 
			declare herself very comfortable, and also by hearing his child cry 
			with all the strength of her baby lungs.   
			 
			    In time he got accustomed to the honour of 
			possessing a daughter, though he firmly believed that so sweet a 
			child had never existed before, and wondered how he had contrived to 
			pass so many years in tolerable happiness without her.   
			 
			    That very day next year, and Mrs. Keane always 
			said ever after that it was (next to the circumstance of Mrs. Maidley's eldest being born 
			on a Lady-day and her second on a Christmas-day) the oddest thing 
			that had happened to any of her ladies,—the Rector's wife gave birth 
			to a son.  It was the same day, and the same time of day, as she 
			always said when she told the story; and what made it more 
			particular was,  
			that whereas the first was the coldest winter ever known, so that 
			the pretty dear never breathed the fresh air (excepting when they 
			took her to be baptized) till she was nearly three months old, the 
			second was, on the contrary, one of the mildest ever known, so that 
			the last china rose had not faded before the earliest primrose came 
			out.  Little Marion was a fine child, with light hair and dimpled 
			cheeks; her face almost always expressed the serene happiness which 
			is the natural dower of infant humanity.  Her brother was an active, 
			mischievous boy, round-faced, noisy, and good-humoured.  Their 
			parents, whose love increased with their growth, began early to make 
			them the companions of their country walks; and many a time, when 
			the lanes were too heavy for his wife to walk in, the Rector would 
			carry his little daughter with him on his errands of mercy, that he 
			might listen to her pretty prattle by the way.   
			 
			   
			In after-years, when Marion, sitting by the fire on a winter 
			evening, would try to remember these days of her childhood, and to 
			recall the image of her father, there were only a few scattered 
			words that he had said, and expressions of endearment used towards 
			herself and her brother, which seemed to survive of him in her 
			memory: he was confused and blended with the many baby fancies and 
			wonders which beset a childish reason.  She could not separate 
			him from them; he had become like a companion in a dream, an actor 
			in some previous existence; and withdrawn into the background of her 
			thoughts, though often present with them, however vaguely, he still 
			exercised a real dominion over her: his words were forgotten, but a 
			certain consciousness of the meaning that they were intended to 
			convey was left: the tones of his voice, before their meaning could 
			be fully understood, had influenced the first dawn of her feelings; 
			and early as he left her, that influence could never be set aside. 
			 
			   
			But there was one day in Marion's childhood that she did remember 
			distinctly, and well.  It was a beautiful afternoon in the 
			beginning of August, perfectly clear and cloudless; there had been 
			rain in the night, but not more than enough to lay the dust in the 
			quiet country lanes through which she and her father walked.   
			 
			    It was the first day of wheat harvest, and Marion 
			remembered how she had listened to the voices of the reapers through 
			the hedge, and how her father had lifted her up that she might 
			gather a long tendril of the wild vine for herself, and had cut her 
			some briar roses with his knife. 
			 
			    She then remembered how they had entered the 
			partially-cut corn-field, and how her father had sat down beside the 
			reapers, who were collected together under the shade of the hedge, 
			eating their afternoon meal.   
			 
			   
			It might be from having heard some of those who listened then, speak 
			of it afterwards and repeat his words, or it might be that her 
			childish mind was more open and alive than usual; but Marion 
			remembered distinctly some of his remarks as he sat and talked with 
			the reapers.  She thought, too, that she could recall the persuasive 
			tones of his voice, when he said, "Let us now fear the Lord our God, 
			that giveth us rain, the former and the latter in his season; He reserveth to us the appointed weeks of the harvest." (Jer.  v.  24.) 
			 
			    Walking through the corn-field home, Marion had 
			gathered some blue corn-flowers, and picked up a few ears of wheat: 
			these she recollected giving to him to carry for her, and that was 
			the last walk she took with him and the very last thing she 
			remembered of her father.   
			 
			   
			On that day, which was the 1st of August, the harvest began in the 
			parish; that day three weeks the last load was led from the fields.  Some of the same labourers who sat to rest with him under the trees, 
			were with the heavy wagon as it wound slowly through the narrow 
			lanes, past the Rectory-house, and along by the side of the 
			churchyard wall.  They turned their heads that way as they went, and 
			looked towards two cedar-trees that stood in one corner: the long 
			shadow of the steeple seemed to be pointing to a new grave that was 
			beneath them, and to a strange gentleman who stood beside it.  The 
			labourers went on; they knew who the stranger was, though he had 
			been but three days in the parish.  The dead and the living, 
			the new Rector and the old, had met together; the old Rector was 
			gone to his account, and another was already appointed in his room.   
			 
			   
			The new Rector leaned against the trunk of the great cedar-tree, 
			with his arms folded and his eyes fixed upon the grave; he watched 
			the long shadow of the church steeple, stealing gradually over the 
			tomb of his predecessor—he saw beyond the boundary walls of the 
			churchyard, orchards and cornfields, scattered cottages and 
			homesteads, peering out from among the thick trees; blue smoke was 
			curling up from them, and within were people to whose necessities 
			he had ministered, and whose spiritual wants he had striven to 
			supply.  The scene of his labours was spread out before the eyes of 
			his successor, as well as the place of his rest.  Doubtless he had 
			often stood in that self-same place and looked upon that self-same 
			scene.  Perhaps the same thoughts and the same perplexities had 
			suggested themselves to his mind, and some warm thoughts of 
			household love besides; for between the green ash-trees that grew by 
			the lane side, might be seen the sloping lawn and the white gables 
			of his earthly home. 
			 
			   
			The turf had been broken in two or three places not far off: it 
			could not be long since he had stood there.  Had he any rejoicing 
			now, any "profit of all his labour that he had taken under the sun?" Had God acknowledged and blessed it? Had he entered upon his 
			rest with those so lately committed to the dust, saying of them, 
			"Behold, here am I, and the children that thou hast given me!"  
			 
			   
			For himself there could not be a doubt that he had died the death of 
			the righteous; but the flock that he had left behind, had they been 
			willing and obedient, would they bear his words in mind now that he 
			was gone? If so, there was the more hope for his successor.  Or would 
			they suffer them lightly to be effaced, like his footsteps in the 
			path that were already obliterated, and the sounds of his voice, the 
			last echo of which had utterly died away?  
			 
			   
			The new Rector roused himself at last from his long reverie, and 
			walked slowly towards the church.  The clerk had brought him the key 
			that morning, he had read himself in the day before, and with a 
			vague, uneasy sense of possession and responsibility, he turned it 
			in the rusty lock and entered.  The great door creaked heavily 
			behind, and closed with a hollow looming sound, that was repeated in 
			the roof and among the pillars as he advanced towards the chancel. 
			 
			 
			    The church was a fine structure, plain but 
			ancient and substantial; there was room for nearly 800 people within 
			its walls, but the population did not amount to more than two-thirds 
			of that number, and of these a considerable proportion always stayed 
			away.   
			 
			    As he walked up the centre aisle, and turned his 
			eyes first to one side and then to the other, he became conscious in 
			a painful degree of the oppressive stillness of the place, and 
			looking upon it as the scene in which he expected to pass the most 
			momentous hours of his future life—a place which was familiar with 
			the tones of departed voices, which had repeated and echoed the 
			warnings of many a now silenced pastor, and been filled with the 
			psalmody of foregone generations,—he felt like one in the presence 
			of many witnesses, brought into unwonted nearness with the past, 
			such contact as almost to make him look upon himself as an intruder, 
			one that had come to the dwelling of beings unseen, the fall of 
			whose foot was strange to their ears, as he moved beneath the high 
			stone arches, observed but not perceiving.   
			 
			   
			"Work while it is day; the night cometh when no man can work"—this 
			seemed to be their injunction.  "O Lord, I am oppressed; 
			undertake for me," was the substance of his answer.   
			 
			   
			Some time passed while he was examining the church, vestry, and 
			vaults; at length he came back to the door, and turned his eyes 
			again towards the grave.  The long shadow of the church had 
			completely covered it now, and two little children in deep mourning 
			were sitting at its head.   
			 
			   
			The Rector who had died in the evening of that same day that he took 
			the last walk with his little child, had now been buried more than a 
			fortnight, and his tomb, which was a large flat stone not raised 
			more than a foot and a-half from the ground, had been completed only 
			two days.  The inscription was simple and short:— 
			  
			"SACRED TO THE MEMORY 
			 
			OF THE REV.  WALTER GREYSON, 
			 
			FOR TWELVE YEARS RECTOR OF THIS PARISH. 
			 
			DIED AUGUST 1ST, 18 —,  
			 
			IN THE 41ST YEAR OF HIS AGE. 
			 
			'The dead in Christ shall rise.'"
  
			   
			Two little children, perfectly silent, sat together by the stone, as 
			if waiting for some absent person, the one watching him as he came 
			towards them, the other playing with a few daisies that he held in 
			his pinafore.  They did not move when he came up to them and looked 
			in their blooming faces, with the full consciousness of whose 
			children they must be; and there was an intentional quietness about 
			them that showed plainly to one so well acquainted as himself with 
			the workings of infant minds, that they imagined themselves in the 
			presence of their father, and had a vague impression that they must 
			not make a noise lest they should disturb him. 
			 
			    ''Why do you come here, little Marion?" said he, 
			stooping down and addressing the elder child by the name he knew she 
			bore.   
			 
			    "To see papa," replied the child in a low, 
			cautious voice.   
			 
			   
			Humouring her fancy, he sat down beside her, and placing her gently 
			on his knee, parted back her soft hair, and wondered whether her 
			father might have resembled her; then sinking his voice almost to a 
			whisper, he laid his hand on the stone and said, "But is papa here?"  
			 
			    "Papa 's gone to heaven," said the younger child, 
			looking up for a moment from his daisies.   
			 
			    But little Marion, who had gazed at him with a 
			perplexed and dubious expression, now slipped off his knee, and 
			swept softly away with her hand two or throe yellow leaves that had 
			fallen from a young lime-tree upon the tomb, and then came back with 
			childlike simplicity, and let him take her in his arms again.   
			 
			    This little action, so full of affection, her 
			evident though unexpressed belief that her father was there, that he 
			could not leave the place, but yet that it was unkind to leave him 
			there alone, together with the tender and cautious manner with which 
			she swept them away from the face of the cold stone, as if even her 
			father's tomb was already becoming confused in her mind into a part 
			of himself, — these things touched him with a strong feeling of 
			tenderness for her, and little Marion, as the strange gentleman drew 
			her closer towards him, was surprised to see that his eyes were 
			filled with tears.   
			 
			    "Where is your mamma," said he after a long 
			silence.   
			 
			    "Mamma's very ill now," said little Marion, "she 
			can't come and see poor papa."   
			 
			   
			God comfort her, thought the new Rector, hers is a bitter trial 
			indeed!  
			 
			    Sitting on the tomb of their father with the two 
			children in his arms, he felt that in their desolate state, they 
			were as much given over to him as if he could have heard a voice 
			from the tomb commending them to his care; while they were well 
			content to receive his caresses, quite unconscious that his future 
			affection was to be one of the best blessings of their lives, quite 
			careless as to why he bestowed it, or who he might be.   
			 
			   
			He was still talking to them when a young servant in deep mourning 
			advanced towards him, and seemed relieved at sight of the children.  
			She accounted for their having strayed into the churchyard by 
			saying, that owing to the dangerous illness of her mistress the 
			house was in great confusion, and they had been sent to play alone 
			in the garden that they might be out of the way.   
			 
			    The children lifted up their faces to kiss their 
			new friend, and obtained from him a promise that he would come again 
			the next day; then turning away with their maid, began to skip about 
			and laugh as soon as they had got a little distance from their 
			father's grave. 
			 
			 
			   
			There was no rectory in the parish, though the house where Mr. Greyson had lived had naturally gone by that name; there was, 
			therefore, no need for the poor widow to think of moving, or for 
			others to think of it for her; while day after day, and week after 
			week she lay almost unconscious of the lapse of time, and passed 
			through the wearisome stages of a severe illness occasioned by the 
			overwhelming shock of her husband's sudden death, watched over with 
			the utmost tenderness by her two sisters through sufferings that at 
			one time left but little hope either for her life or her reason.  
			However, with the passing away of the old year, which seemed to take 
			all the severity of the winter with it, she suddenly began to 
			revive, and, once able to rise from her bed, her recovery was as 
			rapid as her prostration had been complete.   
			 
			   
			In the meanwhile the new Rector had been labouring among the poor, 
			and carrying out to the utmost the plans of his predecessor.  He, 
			however, failed at first to make himself acceptable to the people, 
			and for three or four months had the pain of seeing the attendance 
			at the church get gradually less and less.  The people complained 
			that they did not hear him well, that his voice was thick and 
			indistinct; others declared that though he read the prayers very 
			well, he mumbled his sermons, so that they did not understand them.  All agreed that he was a good gentleman, and had a very kind way 
			with him, but still he was not like Mr. Greyson, and they did not 
			think they could ever take to any one else as they had done to him. 
			 
			   
			So the verdict was given against him in many of the cottages, and 
			though they bestowed a great many curtseys upon him, they gave him 
			very few smiles.  There was a certain reserve and silence about him 
			which the poor mistook for pride, and not conceiving it possible 
			that a gentleman like him could be conscious of any such feeling as 
			shyness or awkwardness in talking to them, drew back themselves, and 
			increased his uneasiness by their distant coldness and respect.  So 
			the new Rector lived till Christmas, personally, as well as 
			mentally, alone.  He had very few acquaintances in the neighbourhood, 
			and the few country families whom he visited were as much influenced 
			as the poor themselves by the sensitive reserve of his manners.  He 
			did not seem at ease in society, and as to his own people he 
			evidently felt that, at least at present, they had few sympathies in 
			common.  But he was always happy and at his ease with children; it 
			was part of the singularity of his character to understand their 
			motives and enter into their affections without an effort.  The 
			expression of his countenance, the tone of his voice, the very touch 
			of his hand seemed to undergo a change when he took a child upon his 
			knee and smoothed down its soft hair with his open palm.   
			 
			   
			He was a tall man, with a powerful frame, a light complexion, and a 
			slight stoop in his shoulders; his features were rather heavy, and 
			when he was at all agitated he had a slight hesitation in his 
			speech, or rather a difficulty in expressing himself, that gave him 
			an appearance of indecision and vacillation quite foreign to his 
			real character. 
			 
			   
			At length, though his conscientious care for them in public, and his 
			visits to the sick could not win the hearts of the people, a 
			circumstance very slight in itself, and arising naturally out of his 
			love for children, caused the feeling towards him to undergo a 
			sudden change; he rose at once to the height of popularity, and the 
			reason was no other than this:—  
			 
			    There was a new school-room in the parish, very 
			near the church; it was finished soon after Mr. Greyson's death, and opened for use in 
			the middle of November.  The village, which was a scattered one, was 
			situate partly above and partly below the site of the school-room, 
			and those children who had to come down the hill to it were obliged 
			to cross a little brook that ran over the road, or rather lane, not 
			far from the house where the new Rector lived.  Now this little 
			brook, as the autumn happened to be a remarkably dry one, was so 
			slight an impediment that any child could step across it without 
			wetting its feet, and this state of things continued for some weeks 
			after the new room was opened.   
			 
			    One morning, however, when the Rector went to 
			visit it, he was surprised to see the floor covered with little wet 
			footmarks, and on asking the reason of this, as the road was quite 
			dry, the mistress told him that the rains of the past week had so 
			swollen the brook, that almost all the children had wetted their 
			feet in springing over it.   
			 
			    "Indeed, Mr. Raeburn, I don't believe there's a 
			single dry foot in the school," she said, drawing off the shoes of a 
			tiny child, and letting the water drop down from them.   
			 
			   
			"That's bad," said Mr. Raeburn; "we must make a little bridge over 
			the stream.  Now, children, when you come in the afternoon, 
			mind, you're not to cross the brook till I come to you."   
			 
			   
			Accordingly, in the afternoon he went down to the brook, which, 
			though only three or four inches deep, was as wide as a man could 
			stride over; here he found a large attendance waiting for him in a 
			smiling row, with little ticket bags in their hands, and, planting 
			one foot firmly on each side, he took up each little creature in 
			turn, and set her down on the other side.  The children were 
			delighted with the bustle and importance of being carried, and, 
			above all, with the idea of having a bridge made on purpose for 
			them; but Mr. Raeburn found to his disappointment, when he examined 
			the place next day, that the lane was so narrow that every wagon 
			which went down it would demolish his bridge with its heavy wheels; 
			he was, therefore, obliged to repeat the experiment of transporting 
			them himself all through the winter; their pleasure in the short 
			trip seeming to compensate him for the trouble, and he not being at 
			all conscious that he was winning for himself "golden opinions from 
			all sorts of people," filling his church by this indirect means, and 
			laying the foundation of a popularity that was to last till his 
			dying day; but such proved to be the case.  Every mother's heart is 
			accessible through her child; her feelings are touched by kindness 
			shown to it, and her pride is flattered by notice taken of it.  It is 
			quite true that some of these poor women did not mind particularly 
			whether their children got their feet wet or not, but still it was 
			gratifying to think that the Rector cared, that he did not mind 
			leaving his breakfast to come out and carry them over.  It was their 
			children who were of so much consequence, therefore their own 
			importance was increased, and their husbands, fathers, and brothers 
			heard so much henceforward of Mr. Raeburn's marvellous and varied 
			good qualities, that even if they had been disposed to deny them, 
			they must soon have given in for the sake of peace and quietness.  He 
			was pronounced from that time to be one of the pleasantest gentlemen 
			that ever lived—a little distant like, but then he could not 
			possibly be proud, or he would never have demeaned himself to wait 
			upon their children.  It was also discovered that if his voice 
			was not quite "so clear as a bell," it was a very pleasant voice, 
			and any one could hear every word he said that would take the 
			trouble of listening.  Also woe betide the rash individual who dared 
			after that to say he or she could not make out the meaning of his 
			sermons.  "Some folks," it would be remarked in reply, "never 
			knew when they were well off; but if some folks would attend to the 
			discourse as other folks did, instead of going to sleep, looking out 
			of window, or staring about them, perhaps they would learn the value 
			of a good plain sermon that had no fine words in it, and not go to 
			try to make other folks believe they couldn't make out the meaning 
			of it."   
			 
			   
			The subject of this wonderful revolution of opinion, though far from 
			divining the cause, soon began to rejoice in the effects of it.  He 
			found that wherever he went he was greeted with smiles; the best 
			chair was brought near the fire for him and dusted with the good 
			wife's apron.  He wondered at first, but soon learnt to refer 
			it to the force of habit, arguing to himself that the people from 
			being used to him had come to like him.   
			 
			   
			It was a very pleasant change to him, and one that soon wrought a 
			corresponding change in his own manner.  As for the children 
			they had no opinion to alter; from the first they had been on his 
			side, for, unlike other gentlemen of his age and gravity, he had a 
			curious habit of carrying apples, cakes, peppermint, &c., in his 
			coat pockets, not apparently for his own eating, for when he met a 
			few small parishioners he used to throw down some of these 
			delicacies in the road, and walk on, without saying a word or 
			turning round to see whether they picked them up.   
			 
			   
			He had also a singular habit of muttering to himself, as he walked 
			down the lanes, with his eyes on the ground and his hands in his 
			pockets.  When first the people saw him thus engaged, and so deep in 
			thought as to be unconscious of the presence of any one whom he 
			might chance to meet, they said he was reckoning over his tithes; 
			but afterwards it was reported that he was repeating 
			prayers,—perhaps for them.  Thus it soon became true of him, as 
			of King David of old, "The people took notice of it, and it pleased 
			them; as whatsoever the king did pleased all the people."   
			 
			   
			So passed the time till the end of January, the two fatherless 
			children of the late Rector becoming daily more endeared to his 
			eccentric successor.  He used constantly, when he saw them playing in 
			the garden with their nurse, to call them to the little low hedge, 
			and lift them over to take a walk with him.  Many a long mile 
			he carried them, first one and then the other, when the distance 
			wearied them; and they soon learned to substitute him for their 
			father, and gradually began to look to him for their little 
			pleasures, following him about in his garden, and into the church 
			and church-yard, where, with a sweet childish superstition, they 
			always lowered their voices when they passed their father's grave. 
			 
			 
			   
			Thus he had become a most familiar friend to the children before 
			their mother had seen his face.  For the first five months of 
			her widowhood she had not been able to bear an interview with him; 
			but, with her sudden restoration to some measure of health, the 
			natural strength and self-possession of her character returned, and 
			she sent a message to request that he would come and see her.   
			 
			   
			After the affecting accounts that he had heard of her sufferings, 
			both of body and mind, he was surprised at the perfect calmness with 
			which she received him.  She even evinced a desire to speak on the 
			subject of her loss, and turned from more general topics to thank 
			him for his kindness to her children; alluding to their fatherless 
			condition without outward emotion, but with that quiet sorrow that 
			leaves little for a sympathizing friend to say.  Mr. Raeburn had not 
			uttered many words before she perceived that he possessed in no 
			ordinary degree the power of entering into the distress of others.  
			The slight hesitation of his voice was very much against him when he 
			endeavoured to enforce a truth or make an appeal to the reason of 
			his hearers; but in this case it imparted a touching gentleness to 
			all he said, and his efforts to overcome his natural reserve, and 
			his evident anxiety lest he might disturb instead of soothing her, 
			were more grateful tokens of his fellow-feeling than any attempts he 
			might have made at consolation.   
			 
			   
			But he made none.  All topics of consolation had been exhausted on 
			her, all reasons why she should bear up suggested, all alleviating 
			circumstances pointed out long ago.  Her friends had been very 
			anxious that she should see the man who was now appointed to be her 
			spiritual guide, thinking that he might be able to say still more 
			than they had done to comfort her.  But now that she had overcome her 
			strong reluctance, he sat beside her, offering few admonitions to 
			submission or patience.  His manner seemed to express a 
			consciousness that he could not lighten the dark valley through 
			which she was walking, at the same time that it gave evidence of his 
			willingness, if it were possible, to enter it with her by sympathy 
			and walk for a while by her side.   
			 
			   
			There was no intruding, but in his consolation;—he seemed to 
			admit at once the greatness of her trial. 
			 
			   
			Her sisters and friends had said, "It is true that your trial is 
			great, but would it not have been greater if pecuniary 
			difficulties had been added? It is certain that you are greatly to 
			be pitied, but what would it have been if you had felt no comfort as 
			to the state of his soul? It is not to be denied that your 
			circumstances are distressing, but they might have been far 
			more so.  It is a sad thing to have lost jour husband, but 
			no tears will bring him back, and you must endeavour to be 
			resigned." 
			 
			 
			   
			No such reasons for resignation were urged by the successor of her 
			late husband.  He showed, indeed, by the tone of his voice, and the 
			expression of his countenance, that he understood and entered into 
			her trial; but his manner expressed a perfect consciousness that no 
			earthly voice could heal the wound.  He did not even remind her of 
			the undoubted fact, that time would certainly moderate her 
			sorrow,—that most true but least welcome source of comfort that can 
			be offered to a mourner.   
			 
			   
			This singularity of manner, this casting aside all the usual phrases 
			and subjects that form the matter of conversation between the happy 
			and the unhappy, often proved distressing to those who did not know 
			the real feeling with which he "wept with those that wept.''  But in 
			the case of Mrs. Greyson, it afforded a welcome relief after 
			listening to the reasonings of well-meaning friends, who had seemed 
			to say, "Try to look at your misfortune in the light that I 
			do, and it will seem less hard to bear."  But this friend 
			rather told her, "I cannot remove the suffering, but I suffer with 
			you."   
			 
			    Soothed by his fellow-feeling, she turned, after 
			a while, to speak of the mercies that were still accorded to 
			her,—spoke hopefully of the peace she might yet have with her two 
			children, and mentioned the kindness she had met with in grateful 
			terms.   
			 
			   
			He replied: "I do not agree with those who complain that there is a 
			want of kindness in this world, even among the worldly.  Surely we have all met with much; and we should take it kindly as it 
			is meant.  If those who give us kindness do not truly 
			understand us, and give sympathy besides, we must not blame them; 
			they know it only by name, and have it not to give."   
			 
			   
			"I have felt the truth of the distinction," she answered, "and I 
			hope it has led me to trust in something better than human 
			sympathy; otherwise, during all my trial, I must have felt utterly 
			alone."   
			 
			   
			With the same hesitation of manner, he replied, "Certainly, Madam; 
			there are depths in the heart into which no human eye can reach.  With its bitterness, no less than with its joy, the 'stranger intermeddleth not.' The soul lives alone, and it suffers alone.  There is but One who can fully understand its wants and satisfy its 
			cravings,—who knows all that we suffer, and fully understands all 
			that we cannot express.  Where should we look for help if it were not 
			for the 'Son of consolation?' When the spirit with which we had held 
			sweet communion is withdrawn, what interest, what end would remain, 
			if we might not hear the whispers of His love who regards as with a 
			yet deeper tenderness than we ever bestowed on the departed, and who 
			said, long ago, 'Let thy widows trust in me?'"  
			 
			   
			Finding that she made no answer, he added,—"How marvellous is the 
			sympathy of Christ! We suffer, and the Head suffers with us, even 
			while we are enduring the very affliction that His love sees to be 
			needful to make us meet for our heavenly inheritance.  We suffer in 
			darkness, and sometimes not seeing nor understanding the end, and 
			not being able to conceive the glory that shall follow.  But He sees 
			the end from the beginning; He knows how short these years of 
			darkness will soon be to look back upon.  Yet in all our present 
			affliction He is afflicted, and mourns for us, and with us, over the 
			dangers and sorrows of the way, though every painful step leads us 
			nearer to the place that He has prepared for us, where 'sorrow and 
			sighing shall flee away,' and the redeemed shall rest with Him, 
			'whose rest shall be glorious.'"  
			 
			   
			At this moment the two children glided softly into the room.  They 
			had been out for their walk, and had brought some snowdrops for 
			their mother.  During her long illness they had been taught 
			quietness, and all their movements had become habitually subdued.  But with all this gentleness they showed a delight on seeing 
			Mr. Raeburn which touched her heart.  She felt how great that 
			kindness must have been which gave them confidence to climb about 
			him and importune him for the little childish pleasures that he had 
			promised to procure for them.   
			 
			   
			The spring of the year opened unusually early; the blossoms and 
			leaves were out nearly a month before their usual time.  April came 
			in like May; and Mrs. Greyson recovered sufficient strength to be 
			able to attend the church services, and walk along the quiet country 
			lanes, talking to her children of their dead father.
 
			 
			――――♦―――― 
			 
			  
			CHAPTER II.   
			 
			THE LITTLE TEA-MAKER. 
			 
			FOR the first few months of 
			Mr. Raeburn's residence in his new 
			parish, he occupied rooms in an old farm-house; but at Christmas he 
			took a
			lease of a fine but rather dilapidated place, the garden of which 
			ran along by the side of the church-yard.  The children, who had free 
			leave to 
			follow him wherever he went, took great delight in wandering about 
			through the grand old rooms and corridors, and in watching the 
			progress 
			of the work-people.  The house was a red brick structure, but its 
			original brightness had become subdued to an umber hue.  The west 
			front 
			was half covered with branching ivy, which climbed over some part of 
			the roof, and mantled the chimneys.  The lawn was adorned with a 
			fountain and a sun-dial, from which, as from two centres, a 
			multitude of small flower beds branched off.  There the children 
			spent many an 
			hour watching him, while he pulled up the worthless plants, and put 
			in bulbs and young trees.  But the part of the garden on which he 
			bestowed the greatest pains, was that which lay before the windows 
			of one particular sitting-room in the south side of the house.  It 
			was a 
			pretty room, opening by French windows into a terrace, which led 
			down by stone steps into the garden.  There was a long balcony over 
			the 
			terrace, supported on stone pillars, over which beautiful creeping 
			plants were trained; and their slight pleasant shade cast a gloom 
			over the 
			room during the afternoon, when it would otherwise have been 
			oppressively hot.  This apartment was wainscoted with oak.  The floor 
			was
			partially covered with a square of Turkey carpet, and the cornice 
			and chimney-piece were carved in a rich pattern, representing 
			bunches of 
			grapes twisted with ears of corn, and tied together with a carved 
			ribbon, on which was written the motto, "I Dreux to me honour;" for 
			the
			house had formerly belonged to an ancient Norman French family, of 
			the name of Dreux, and in almost every room their arms were quaintly
			carved in oak of deep rich colour, very few shades removed from 
			black.  Mr. Raeburn furnished this room in the taste of two hundred 
			years 
			ago.  Even the plants in pots, which he set on the steps of the 
			terrace, were stately and old-fashioned, and consisted principally 
			of large hydrangeas, tall hollyhocks, princes'-feathers, coxcombs, 
			campanulas, and myrtles.   
			 
			   
			By the middle of spring, the house was as neat and clean inside as a 
			single gentleman's housekeeper could make it.  But Mr. Raeburn, 
			though as good a master as ever lived, was not perfect—who is?—and 
			one of the qualities which, in his housekeeper's opinion, stood 
			between him and perfection, was his terrible untidiness.  He stained 
			the carpets with red mud, for want of care in wiping his shoes; he 
			left 
			her beautiful bright pokers in the fire till all their polish was 
			burnt off; and he had a bad habit of opening any book he chanced to 
			see, and 
			putting his bands into it, as often as not with the strings hanging 
			out.  Besides which, he continually mislaid his papers, books, and 
			other 
			possessions, and thought nothing of turning out the contents of his 
			drawers on the floor in his search for them.  But untidiness, 
			the housekeeper knew, was a failing common to most bachelors; so she 
			put to rights after him with great resignation, merely remarking to 
			her subordinates, when she found a more than ordinary uproar among 
			his papers, "that to see how he went on, one would think he expected 
			nature, or Providence, or some of them fine folks, to put to rights 
			after him, instead of a lone woman that had but one pair of hands."   
			 
			   
			Every Monday evening, Marion and Wilfred came to drink tea with Mr. Raeburn.  Immediately before their arrival they proceeded straight 
			into 
			the kitchen; for it was a kitchen after all, though as clean as the 
			study, and ornamented with a square of Kidderminster carpet, as well 
			as 
			with several gaudy tea-trays, the special property of the 
			housekeeper, one of which was the subject of unceasing admiration to 
			the two 
			children.  It represented a striped tiger issuing from a small pink 
			temple, and making its way towards a remarkably blue pond, whereon
			floated a thing like a Noah's Ark, made of wickerwork.  In this 
			thing, supposed to be some kind of boat or raft, sat two ladies, 
			with their heads on one side, fanning themselves with things like 
			battledores, while a fiery gentleman was taking deliberate aim at 
			the tiger with a weapon something like a spud.   
			 
			   
			When Marion and Wilfred had sufficiently admired this tray, they 
			proceeded to toast three rounds of toast — one for each of 
			themselves and 
			one for Mr. Raeburn.  This duty over, they amused themselves with the 
			cat, and watched the cuckoo clock in the corner, sometimes pulling
			down the weights to make it six o'clock the sooner.  When things got 
			to this pass, Mr. Raeburn always came out and took them into his 
			study, 
			to sit with him till the tea came in, with the three rounds of 
			toast, one for each of the company.  Marion always made the tea.  At 
			first, when 
			they began to spend their Monday evenings with Mr. Raeburn, she 
			required a great deal of assistance, and did no more than put in 
			sugar and 
			milk at her own discretion.  He was extremely careful on other 
			points to make things fair between the children, but in making the 
			tea he admitted of no such thing as turns,—or what came to the same 
			thing, it was always Marion's turn.   
			 
			   
			Marion paid great attention to his instructions, and by the time she 
			was eight years old she had arrived at a proficiency in the art that 
			was 
			quite marvellous for one so young.  Indeed, she was so much at 
			home in exercising it, and looked so sweet and happy, that as he sat 
			gazing at her during this particular period of his life, he often 
			conjured up another image in her place—the image of a lady whose 
			cheeks were not so blooming, but whose clear dark eyes and brown 
			hair would not have suffered by contrast with hers. 
			 
			   
			One night, when tea had been over some time, and Mr. Raeburn had 
			already concocted with his pocket-knife a whole fleet of ships cut 
			out of 
			walnut shells, and had also drawn a succession of landscapes in the 
			blank leaves of his pocket-book, each consisting of one cottage in 
			the 
			distance, with two doors and one window, and a pond in the 
			foreground full of ducks and ducklings, each quite as large as the 
			cottage.—And 
			when he had altered them to suit the fancy of the possessor, by 
			filling the atmosphere with flying ducks, and when he had told them 
			several 
			stories, and they had began to get rather sleepy, he took Marion on 
			his knees, and while she rested her head on his shoulder, and began 
			to 
			sing some nursery rhymes, he allowed his fancy quite to run away 
			with him, and transport him, like the gentleman in the song, ''over 
			the hills 
			and far away."  The particular hills he went over in this excursion 
			were the Malvern hills, and he alighted at the door of a pretty 
			house, where 
			in a parlour reading, sat the same young lady with dark eyes. 
			 
			   
			She was very much younger than Mr. Raeburn, for she could scarcely 
			have reached her twenty-third year; but the vision went on to show
			that she was delighted to see him; and it is impossible to say how 
			far he might have pursued it, if Marion had not suddenly lifted up 
			her face 
			and said, "Uncle,"—he had taught her to call him so,—"Uncle, who 
			makes tea for you on other nights, when we are not here?  What do 
			you
			do all by yourself?"  
			 
			   
			The words entered his ears and changed the scene of his reverie, 
			though they had not power to wake him from it.  He immediately 
			recalled 
			the sweet image of his little tea-maker, with her childish pride in 
			the office, and let her features change and give place to those of 
			the dark-eyed Euphemia, whom he hoped soon to see at his board; he imagined 
			himself reading to her in the evening, and fancied how pleasantly
			she would speak to the cottagers and the children.  Then he began to 
			consider the fourteen years' difference between her age and his, and
			wondered whether they would make it less easy for her to enter fully 
			into his pursuits and for him to make her happy.  He was going out 
			the 
			next day; in three weeks he hoped to return; by that time the 
			country would be looking its best, for the orchards would be in full 
			blossom and 
			the hedges in their first fresh green.  Marion had dropped her head 
			when she found he did not answer, and had gone on softly singing to
			herself; but presently the same thought struck her again, and she 
			repeated her question,—''Uncle, what do you do all those nights 
			when we
			are not here?"  
			 
			    Mr. Raeburn woke up from his reverie with a start, and, smoothing 
			her hair, inquired, ''What did you say, my pretty?"  
			 
			   
			Marion repeated her words once more, upon which Mr. Raeburn replied, 
			that he certainly had been obliged to spend a great deal of his time
			alone,—a great deal more than he liked, and he often felt very 
			lonely.  He then went on and gave such a dismal picture of his 
			solitary life, his
			sitting at tea alone, and being obliged to make it himself, that 
			Marion's little heart was pained for him, and her eyes filled with 
			tears. 
			 
			    Didn't he think he could get some one to come and 
			make tea for him every night? she inquired.   
			 
			    Mr. Raeburn, as if the idea was quite new to him, took a minute to 
			consider of it, and then said, he thought he could; he was almost 
			sure of 
			it.  In fact, he intended to see about it very soon.   
			 
			    So Marion was satisfied, and did not trouble 
			herself to ask any more questions, merely remarking, that if he did 
			not remember to tell the new tea-maker (who was at present a mere 
			abstract idea in her mind)—if he did not tell her to be very careful 
			with the cream-jug she would certainly break it, for it was cracked 
			already.   
			 
			    But Mr. Raeburn, to her great surprise, replied, 
			that it did not matter about that, for he had sent to London for a 
			new tea-pot and cream-jug made of silver, and that she should see 
			them some day and make tea in them herself, if the new tea-maker 
			liked, which he thought she would.   
			 
			    They were still discussing the new tea equipage 
			when their nurse came to fetch them home; and Marion, whose sleepy 
			feelings went off in the open air, related the conversation to her 
			mother with great glee.   
			 
			   
			"Mamma, Uncle Raeburn says, that perhaps I shall make 
			tea out of his beautiful new tea-pot."   
			 
			    "Did he tell you who was coming to make tea with 
			it every night?" asked her mother, with a smile.   
			 
			   
			"No," said Marion, shaking her head; "but I dare say she is much 
			older than I, for he said, if she liked, I might; and he 
			thought she would."   
			 
			   
			This was on the evening of Easter Monday,—Mr. Raeburn was going out 
			after morning service the next day.  Easter had fallen very 
			late this year, and the weather was unusually fine for the season; 
			the trees had already put out their leaves, and the lane sides were 
			yellow with primroses.   
			 
			    Mrs. Greyson lingered in the church after service 
			with her children till the last of the rustic congregation had 
			withdrawn, then, going out with them to the two cedar-trees, she sat 
			down to wait for Mr. Raeburn, close to her husband's grave.   
			 
			   
			It had never been a sorrowful place for them; the dead father was 
			not connected in their minds with any mournful images; they thought 
			of 
			him either asleep in his grave,—a smooth place and green, and quiet 
			within; or else sitting in heaven in the presence of the Redeemer, 
			and 
			of all the good men and women whom they had read of in the Bible. 
			 
			    Exceedingly inquisitive, like many other 
			children, about the employments and happiness of the separate state, 
			they had listened with earnest wonder to every symbol put forward in 
			Scripture to give an impression or image of the peace and the aspect 
			of that land which is very far off.   
			 
			   
			They had no painful knowledge of death to make it a mournful subject; they knew that the dead in Christ should rise, for it was written 
			on his 
			tomb, and had often been explained to them from their earliest years; thus, when they thought of him in his deep, narrow bed, it was 
			always 
			as he had looked when he was alive, lying in a sleep from which he 
			was to be awakened by that voice which will reach the dead.  
			From year to year their thoughts became less distinct about him and 
			their recollections more vague, but still he was always the same 
			dear papa who had loved them so much,—who had liked to have them 
			with him, and had prayed God to bless them a few minutes before he 
			died.   
			 
			    To their mother, time, which softens all sorrow, 
			had brought something more than the passive acquiescence which 
			visits their hearts who look upon the dispensations of God's 
			providence simply as misfortunes which they must bear as they best 
			can; she had learned to consider all God's dealings with her, even 
			the most afflictive, as the evidences of a heavenly Father's love, 
			who has promised his children that all things shall work together 
			for their good.   
			 
			   
			It was a beautiful morning, and as she sat watching her two 
			children, the treasures of her life, and looking at the beautiful 
			landscape spread 
			out before her, she pondered on the text which had been the subject 
			of the morning's sermon,—"All things are yours."  It recurred to her 
			first, 
			as she observed the extreme beauty of everything around her.  There 
			is a kind of natural gratitude which arises spontaneously in the 
			heart 
			when it is impressed by any unusual beauty or grandeur in the face 
			of nature, and the natural mind often mistakes this feeling for true
			devotional aspirations after the great Maker and Founder of nature; 
			but, in the renewed mind, such indefinite delight and awe are 
			exchanged for grateful love to Him "who giveth us all things 
			richly to enjoy," and who has not only in his revealed Word taught 
			us many things by symbols drawn from the external world, thus making 
			every season and every scene testify of Him, but has made the place 
			of his children's pilgrimage beautiful, and filled it with objects 
			that delight the eye, as if his bounty could never be satisfied with 
			pouring out kindness on those whom his love has redeemed, with 
			heaping upon them the treasures both of nature and redemption, and 
			saying to them, "All things are yours."   
			 
			   
			Pondering on this subject, she forgot to observe how silent the 
			children were, and how intently they were watching her face; but at 
			length 
			the striking of the church clock recalled her to herself, and she 
			asked if they were tired, and whether they wished to go home.  
			They were very happy, they said, and they wished to stay till Mr. 
			Raeburn came: they knew he would soon pass through the church-yard, 
			for the groom had been leading his horse up and down the lane for 
			some time; he was going to a village about five miles off to meet 
			the north coach, and though they had taken leave of him, they wished 
			to see him again. 
			 
			 
			   
			Marion and Wilfred were tying up some little bunches of daisies for 
			their mamma; when they had finished they laid them on her knee, and
			Wilfred ran off to play; Marion watched him till he disappeared 
			behind the church; then turning to her mother she said, as if the 
			subject had 
			puzzled her for some time —  
			 
			   
			"Mamma, what are toilsome years?"  
			 
			    "Toilsome years," repeated her mother gently, and 
			wondering where the child had met with the expression.   
			 
			   
			"Yes, mamma, I read it on Miss Dreux's monument, that young lady who 
			was an heiress.  I always read the monuments when I go into the 
			church with Uncle Raeburn."   
			 
			   
			"What is written on that one?" asked her mother.  Marion repeated 
			the lines which had perplexed her— 
				
					
						| 
						 
						 
						"God comfort us for all our tears, 
						   
						That only He has seen, 
						And shortly end the toilsome years, 
						    Us, and his rest between. 
						 
						"The love from earth with thee departs  
						    That thou didst with thee bring; 
						Thou wert unto so many hearts 
						    The most beloved thing.   
						 
						"But who remembrance would forego  
						   
						That thy loved face had seen,  
						Or let his mourning cease, nor know  
						   
						That thou hadst ever been."  | 
					 
				 
			 
			 
			   
			"Do you know who Miss Dreux was?" asked her mother.   
			 
			   
			"Yes, mamma, it says on her tomb, 'Elinor, the beloved and only 
			child of Colonel Dreux and Maria his wife: who died in her sixteenth 
			year.'
			But what made their years toilsome?"  
			 
			   
			"Did you never hear this life compared to a journey, Marion?"  
			 
			    "O yes, in the 'Pilgrim's Progress,' mamma."   
			 
			   
			"If you were setting out on a journey with delightful companions, 
			and friends to love you and take care of you, the little trouble and 
			weariness 
			of the way would not seem very hard to bear—you would not mind being 
			tired, perhaps, in playing and talking, you might forget that your 
			feet 
			ached a little; but if you had to go by yourself and these pleasant 
			companions were all gone away, and the road was very lonely and 
			dark, 
			then you would begin to feel the toil of the journey and to wish it 
			was over—don't you think you should, Marion?" 
			 
			   
			Marion glanced at her father's grave, and then looked earnestly in 
			her mother's face.  During the last few moments she had dimly 
			perceived, 
			with the sympathy of a child, that the sadness of her mother was not 
			all occasioned by the fate of the beautiful girl, whose marble 
			statue with 
			its listless features lay so quietly reclined upon her tomb. 
			 
			    Kind and affectionate feelings had very early 
			exhibited themselves in her conduct and that of her little 
			brother—the same feeling of longing desire to "show some kindness to 
			the dead," which had often prompted them to come (as if to some duty 
			which must not be neglected), to sit by their father's grave to bear 
			him company; and had often filled them with remorseful sorrow, if 
			they had neglected to do so for a longer time than usual—that same 
			feeling which, in older hearts, gratifies itself in spending care 
			and love upon their living representatives, now sprung up in her 
			mind towards her mother, and touched her with a tender regret, such 
			as will sometimes visit a child's heart at the sight of habitual 
			melancholy, or any continuous sadness—a state of mind which is 
			always mysterious; to them, and of all others the least easy to 
			understand. 
			 
			   
			Marion perceived some application in her mother's words which she 
			could not express, and began to wonder whether her mother's were 
			toilsome years, because if they were, she thought when she was grown 
			older she would comfort her. 
			 
			    The "desire of a man is his kindness;" this is 
			still more strikingly true of the desire of a child; there is 
			something lovely in the dim anxiety that haunts them when some 
			fancied evil, some dreamed of danger hangs over the head of a father 
			or a mother.   
			 
			   
			The morning was slipping away, Marion soon forgot her anxious 
			speculations and began to make a daisy necklace.  The starlings and 
			rooks that lived in the steeple were busy and noisy, the one darting 
			backwards and forwards in a straight, steady flight, — the others 
			poising themselves and floating in the air with sticks in their 
			beaks.  The noonday air became warmer and more still, the red 
			buds of the chestnut-trees began to unfold their crumpled leaves, 
			and Mr. Raeburn's favourite horse, as he was led up and down with 
			Wilfred on his back, ceased altogether to expect his master.   
			 
			    But he came at last in a great hurry, and waded 
			through the long grass to wish Mrs. Greyson good bye: he had 
			lingered in his house till the last minute, and was afraid he should 
			miss the coach; but he was in very good spirits, and told Marion, as 
			he lifted her, that he hoped in three weeks to bring back the new 
			tea-maker.   
			 
			   
			The three weeks passed very happily with Marion and Wilfred.  They 
			took long walks with their mamma, and made collections of 
			out-of-door treasures,—hoards of fir-apples, red catkins which 
			strewed the ground under the poplar-trees, cup mosses, and striped 
			shells.  There was a hollow tree in Mr. Raeburn's garden, where they 
			were in the habit of depositing these natural curiosities, together 
			with balls of packthread, last year's nests, bits of empty 
			honey-comb, and any other articles of pertù which it was not 
			lawful to carry into the house.  The children thought the new 
			tea-maker was a long time coming; they went with their mother in Mr. 
			Raeburn's house to inspect the arrangements for his return; they 
			admired the plants in pots which had been set all along the terrace, 
			and the cold collation on the table, but most of all, they were 
			delighted to see the servants in their white gloves and white 
			ribbons, and the housekeeper in her green silk gown.   
			 
			   
			It was about five o'clock in the afternoon: every cottage door was 
			open; for if there had been no wish to welcome the Rector home, it 
			is certain that no cottage girl or cottage wife would miss the sight 
			of a bride.  So all the doors were open, and all the gardens were 
			full of flowers, bright ones, and large, such as cottager's love, 
			borage for the bees, tall foxgloves, cabbage-roses, peonies, lilacs, 
			wallflowers, crown-imperials, and guelder-roses.   
			 
			   
			Little Marion, with a white muslin frock and satin sash, was 
			standing with Wilfred at their mother's gate, under the shade of a 
			hawthorn tree, a soft shower of the falling blossoms kept alighting 
			on her hair, till it looked as if it had been sown with seed pearls.  
			The air had given a more than ordinary lustre to her fair 
			complexion, though her blue eyes retained their usual expression of 
			serenity and peace.   
			 
			   
			The church clock was striking five when the Rector and his young 
			wife turned the slope of the last hill which divided them from the 
			village, and as the carriage advanced, saw it lying beneath them 
			half buried in trees, with the church spire and the two cedars, and 
			the long sunny lane which led down to them.  It was a beautiful 
			evening; never had the scattered village looked more picturesque, 
			the meadows and pasture-lands greener, or the little winding river 
			more tranquil.   
			 
			   
			The chestnut-trees were in blossom, and the lane was chequered all 
			over with the rays of the afternoon sun slanting through them.  No 
			snow had ever made the hedges whiter than they were now in the full 
			pride of their millions of blossoms—white as the bride's veil, they 
			seemed almost weighed down with the multitudes that adorned them.  All the orchards were white too, and a slow shower kept perpetually 
			falling from the branches to the ground below. 
			 
			    Through the light foliage of lime trees in their 
			first leaf the bride caught her earliest glimpse of her new home, 
			watched with earnest and pleased attention every change in the 
			beautiful landscape, and looked at the far-off range of blue hills, 
			so faint in outline that it was not easy to say where they melted 
			into the sky.   
			 
			    She uttered no word as they drew nearer, but kept 
			her eyes fixed upon the lovely scene; the hanging woods and 
			hop-gardens, the corn-fields and apple-orchards; nearer at hand the 
			sloping glades, where dapple cows were chewing the cud in the 
			evening sunshine, and for a background a group of pure white clouds, 
			small and distinct, lying as quietly in the deep sky as a flock of 
			lambs on a green hill-side.   
			 
			    The Rector watched her face as she gazed on the 
			neighbourhood of her home, and he read in her dark eyes their 
			tribute of admiration for its beauty; but not a word she spoke; her 
			face, always pale, looked paler from the agitation of her feelings, 
			and made her long dark hair seem darker than before.   
			 
			    So going slowly on they soon passed out of view 
			of Marion and Wilfred, and turned into the garden-gate which led to 
			their own house, drawing up at the porch, where all the servants, 
			with the old housekeeper at their head, were waiting to receive 
			them.   
			 
			   
			She was a sweet lady, the Rector's wife; they all said so before 
			she had been long among them.  She soon paid visits to some of the 
			cottagers with her husband, and then they too said she was a sweet 
			lady.  Marion and Wilfred quite agreed with them, for she spoke to 
			them so gently and tenderly; she wished them to come and drink tea 
			as usual on Monday evening, and she gratified Marion's desire to 
			make tea out of the new teapot.  Afterwards, sitting under the 
			balcony with Mr. Raeburn, she let them water the flowers which were 
			ranged upon the stone steps.  But she was very silent, and her face 
			was generally grave, though sometimes a quiet smile stole over it 
			and lighted it for a moment.  Her voice was low, and she had a habit 
			of contemplating the faces of those about her, sometimes dropping 
			her work on her knees, and looking for a long time together at her 
			husband or her little guests with affectionate and pleased 
			attention.  There was a great deal of repose expressed in her 
			features, and the same trait was equally obvious in her character. 
			 
			   
			Her dark eyes were clear, but not sparkling; all her movements were 
			quiet.  Her affections were strong and absorbing.  She was 
			one of those not very uncommon people who supply every defect in the 
			character of those they love from the fair ideal they have formed of 
			them in their own minds.   
			 
			   
			Her happiness was relative rather than positive.  As the moon 
			has no brightness of her own, but shines by light reflected on her 
			by the sun, so she seemed to have no happiness of her own and from 
			herself; her happiness was reflected on her from others, and waxed 
			and waned with theirs.   
			 
			   
			After Mr. Raeburn's marriage his reserve became very much modified, 
			and he gradually dropped many of his singular habits.  His wife 
			proved truly a helpmeet for him.  Under her influence he 
			unconsciously became more animated, and both in his parish and at 
			home his character seemed to assume a different aspect.  Marion and 
			Wilfred, however, saw less of him than before his marriage.  They 
			were instructed not to haunt his footsteps nor importune him to take 
			them with him.  This they felt a great privation, especially as their 
			mother's increasing delicacy of health, for some months after the 
			bridal, confined her entirely to her couch.  As long as the summer 
			lasted they could scramble about alone among the coppices and wooded 
			dells with which the neighbourhood abounded.  But fate, in the shape 
			of a tutor, separated them before the autumn was half over, and 
			every morning the boy was mounted on a shaggy little pony, and sent 
			off to the neighbouring parish, where lived a gentleman, Maidley by 
			name, who had several sons, and was glad to receive Wilfred among 
			them as a day-boarder.   
			 
			    Thus he was fortunately preserved from becoming a 
			dunce, and his sister from becoming a romp.   
			 
			   
			Will Greyson was a very droll little boy, quite a character in his 
			way.  He had an inexhaustible fund of good humour, a vivid red 
			and white complexion, and a face which was such an odd compound of 
			simplicity and shrewdness, that it was almost impossible to look at 
			him without laughing.   
			 
			   
			From his earliest years he had shown a strong bent for mechanics, 
			and great curiosity about screws, locks, wheels, &c.  
			Before he was six years old he had made himself personally 
			acquainted with the inside of almost every cuckoo clock in the 
			parish, and he had two incorrigibly bad old clocks of his own, which 
			were an endless source of amusement to him, and which he made to 
			perform all sorts of strange evolutions, and, by means of belts and 
			wires, to peal all hours with alarming vigour.   
			 
			   
			As he grew older he soon extended his knowledge of what he called 
			the "insides of things" to the church organ, and could not only tune 
			musical instruments, but play upon several.  He also concocted 
			several rude alarums, and invented a sundial, which, in the shape of 
			an old clock-face, might often be seen protruding from his bed-room 
			window on a sunny day, to the intense astonishment of passers-by. 
			 
			 
			    The winter passed very cheerily to the two 
			families; but in the spring, as Mrs. Greyson's health did not improve, a visit to the 
			sea-side was recommended for her.  The children were delighted 
			with the prospect of going to the sea, and the more so as one of 
			their aunts, with her children, was to meet them there.   
			 
			    They looked forward to this their first journey 
			with the vague delight which arises from ignorance of what the 
			splendid sea will be like, and a wonder how it can be possible to 
			walk beside it without danger of being drowned, when the great waves 
			are rising and foaming as they do in pictures.   
			 
			   
			The sea, after all, did not answer the expectation they had formed 
			of it.  Strange to say, they declared that it was not so big as 
			they had expected; and they wrote word to Mr. Raeburn, when they had 
			been there a week, that they had seen no breakers yet, nor "anything 
			particular."   
			 
			   
			The first month they were very happy, though they missed their 
			gardens more than they had thought possible.  The second month was 
			extremely fine, and their aunt, Mrs. Paton, arrived to visit them, 
			with her four children.  This was more delightful than can be 
			imagined by any but country-bred children brought up in quietude and 
			exclusion.  They were delighted with their cousins,—they almost 
			worshipped them,—particularly the two elder girls, Dora and 
			Elizabeth, who were clever, and older than themselves.  The two 
			little ones were delightful playthings, and they spent many a happy 
			hour with them in collecting sea-weeds and shells, and washing and 
			arranging their spoils.   
			 
			   
			At the end of the second month, their mother one morning received a 
			letter which seemed to give her so much pleasure, that, though they 
			were ready dressed to go out, they lingered in the room till she had 
			done reading it.  They knew it was from their uncle (so Mr. 
			Raeburn was always called), and they thought it must be to tell some 
			particularly good news;—either that he had found some wild bees' 
			nests, or perhaps that the gooseberries were ripe in the garden, or, 
			better than all, that he was coming to see them.   
			 
			    They did not mistake the expression of their 
			mother's face; she was greatly pleased, and with better cause than 
			any they had assigned to her, for this letter was to announce the 
			important news of the birth of twin children, a son and a daughter.   
			 
			   
			For several days after this nothing was talked of but the two dear 
			little babies, and the post-office was visited daily for tidings 
			respecting them.  These were always favourable, and written in high 
			spirits.  The carpenter's wife, who had had twins in the winter, had 
			been sent for to come and see them, and she had declared (a rare 
			instance of disinterested generosity) that they were finer children 
			than hers, by a deal! 
			 
			    Mr. Raeburn himself, who was allowed to be a 
			tolerable judge of infant humanity, gave it to Mrs. Greyson as his 
			impartial opinion that they were very satisfactory children, and had 
			eyes as dark as their mother's.   
			 
			   
			Marion and Wilfred were delighted; here were some children for them 
			to pet and patronize when they were parted from their little 
			cousins.  They were urgent with their mother to go home 
			directly, but this was not to be thought of, for she was now gaining 
			strength, and as the weather became warmer, ventured out daily to 
			saunter on the beach with her sister, and sit under the shadow of 
			the cliffs.   
			 
			   
			Another month passed.  Their mother began to grow quite strong; 
			sometimes she had a colour; she seldom lay on the sofa, and could 
			walk out with them every day.  She had the society of their aunt also; but they began to observe, that in spite of all this she was not 
			in good spirits.  She often sighed deeply, and their uncle's 
			letters always made her shed tears; yet when they asked about the 
			twins she said they were well; and as they could think of no other 
			reason for this change in her, they thought it must be that she was 
			longing to go home.   
			 
			   
			Nothing but their desire to see the twins could have made Marion and 
			her brother willing to leave the sea and their cousins; as it was, 
			the parting caused many tears on both sides, though it was a 
			consolation to be promised that the next summer, if all was well, 
			their cousins should come and visit them at their own home.  During 
			the long journey the conviction that their mother was unhappy forced 
			itself again upon their minds.  She did not seem to participate 
			in their delight when they talked of Mrs. Raeburn; on the contrary, 
			they saw several times during the day that she had difficulty in 
			restraining her tears, and that when they spoke to her, she answered 
			with peculiar gravity.   
			 
			   
			It was on the afternoon of a lovely October day that Mrs. Greyson 
			returned home.  The yellow leaves in continual showers kept 
			falling from the trees; the lane was so thickly covered, that as 
			they passed along the sound of the carriage wheels was deadened.   
			 
			   
			The air was perfectly still, and everything was steeped in the 
			yellow sunlight peculiar to the finest hours of our autumnal day.  
			There was a thin warm haze over the distance, which gave a dreamy 
			tranquillity—a kind of sleepy repose to the landscape, and while it 
			shed a slight indistinctness upon it, left the power for imagination 
			to work upon deepening the hollows, lagging along the course of the 
			river, and throwing the woods with their changing lines to a greater 
			apparent distance.   
			 
			   
			Marion and Wilfred saw with delight the multitude of 
			horse-chestnuts, acorns, and fir-apples that lay among the leaves, 
			and they had no sooner alighted at their own door, and spoken to the 
			servants, than they ran into the garden to collect some of these 
			treasures, and see how their plants were flourishing.  
			Presently, while they were running about, with the utmost delight 
			examining every nook and cranny where they were accustomed to play, 
			their nurse came out and told them that Mr. Raeburn was come, and 
			their mamma wished them to leave off playing, and come and see him.   
			 
			    They ran in at once, and, amid their caresses, 
			began to overwhelm him with questions about Euphemia and the 
			children, asking whether they might see them to-morrow, whether they 
			might nurse them, and what were their names.   
			 
			    Mr. Raeburn answered all their questions with a quiet gravity, which 
			soon checked their glee.  There was a tone in his voice that they 
			were not accustomed to—something in his manner which they did not 
			remember and could not understand.  He seemed pleased to see them, 
			and evidently meant to stay and take tea with their Mamma.  
			Marion began to ask whether Mrs. Raeburn was coming too, but a 
			glance from her mother checked her; upon which Mr. Raeburn said, "It 
			is of no consequence—the question was a very natural one:" and then, 
			drawing her towards him with his usual tenderness, assured her that 
			she should see the babies to-morrow.   
			 
			   
			Marion and Wilfred were soon sleepy and tired; they went to bed 
			shortly after tea, leaving Mr. Raeburn sitting in one comer of the 
			sofa, with his arms folded, and his eyes fixed upon the ground.  
			He had not said one word since tea, either to them or their mother; 
			and perceiving that something unusual was the matter, they were 
			quick to observe that, as the housemaid carried away the tea-urn, 
			she cast upon him a look of pity that could not be mistaken.   
			 
			   
			This same servant, who was a widow, came shortly afterwards into the 
			nursery, and while the nurse was attending upon Marion, began to 
			talk to her in mysterious whispers.  Marion caught a sentence 
			here and there, which filled her with wonder.   
			 
			    "Never takes any notice of them now, poor little 
			dears—quite out of her mind."   
			 
			    ''Mistress told her something of it while we were 
			at the sea," said the nurse.   
			 
			    Marion looked up, and they talked of something 
			else, but soon fell back upon the old theme, and spoke in whispers.   
			 
			   
			"Yes," Marion heard, ''they sent for me that night to see if I could 
			persuade her to give up the little girl.  She had it on her lap.  They 
			had set the bassinet beside her, in hopes she would put the baby in, 
			and as soon as she saw me, she says, 'Watson, everything seems to be 
			floating away.' 'Oh, you'll be better, Ma'am, when you've had some 
			sleep.  Give me the baby; I can take care of it.  You know I am a 
			mother myself,' I said.  'No,' she says, 'I'm afraid if I give it to 
			you I shall never see it again.' So she looked into the bassinet, 
			and she says, very quiet-like, 'I thought I had two of them; 
			perhaps it was only a dream; but I love this little one that's 
			left!'"  
			 
			    "Hush!" said the nurse; "Miss is listening."   
			 
			   
			They then paused for a while, till she seemed attending to other 
			things, and the next thing Marion heard was, "Dr.  Wilmot kept making 
			signs to me to do all I could, so I said, 'Let me set the bassinet 
			by you on the sofa, Ma'am, and then you can lay her in, and watch 
			her.' Well, she laid the child in it, and as soon as she looked 
			another way, they carried it out of sight." 
			 
			    "Very strange she should know you, and not her 
			own husband," said the nurse.   
			 
			    "Yes," returned the other, "and he so changed in 
			a few days that you would have thought he had had a long illness."   
			 
			   
			Then followed a few sentences that Marion could not understand.  
			"Never takes notice of any one now; quite out of her mind."  
			"Then it all seemed to come on in a few days," said the nurse.   
			 
			    "Yes, and they only six weeks old, poor little 
			dears."   
			 
			    "Does Mr. Raeburn take much notice of them?" 
			Marion did not hear the answer to this question, but part of the 
			housemaid's next remark reached her.   
			 
			   
			"He said, 'O my dear Euphemia, do you know me?—can you answer me?' 
			And I took up her hand, and turned her face gently towards him.  She 
			looked like a person in a dream; and I said, 'Look, Ma'am, don't 
			you see Mr. Raeburn?— don't you see your husband?' I thought she 
			looked at him rather earnestly; at last she said, 'That's the 
			clergyman,' and fell to thinking.  In a few minutes she says to 
			herself, 'And yet,' she says, 'I must have had them once; I think I 
			heard one of them cry this morning.'"  
			 
			    "Poor dear!" said the nurse; and then Marion went 
			to bed, and dreamed of the two sweet babies whose mamma was 
			forgetting them.   
			 
			   
			The next morning, when Wilfred was gone to school on his pony, Mrs. Greyson told Marion she was going to the rectory, and she might come 
			with her.  Mr. Raeburn met them in the garden, and went up with them 
			to the nursery, which was at the top of the house—a large 
			white-washed room, with casement windows, half-covered with trailing 
			ivy.  Marion's delight at sight of the two children asleep in 
			their pretty cradles, aroused him from his despondency, and he said 
			to her mother in a cheerful tone, "I have been very anxious for you 
			to see them; I hope you think they look well and thriving."   
			 
			    Mrs. Greyson's reply was satisfactory, and in a 
			short time he asked her to come down with him and see his wife.   
			 
			   
			Marion was left in the nursery, with the infants and their nurses: 
			presently one of them awoke, and she was too much absorbed in 
			watching the process of dressing it in an embroidered cloak and 
			satin bonnet to notice her mother's protracted absence.  She came at 
			last, and taking Marion down stairs, stood still for a few minutes 
			in the hall to wipe away her tears.  The child asked no questions, 
			but remained looking from her mother to Mr. Raeburn, till the latter 
			said, "I wish you would leave Marion with me for the rest of the 
			day, my dear Mrs. Greyson.  I think I should like to have her."   
			 
			   
			"Certainly," returned her mother, who had quite regained her 
			composure, "and I will send for her in the evening." 
			 
			    Marion was pleased to stay, and walked to the 
			garden gates with her mother and Mr. Raeburn, amusing herself with 
			watching the fall of the poplar leaves, which lay in such masses in 
			the lane, that the movement of her mother's gown as she walked 
			raised a little crowd of them, to flutter round her like a tribe of 
			yellow butterflies.   
			 
			    All through the morning Marion asked no question 
			about the unseen Euphemia, but while Mr. Raeburn sat writing in his 
			study she amused herself with books in one corner; after which she 
			went out with him as of old, and they called at several cottages: 
			but though he met with a very warm welcome, and the health of the 
			twins was inquired after with great tenderness, no direct questions 
			were asked about Euphemia, though there was that in the manner of 
			some of the poor women which said plainly for him, as Job said for 
			himself, "O that it was with thee as in months past, as in the days 
			when God preserved thee; when his candle shined upon thy head, and 
			when by his light thou didst walk through darkness."   
			 
			    After their return from this walk, Marion went 
			into the nursery again, and, to her great delight, was permitted by 
			the nurses to sit in a little chair, and nurse each of the twins in 
			turn.   
			 
			   
			Two o'clock was Mr. Raeburn's dinner hour, and then a servant came 
			to fetch her down, saying that her uncle was waiting.  Marion 
			wondered whether Euphemia would come and dine with them, or whether 
			she and her uncle were to be quite alone.  She lingered at the door 
			of the dining-room, half hoping, half fearing that she should hear 
			the sound of her voice.  But Mr. Raeburn, who had been standing 
			at the window, turned when he heard her step, and leading her in, 
			said, as if he had read her thoughts, "There is no one here; come 
			in, my pretty; it was very kind of mamma to let you stay "with me 
			to-day." 
			 
			 
			   
			Marion came in, and during dinner began to talk of the sea-side, of 
			the ships and the shells, till Mr. Raeburn was beguiled of some of 
			his heaviness by her gentle companionship, and afterwards sat 
			listening to her conjectures as to how soon the twins would begin to 
			know her, and when they would be able to walk, till the old servant, 
			who was watching his master's face, blessed the day that brought her 
			home again.  This went on till the dessert and wine were cleared 
			away, and till the sunbeams had crept round to that side of the old 
			house, and were playing on a pair of lustres which were held up by 
			bronze figures on the sideboard, and covering the ceiling, the 
			walls, and Marion's white frock with fragments of little trembling 
			rainbows.  Mr. Raeburn took out his watch, and finding it nearly four 
			o'clock, glanced at Marion, as if trying to decide something.  At 
			length he said, "I am going now to sit for a while with your aunt; 
			would you like to come with me, Marion?"  
			 
			   
			Marion assented instantly, put her hand in his, and let him lead her 
			through the well-ordered garden, till they approached the 
			morning-room by the stone terrace outside.  Mrs. Keane, who had 
			been Marion's nurse, opened the French-window when she saw them 
			ascending the steps, and then retired into a corner and took up a 
			piece of needle-work.   
			 
			    Marion cast a hurried glance round the room, and 
			seeing Euphemia seated on a sofa, looking much as usual, was about 
			to start forward and speak to her, when something in the calm face 
			arrested her steps, and, while Mr. Raeburn walked forward and sat 
			down beside her, she stood within the window, gazing at her with 
			anxious perplexity.   
			 
			   
			It was obvious that she was perfectly unconscious of their presence; 
			her lips were moving, but no sounds were audible; the expression of 
			her face told of a calm abstraction, a depth of serenity and 
			blindness to external things which nothing could possibly reach to 
			disturb.  But she had something in her hands,—she was twisting 
			(strange sight for an intelligent child)—she was twisting a long 
			skein of silk in and out and backwards and forwards among her 
			fingers.   
			 
			   
			Marion looked at "her uncle," and he beckoned her to approach.  It 
			was a low sofa on which Euphemia sat, and she was reclining on one 
			elbow upon the pillows; a large ottoman stood close to her feet.  And when 
			Mr. Raeburn spoke to Marion, and said, "Come close to her,—see if 
			she will know you," Marion came and knelt on the ottoman, and, 
			putting her arms round Mrs. Raeburn's waist, said, in her soft sweet 
			voice, "Aunt, aunt, look at me; I am come home again."   
			 
			   
			"Call her Euphemia" said Mr. Raeburn.   
			 
			   
			Marion's attitude had a little interfered with the movement of 
			Euphemia's hands, as she went on twisting the skein, and she put out 
			her hand and gently tried to push her face away.  As she did this 
			their eyes met, and hers assumed for the moment a less dreamy 
			expression.  She dropped the silk, and taking Marion's head 
			between her hands, looked at her with great attention, and then 
			uttered her name in the inexpressive tone of a person talking in 
			sleep.   
			 
			   
			"Euphemia," said the child, as the two small hands drew her still 
			nearer, "listen to me;—do listen to me.  I have been to 
			see the babies."   
			 
			   
			But Euphemia's mind was sinking again into one of its long, listless 
			reveries, and, having drawn Marion's head on to her bosom, she 
			remained gazing out of the windows at the sunset clouds; then 
			folding one arm round the child, as she knelt beside her, she 
			presently began with the same dream-like tranquillity to pass her 
			hands among the long waves of her luxuriant hair.  At last, to 
			the astonishment of her husband, she lifted up her face, with an 
			expression of evident pleasure, disengaged a yellow poplar-leaf, 
			which had doubtless fallen on Marion's head as she passed through 
			the garden, and held it out to him with a smile.   
			 
			   
			It was a long time since he had seen her smile, and it sent a thrill 
			of pleasure to his heart.  Wishing, if it were possible, to rouse her 
			sufficiently to make her speak to him, he then addressed her with 
			the utmost tenderness, entreating her to look at him, and saying, 
			"Let me hear the sound of your voice once more, even if you say no 
			more than my name.  Let me hear my name from your lips once 
			more." 
			 
			 
			   
			But the voice to which she was so well accustomed seemed, by its 
			very familiarity, less capable of penetrating through the deep dream 
			of her existence; for when Marion lifted up her face and added her 
			entreaties to his, she was again aroused to attention, and said, in 
			reference to her words, which had been a repetition of Mr. Raeburn's 
			entreaties that she would look at her husband:— 
			 
			   
			"My husband's dead."  And then added, with a sigh and a touching tone 
			of quiet regret, "It was a pity they laid him in the grave so soon.  I should like to have kissed him, before they took him away." 
			 
			    Mr. Raeburn hastily arose and paced the floor with uncontrollable 
			agitation.  He had endured for weeks past to sit by her side and hold 
			her hand in his, while she remained unconscious of his presence and 
			uttered not a word; but now, she had been on the very brink of 
			resuming some kind of intercourse with him, and it appeared to him 
			that if he could only find the right chord to touch she might be won 
			back to him.  It was an additional bitterness to him, and one that he 
			had not hitherto suffered, to find that his influence was even less 
			with her than that of a happy child, who felt little pain at the 
			sight of her malady. 
			 
			   
			Forgetting for the moment his usual self-control, he again returned 
			to her, and entreated, commanded, adjured her, if possible, to give 
			him some sign that she was conscious of his existence.  Marion wept 
			and trembled, and the nurse said what she could to calm him, but the 
			silent object of all this pain sat still in her place, and resumed 
			the coloured silk which she had thrown aside, turning and twisting 
			it among her fingers. 
			 
			   
			It was not long before he recovered some degree of self-command, 
			came up to his wife, and kissed her passive cheek; then he hastily 
			drew Marion away from her, took her out of the room, and left her 
			alone in the dining-room to dry her tears and wonder at the strange 
			scene she had witnessed. 
			 
			   
			She had looked back as she left the room, and the image of 
			Euphemia's face as she then saw it could never be forgotten;—the 
			peaceful features, the quiet attitude, the sealed-up senses,—not to 
			be reached by love or fear, or touched by the passionate entreaties 
			of the husband who had hitherto been so dear to her. 
			 
			   
			That night Marion made tea again, as she had so often done before 
			Mr. Raeburn's marriage.  She was quiet, and he was much more silent 
			than usual, but he liked to have her with him; and from that time, 
			whenever he felt more than commonly desolate, he used to send for 
			her to spend the day with him and talk to him about his children.
 
			 
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			CHAPTER III. 
			 
			THE TWIN CHILDEEN. 
			 
			MARION became now 
			again the constant companion of Mr. Raeburn's walks, and as the twin 
			children grew older they were often added to the party. 
			 
    They were both very lovely infants, and strongly resembled 
			their mother, having the same soft, dark eyes, and long lashes, and 
			the same tranquillity of expression.  Never having had a day's 
			illness from their birth, they delighted their father by their rapid 
			growth and dawning intelligence; and, as he held them one on each 
			knee, he often pictured to himself the comfort they would be to him 
			when they grew older.   
			 
    During the first year of their lives their mother seemed 
			occasionally conscious of their existence; and as Mr. Raeburn took 
			care that they should often be carried into her presence, he 
			comforted himself with the hope that, if she ever should recover her 
			reason, they would not look upon her as a stranger.   
			 
    But from month to month her remembrance of them diminished, 
			her mind became less quiescent, and she would hold long 
			conversations with herself, or with imaginary companions, always 
			wearing the same rapt expression on her face. 
			 
    Place and scene were supplied by her fancy,—she saw no 
			passing changes; even when one of her own children was held up 
			before her and would smile in her face, stroking her cheeks with its 
			tiny hands, she would suffer, but never return, the baby caress, nor 
			take the least notice of the little open mouthy with its rows of 
			pearly teeth, and the calm dark eyes so like her own.   
			 
    Thus matters continued with her till they were two years old, 
			when her condition seemed slightly to improve.  This 
			improvement was shown by her following the children about the room 
			with her eyes, and seeming to take some slight pleasure in the 
			beauty of the little Euphemia, whose long hair fell in soft waves 
			upon her neck.  
			 
    Mr. Raeburn had been in the habit of reading to her every 
			morning since her illness, and though he continued the practice for 
			many months without her taking the slightest apparent notice, it was 
			afterwards evident that she retained some expectation of it; for one 
			morning, when he did not pay the usual attention, she manifested 
			considerable restlessness, and at last spoke to her attendant and 
			desired her to call the clergyman,—for since her mind had been 
			disturbed she had always called her husband by this name. 
			 
    When he entered she seemed to awake for the moment from the 
			deep trance in which she lived, and as he sat down beside her she 
			laid her hand upon his arm, and addressing him, with the grace and 
			politeness which in her better days she might have shown to some 
			stranger who had shown her a kindness, she thanked him for what she 
			called his attentions to one who had no claim upon them, and 
			requested that, if possible, he would never omit to read to her 
			again.   
			 
    But here this improvement ceased.  He read, but could 
			elicit no remark from her on the chapter, nor any appearance of 
			interest in the prayer with which he generally concluded.  Her 
			two children, as soon as they could speak, were taught to call her 
			"Mamma," and early began to manifest considerable affection for her, 
			often attempting to draw their father to the door of the 
			morning-room, and, if they could succeed in inducing him to take 
			them in, standing before her hand in hand, looking up into her face 
			with mingled tenderness and awe, and softly repeating her name. 
			 
			 
    In the spring of this year Dora and Elizabeth came to visit 
			their cousins; they were very sprightly and clever, but had not the 
			innocent gentleness of Marion, nor her serene spirits.  They 
			were scarcely at home again before she and the twins were attacked 
			with hooping-cough, but of the mildest type, and in spite of the 
			backwardness of the season none of the children seemed to suffer 
			much.   
			 
    By the end of May they all seemed perfectly recovered.  
			The twins had been removed, at Mrs. Greyson's request, to her house, 
			that she might watch over them more carefully, for their two 
			original nurses had left them, and they were confided to the care of 
			a less-experienced woman.  They had returned home about a week, 
			when one morning, while Marion was learning her lessons, Mr. Raeburn 
			came in, and said to her mother,— 
			 
    "I wish you would come and look at my boy; I do not think he 
			is so well as when he left your house."  
			 
    "Perhaps the warm weather makes him a little fretful," she 
			answered.   
			 
    ''Yes; I dare say it is that," he replied, as if half-ashamed 
			of his own uneasiness; and then added, with a smile which seemed to 
			deprecate her ridicule, ''The fact is, he has given me a peculiar 
			glance several times the last few days.  I think he looks as if 
			he saw something."  
			 
    Mrs. Greyson went up stairs and put on her bonnet 
			immediately, but felt that, in all probability, he was enduring 
			perfectly needless anxiety, though she could scarcely wonder at it, 
			considering the circumstances of his case.  As they walked 
			towards the rectory she tried to give him this view of the matter, 
			and he appeared so much restored to ease by it that he was even 
			unwilling to allow her to proceed.   
			 
    She, however, went up with him into the nursery, where the 
			little Euphemia, who had just awoke from her morning sleep, was 
			laughing on the nurse's knee, and playing with a toy made of 
			revolving feathers.   
			 
    She bent over the crib where the other child was sleeping, 
			lifted up his dimpled head, and remarked to his father that he 
			looked perfectly well.  She reminded him that it was but four 
			days since the children had returned home, and that she had seen 
			them twice without remarking any apparent delicacy.   
			 
    "When did you first observe that he seemed unwell?" she 
			inquired.   
			 
    "Not till the day before yesterday.  No doubt it is only 
			my fancy."  
			 
    "How very soundly he sleeps," she remarked.   
			 
    "O, very indeed.  Ma'am," said the nurse, who was now 
			dressing her little charge for a walk.  "The trouble I've had 
			to wake that child these last few days nobody would believe; but he 
			always wakes so good tempered when I do get him roused."  
			 
    Mr. Raeburn smiled at this new proof of the health of his 
			boy, but happening to glance at Mrs. Greyson, was disturbed to see 
			her colour change, and her face assume an expression of at least as 
			much anxiety as he had ever felt.   
			 
    After a momentary pause, she said, quietly, "Does he wake 
			with a crowing noise?"  
			 
    "He has done, Ma'am, the last few days; no doubt that's the 
			remains of the hooping-cough."  
			 
    The nature of his mother's illness flashed across Mrs. 
			Greyson's mind, and she wished for a medical opinion; but fearful of 
			needlessly disturbing his father, and thinking that, after all, she 
			might be mistaken, she stood a short time irresolute, looking at the 
			sleeping child.  It was, however, quite needless for her to 
			tell him her anxiety: he had already seen it; and, as if he had 
			instinctively guessed her fears, he said, hurriedly, "I hope you do 
			not think there is anything the matter with the brain?"  
			 
    "I have no defined thought on the subject," she answered; 
			"the symptoms are so very slight that it would be quite unreasonable 
			to dread the very worst, when we have not even heard a medical 
			opinion."  
			 
    She had scarcely done speaking, when the child awoke with a 
			sudden start, and the peculiar noise the nurse had mentioned.  
			He seemed good-humoured, but rather heavy.  Yet when his father 
			hinted at the propriety of sending for Dr. Wilmot, the physician who 
			attended his mother, Mrs. Greyson assented with a readiness which 
			gave him pain, adding, with assumed cheerfulness, that if there 
			really was nothing the matter, it would be a relief to their minds 
			to hear him say so.   
			 
    Dr. Wilmot was accordingly sent for.  He arrived without 
			much delay, and, after examining the child attentively, and 
			listening to the symptoms, declined to give any opinion for the 
			present.  But Mr. Raeburn saw the glance he exchanged with Mrs. 
			Greyson as he sat at the nursery table writing his prescription, and 
			felt that if he abstained from exciting his fears, it was more out 
			of compassion than from any doubt in his own mind. 
			 
    For the next week or ten days the symptoms did not, to an 
			inexperienced eye, present anything unusual, but at the end of that 
			time the sleepiness increased to such a degree that it was scarcely 
			possible to rouse him even to take his food, and the child began to 
			exhibit all the distressing symptoms of water on the brain. 
			 
			 
    His little sister, who at first had seemed to wonder why he 
			did not get up and play with her as usual, used to come to the side 
			of his bed and stroke his head with her hand, telling him to wake up 
			and have his frock on; but after a few days, finding this a hopeless 
			entreaty, she contented herself with standing opposite and gazing at 
			him, saying, in a sorrowful tone, "He very tired; he can't get up no 
			more."  
			 
    Marion, who had free access to the nursery, was deeply 
			affected.  Day after day her mother sat on one side of the bed, 
			and Mr. Raeburn on the other.  He seldom said anything; and 
			since the day when he was told the name of the complaint, seemed to 
			have given up hope, sitting always in silent despondency, watching 
			the face of the dying child.   
			 
    At length, one afternoon there was a perceptible alteration.  
			The intervals of wakefulness had lately been very short, and a 
			languor was spread over the baby features, which told plainly of the 
			near approach of dissolution. 
			 
    Mr. Raeburn left the bedside, and unable to endure the 
			thought of his child's dying without being again seen by his mother, 
			went to her apartment to persuade her, if it were possible, to come 
			into the nursery and look at him once more.   
			 
    She had, ever since her illness, shown the greatest possible 
			reluctance to leaving this room, and when he entered was sitting in 
			her usual position on the sofa.   
			 
    She took no notice of his approach, but the agonized tones of 
			his voice when he spoke seemed to reach even her beclouded brain; 
			and looking in his face with something like anxiety, she asked him 
			whether anything was the matter. 
			 
    "Are you ill?" she inquired, laying her hand upon his arm. 
			 
    He shook his head.  "What then? are you unhappy?" 
			 
    The slight quivering of the compressed lip, and the look of 
			anguish which passed across his face answered her question, and she 
			repeated, "What is it? what is the matter?"  
			 
    Fixing his eyes upon her earnestly, and speaking with 
			laboured distinctness, he answered, "One of my children is very ill; 
			you must come and see him before he dies." 
			 
    Euphemia sighed deeply, but it was not for her dying boy.  
			She was far from understanding how truly she was to be pitied.  
			She sighed because the effort of leaving her accustomed place and 
			using any kind of exertion was almost more than she could endure; 
			nevertheless, she suffered him to raise her and lead her, half 
			reluctantly, to the nursery, which she had never entered since the 
			first day of her illness.   
			 
    The child was lying perfectly still, his pale features 
			retaining much of their infantine beauty.  His eyes were open, 
			and he seemed to look about him with more intelligence than he had 
			lately shown.  His mother looked at him when she came in, but 
			neither recognised him as her own, nor even as the lovely child 
			whose play she had watched when he had been brought with his little 
			sister into her room.   
			 
    His father, on whose arm she was leaning, entreated that she 
			would kiss him; and after a pause of irresolution, she kneeled down 
			and pressed her lips on those of the child. 
			 
    This short interval of consciousness was not yet over, and as 
			she lifted up her face again and saw his languid eyes looking at 
			her, she said in a tone of tender regret which added another pang to 
			those who watched them, "Pretty child!" Marion wept bitterly, and 
			the little Euphemia gazed upon them all with a mournful face.  
			The mother and child continued to look into each other's eyes; at 
			length the latter lifted up his wasted hand, and, touching her 
			cheek, smiled faintly and murmured the word, "Mamma." Euphemia then 
			started up with a strength and energy which astonished them, and for 
			a moment the real circumstances of her lot seemed fully present to 
			her as, pressing her hand to her forehead, she seized her husband's 
			arm and entreated him to pray for her dying boy.   
			 
    "For he is my child," she exclaimed in a tone of agony and 
			horror, "and they never told me that he would die." But here her 
			hand dropped down again: she murmured, "O that I could but 
			remember;" and then begged they would tell her what was the matter. 
			 
			 
    An effort was made to recall her to the scene before her, but 
			it failed, and the dreamy look returning, she gazed forlornly about 
			her, and desired her husband to take her down again.   
			 
    Thinking his child had not many minutes to live, the father 
			hesitated, and signified his wish that she would put her arm under 
			his head.  She accordingly sat down on the side of the bed, the 
			child was lifted up and put into her arms, and in a few minutes he 
			breathed his last upon his mother's bosom.   
			 
    That was a sorrowful night for the members of the household, 
			and for those who had so fondly watched the child from his earliest 
			infancy—a bitter night for the bereaved father, and perhaps the echo 
			of some sounds of grief, or some slight remembrance of his loss 
			might reach Euphemia's heart, for she was restless and uneasy; but 
			for three days after his death she said nothing by which they could 
			gather that she remembered the circumstance, not even when the 
			passing bell was tolled, though the sound of it generally disturbed 
			and irritated her. 
			 
    On the afternoon of the third day she evinced a desire to 
			leave her usual place, and while her husband was sitting beside her, 
			went up of her own accord into the nursery.  The little Effie 
			was lying there, fast asleep in her pretty bed, her dimpled cheek 
			reclining on one hand and her eyelids partially open. 
			 
    Her mother looked at her, and put her finger into the little 
			hand, which quietly closed upon it.  She seemed pleased, but 
			this was evidently not what she was seeking, for after looking at 
			the other little empty bed, she left the nursery, and, her husband 
			following her, went straight to the dressing-room of what had been 
			her own bed-chamber while in health.  He did not make any 
			attempt to check her, and she opened the door and entered.   
			 
    The child was lying in his coffin, which was lined with white 
			satin, and strewed with the buds of white flowers; a lily of the 
			valley was laid upon his breast, which, though daily renewed, had 
			already begun to droop and fade.  His face was perfectly pale, 
			and, though calm and lovely, had a touching expression of sadness 
			spread over it.  Two or three soft locks of hair were lying on 
			his marble forehead, and the lace cap and embroidered robe gave him 
			an appearance still more infantine than he had presented during his 
			short life; but the baby features being settled in death, the child 
			had never looked so like his father before, and it would seem that 
			Euphemia observed this, for in a low voice she repeated her 
			husband's name, and, taking up the lily, pressed it to her lips and 
			put it in her bosom.   
			 
    Mr. Raeburn watched her as she sat gazing long and intently 
			at her child, while every now and then a forlorn expression of 
			regret, which seemed a reflection of the dead baby's aspect, stole 
			over her face.  At length, with a heavy sigh she arose as if 
			satisfied, and returning to her old place took no further notice of 
			the change, of the closed shutters, or of her mourning dress on the 
			day of the funeral.   
			 
    As for his father, when he had laid him in the grave, and 
			seen everything that had belonged to him returned to the 
			dressing-room, his toys, his clothes, and even his little bed, he 
			never willingly mentioned his name again or alluded to his loss, but 
			seemed to concentrate all his affection on his little daughter and 
			Marion, who was his cherished companion and her playfellow. 
			 
			 
    Since his wife's illness he had almost entirely withdrawn 
			himself from society, and, but for Mrs. Greyson's unfailing 
			friendship, must have been entirely alone in the world.  His 
			love for her children and for his little Euphemia, together with the 
			pleasure he took in his pastoral duties, seemed all he was capable 
			of enjoying, and for the sake of companionship he often allowed his 
			little child to spend whole hours playing about in his study, 
			strewing the chairs and footstool with her dolls and their various 
			gay bonnets and gowns, till, tired with her many journeys across the 
			room, she would hide her face in his bosom and fall asleep in his 
			arms while he was writing.   
			 
    Two years passed on.  Marion and Wilfred grew tall and 
			strong, and both manifested considerable ability.  They 
			inherited from their father a great love of music, and would spend 
			many an hour playing on the church organ.  They were about 
			thirty miles from a cathedral town, but as there was a railway 
			across the country, their mother procured for them a regular 
			instructor from thence both in singing and instrumental music. 
			 
			 
    Marion was now thirteen years of age, and gave promise of 
			everything that her mother could desire.  Her face retained its 
			infantine tenderness and serenity, and being rather small for her 
			years she generally passed for younger than she was; while her 
			endearing manner and confiding nature caused her to be treated like 
			a child by Mr. Raeburn, who regarded her with scarcely less 
			tenderness than he bestowed upon his little daughter.   
			 
    Marion and Wilfred had never been brought forward in their 
			childhood, nor taught to assume any other manner than that which 
			naturally belonged to them.  They had both been rather 
			encouraged than otherwise in their child's play, and could amuse 
			themselves after their own fashion without the least fear of being 
			laughed at.  Solomon, the wisest of men, when he said, "There 
			is a time for all things," doubtless made no exception excluding the 
			time to be a child, to think as a child, and to be delighted with 
			childish things.  It is entirely a modern invention to make men 
			and women of creatures not twelve years old, to give their games a 
			philosophical turn, and make their very story-books science in 
			disguise.   
			 
    Marion and Wilfred had never been cheated into learning in 
			this clandestine way; but, like the boy in "Evenings at Home," when 
			they worked they worked, and when they played they played.   
			 
    Their moral feelings had been carefully cultivated from their 
			infancy, and all that one human being can do for another, in the way 
			of religious instruction, had been imparted to them both by their 
			mother and Mr. Raeburn.  But they had never been encouraged to 
			display their knowledge, or take any part in religious conversation; 
			and like most children who really feel the importance of serious 
			religion, they evinced a sensitive shrinking from anything like an 
			explanation of their feelings.   
			 
    There was one amusement reserved for Marion which was not 
			childish; it was to teach the little Euphemia to read.  This 
			was at first thought a great honour and privilege, both by mistress 
			and pupil,—the former, because it gave her the opportunity to 
			exercise a little patronage; the latter, because she looked upon the 
			lessons as a new kind of play.  But in a very short time the 
			little creature found out that this play was different to all 
			others, inasmuch as she was obliged to play at it whether she would 
			or no.  She therefore began to rebel, and Mrs. Greyson was 
			obliged to interpose her authority to prevent her from making Jack's 
			house of the letters, or creeping under the table to nurse a sofa 
			cushion by way of doll.  Neither teacher nor pupil looked upon 
			these daily lessons with much enthusiasm after the first novelty had 
			gone off; but with a little superintendence, they proved of 
			essential benefit to both; for the pupil was a warmly affectionate 
			child, and having a passionate temper, was more easily controlled by 
			love than by severity.  On the other hand, her quickness and 
			cleverness kept the faculties of her always gentle teacher in a 
			state of salutary activity.  
			  
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			CHAPTER IV.  
			 
			A JOURNEY IN A FOG. 
			 
			ANOTHER year 
			passed; a quiet, happy, uneventful year.  Since his wife's 
			illness, Mr. Raeburn had never left home, but now he consented to 
			the entreaties of his only sister to come and spend the autumn with 
			her and her family in the Highlands.  Change of air and scene 
			were of so much benefit to his spirits that he was easily induced to 
			prolong his stay, and take a yachting excursion down the west coast.  
			He had constant letters from Marion and Mrs. Greyson, giving good 
			accounts of his wife and child up to the period of his commencing 
			his excursion; yet he did not approach his home without a restless 
			feeling of agitation.  He had so long been accustomed to watch 
			over his wife, and delight in his child, that he could not return 
			without a half wonder lest either he or they might be changed by the 
			absence; lest he might feel less able to bear with his poor 
			impassive wife now, that for some weeks he had been emancipated from 
			her, or lest his child might have learned to do without him. 
			 
			 
    He travelled alone inside the coach towards home.  The 
			day had been fine and bright, but towards evening a heavy fog came 
			on, which gradually became so thick that the coachman was compelled 
			to slacken his pace, so completely were hedges, fences, and open 
			common enveloped in thick white mist, which seemed, as it grew more 
			dense, to press up to the very windows.   
			 
    Night came on: there was a full moon, but it only gave light 
			enough to show the density of the fog.  As they approached the 
			cross roads, where he expected some vehicle to meet him and take him 
			on, he almost feared the coach would pass it.  He let down a 
			window when they stopped to change horses, and the fog poured in 
			like smoke; it seemed to stop his breath as he put his head out to 
			inquire whether they could not put up better lamps, to show their 
			whereabouts to any travellers who might meet them on the road. 
			 
			 
    "Is that Mr. Raeburn?" he heard the landlady ask, as she 
			stood with two candles in her hand, giving directions about a 
			post-chaise which had gone on before them, "for the fog," she 
			observed, "deadened sound as well as sight."  
			 
    He was about to speak to the woman when he heard her mention 
			his name, and retreat towards the house with an exclamation of pity, 
			which struck upon his ear with a strange sensation of surprise and 
			annoyance.   
			 
    He had never asked for sympathy; the condition of his wife 
			was never alluded to by him unless it was absolutely necessary; and 
			he had so full and true a belief that all the events of his life had 
			been appointed in love, and for his good, that he had taken all 
			possible pains to be not only resigned, but cheerful.  His 
			feelings were so well understood by his friends, that he very seldom 
			heard them allude to his lot in tones of pity, and the words of this 
			woman, which evidently were not intended for his ears, cast a damp 
			upon his spirits which he could not throw off—"Is that Mr. Raeburn? 
			Ah, poor gentleman!"  
			 
    It was midnight when they reached the crossroads; he saw two 
			dim lamps gleaming at the road side.   
			 
    "Is that my carriage?" he exclaimed, springing out.  "Is 
			Person there?—tell him to look after the luggage."  
			 
    It was quite a relief to speak; and by the sound of his own 
			voice break in upon the constant mental repetition of those 
			words,—"Is that Mr, Raeburn? Ah, poor gentleman!"  
			 
    He advanced hastily to the carriage-door, and was surprised 
			to see the schoolmaster standing beside it.   
			 
    "You are very late.  Sir," said the man, with peculiar 
			gravity.   
			 
    "Is all well?" asked the Rector, startled by his manner. 
			 
			 
    "In the village, did you mean, Sir?" asked the man slowly, 
			and as if reluctantly.   
			 
    "No, at home?" He waited for an answer.   
			 
    The face of the schoolmaster was not very distinctly visible.  
			It was some time before he spoke.  At length he said,—"Did you 
			wish to know now, Sir?"  
			 
    "No," replied Mr. Raeburn, springing into the carriage; 
			"drive on.  Tell them to be quick.  Don't speak again,—I 
			cannot bear it."  
			 
    The man got in also, and sat down opposite to him.  The 
			coach had gone on.  There was some little delay in getting the 
			luggage on to the roof of the carriage.   
			 
    Mr. Raeburn had covered his face with his hands.  Delays 
			are dreadful to the wretched.  With the impatience of agitation 
			and suspense, he looked up, and said, vehemently, "Why don't you 
			tell them to make haste? I want to get home quickly."  
			 
    The man answered, in a tone so desponding that it sounded 
			like the echo of his own fears,—"It is of no use!"  
			 
    The next instant the carriage started at as rapid a rate as 
			even he could have desired.  The journey was made in silence.  
			He went through the thick fog with his arms folded and his eyes 
			fixed upon the shrouded landscape.  But he failed to recognise 
			any of its features, and did not even know when he entered his own 
			gates.  It was not till they stopped suddenly at the door that 
			he was aware of his arrival at home.   
			 
    The hall-door was open, a lamp was burning, and several 
			servants were standing within.  He saw a lady pass rapidly down 
			the stairs.  She met him on the steps; but her face was so 
			utterly devoid of colour, so much changed, that for the moment he 
			did not know her.  Presently he remembered that it was Mrs. 
			Greyson.  She did not speak at first, and he advanced into the 
			hall and demanded to see his wife.   
			 
    The servants looked at one another; and Mrs. Greyson said, 
			"Your wife is in her usual state;—she is asleep."  
			 
    With a strong effort he went on into the study, and laid his 
			hat on the table.  It seemed impossible for him to ask the next 
			question, and as he stood, amazed and pale, Mrs. Greyson sunk into a 
			chair, and Marion, frightened and trembling, stole into the room and 
			sheltered herself beside her.   
			 
    Her presence seemed to recall him to himself.  He turned 
			to her mother with startling energy and sternness, and said, "Where 
			is my child? I want her,—I must see her.  Why don't you bring 
			her to see her father?"  
			 
    Mrs. Greyson looked in his face.  It became paler and 
			paler.  She knew it was needless to prepare his mind when he 
			already foreboded the worst.  He repeated faintly, "Why don't 
			you bring her to see her father?"  
			 
    She answered slowly, "Your child has another Father.  He 
			has sent for her, and she is gone."  
			 
    He had sunk upon the sofa as he asked his question for the 
			second time; and when the sound of her voice reached his ears, he 
			shuddered, and shrunk back, as if to escape from the intolerable 
			pain it gave him.  But he uttered no word of grief or horror, 
			and never changed his position excepting to fold his arms tighter 
			across his breast, and set his lips, which grew more and more white. 
			 
			 
    Mrs. Greyson sat motionless, gazing at his countenance with 
			unutterable pity.  But she offered no word of consolation, and 
			for a long, miserable hour, she and Marion retained silence, till 
			the sound of footsteps overhead startled him from his enforced 
			calmness.  He looked up, and seeing the tears stealing down 
			Marion's pale cheeks, passionately entreated her mother to send her 
			away, and fainted while he was endeavouring to explain his wish to 
			see his beloved child.   
			 
    How shall we expect others to sympathize with us when we know 
			not how to sympathize with ourselves? Why, indeed, should we expect 
			our friends fully to understand our sorrows, and make allowance for 
			our bending under them, when the very soul which but yesterday, it 
			may be, was stricken down to the dust, to-day is able to cry for 
			help, to-morrow may be able to help itself, and the next day may 
			wonder that it was so utterly cast down?  
			 
    If we cannot sympathize, neither can we understand ourselves.  
			When the paroxysm of pain or the storm of grief is over, we forget 
			how great an influence it exerted for the time, and with the 
			undisturbed, calm reason of health and composure, we look back upon 
			our conduct and are hard upon ourselves;—we condemn our own folly, 
			and forget that the faculties which sit in judgment now were then 
			more than half dethroned.   
			 
    Every parent can feel for a roan when he loses a beloved 
			child, especially if that child was his only one,—still more if it 
			was the solace of a life otherwise lonely and marked by misfortune. 
			 
			 
    Every one felt for the Rector when he committed his only 
			child to the grave.  Many tears were shed for him when he first 
			appeared afterwards in the church and at the cottages.  But 
			after a while it became an ordinary thing to see him wandering 
			through the lanes alone; the people became accustomed to his smile, 
			which played so brightly about his mouth, but could not reach to 
			dissipate the gloom of his eyes, and vanished so suddenly with the 
			short sigh of a person whose heart is heavy.  People shook 
			their heads when first they observed how much the dark-eyed children 
			were always his favourites; but after a while, they only said it was 
			very natural, and even the carpenter's wife soon began to think 
			nothing of it when she saw him turn round, half unconsciously to 
			himself, and watch her sturdy little twins as they walked hand in 
			hand along the road.   
			 
    Mr. Raeburn never once alluded to his loss after the first 
			few weeks, and would not bear to hear it spoken of in his presence.  
			He was, after a time, so perfectly calm and self-possessed, that the 
			care buried in his own breast could scarcely have been detected by 
			others; and but for his sensitive shrinking from certain topics, 
			from the mention of some few names, and of the year of good promise 
			which had succeeded his marriage, he might have been supposed to 
			have got over his loss altogether, and to have "ceased to send sighs 
			after a day that was past." But the few who knew him well were 
			conscious that such was not the case, and of those few none knew it 
			better than little Marion.   
			 
    As has been often before mentioned, the nursery at the 
			rectory was a long room in the slope of the roof, with casement 
			windows, partly shrouded by ivy.  These windows were the only 
			part of Mr. Raeburn's house which were visible beyond the trees of 
			its garden, an opening between them causing their diamond panes and 
			bushy ivy to be distinctly seen from Marion's chamber.   
			 
    As a child she had often laid awake watching these casements, 
			lighted from within; and, with her curtains drawn back, could 
			discern a person who might pass between them and the light, though 
			the distance was too great for her to distinguish much more. 
			 
			 
    It had been a habit with her to watch this room before she 
			went to sleep; and the dusky roof and dark outlines of the rectory, 
			with the stars rising behind them, were among the most familiar 
			objects that presented themselves in her dreams.  After the 
			death of the little Euphemia, it was some time before Marion took 
			courage to draw back her curtains and look out at the blank, 
			desolate nursery; but the force of habit prevailing, she one night 
			did so unconsciously.  The moon was shining full upon the 
			windows, and their cold, blank appearance made her hide her face in 
			the pillow and weep, till she started up, half-asleep, at sight of 
			some one bringing a light in the nursery, setting it down near the 
			central window, and then beginning slowly to pass up and down. 
			 
    Marion looked a long while, and fell asleep before the light 
			was withdrawn.   
			 
    Every night, as she had watched the place where her little 
			playmates were, she now watched the return of their bereaved father, 
			and saw the long falling of the shadow on the wall; but she never 
			told any one of these visits, though they were not without effect on 
			her mind. 
			 
    She was now old enough to know that she herself was the 
			greatest solace left to her so-called uncle, and she returned his 
			tenderness with a settled intention of drawing him from his trouble, 
			and humouring him in a disposition which he sometimes showed, of 
			trying to make her a substitute for his little daughter, and 
			cheating himself into the fancy that she was his own child. 
			 
			 
    So the time passed, with little variation, till Marion was 
			sixteen.  There was no sudden change in her, though now she 
			looked nearly a woman.   
			 
    Her affections had dawned early, and as she approached the 
			borders of womanhood her face retained, in a great degree, the 
			tender expression which had marked it in childhood; and though she 
			was tall for her years, her figure was exceedingly youthful, and her 
			manner, without affectation, was made up of an interesting compound 
			of the woman and the child.   
			 
    About this time Dora and Elizabeth, Marion's two cousins, 
			came to spend a week with her; their father was about to take them a 
			tour in Wales, and, as Swanstead was in their way, he sent them 
			forward with an old servant, to stay there with his sister and her 
			children till he was able to join them.  The cousins had not 
			met for two years, and were all very much altered.  Dora and 
			Elizabeth were very unlike each other in person, manners, voice, and 
			even in dress,—that minor circumstance which often gives an apparent 
			likeness to sisters.  Dora was rather tall, and had a very 
			graceful figure; she was pale, had dark hair, dark grey eyes, and a 
			grave expression.   
			 
    Elizabeth, on the contrary, had brown eyes, a very high 
			colour, a quantity of curling brown hair, and something remarkably 
			lively in her manner and elastic in her movements.  Dora was so 
			very retiring and silent in society, that Elizabeth, without any 
			intention on her own part, had been gradually drawn on to take the 
			lead; and as she was very much at her ease in all situations she 
			generally passed for a clever and interesting young woman, though 
			her talents were decidedly inferior to her sister's.   
			 
    Two years, at their time of life, was a long time to have 
			been separated, and their fancy that they knew each other intimately 
			because they now corresponded freely, melted away after the first 
			half-hour's conversation.  Marion could not help feeling, in 
			spite of their familiar, sister-like greeting, that they were two 
			strange young ladies.  She could scarcely believe that 
			Elizabeth was only two years older than herself; and if they had not 
			begun to talk about their aunt would have been abashed by their 
			earnest gazing at her.   
			 
    "Does my aunt lie on the sofa every evening?" asked Dora, 
			while Marion was taking them upstairs.   
			 
    "O yes, always.  Mamma has done so almost ever since I 
			can remember."  
			 
    "How much older you look, Marion," said Elizabeth.  "I 
			declare you are taller than I am."  
			 
    "Yes," said Dora, thoughtfully; and then added, "My aunt 
			looks much older, too."  
			 
    "I hope you don't think mamma is looking ill?" asked Marion. 
			 
			 
    "O no," exclaimed Elizabeth, laughing.  "Dora, how grave 
			you are; you frighten this little thing,—look how she colours.  
			Yon don't think my aunt is looking ill?"  
			 
    "No," said Dora, turning from the glass and drawing her 
			bonnet-strings through her fingers, "but she certainly looks much 
			older,"  
			 
    "Well," said Elizabeth, giving her sister a gentle push, "and 
			of course she is older, you silly thing! You know my aunt was not 
			young when she married.  You are getting fearfully old 
			yourself.  Marion, did you know that Dora was out of her 
			teens?"  
			 
    Marion had not time to answer when Elizabeth, who had 
			sauntered to a window, exclaimed, "Here is Mr. Raeburn coming up the 
			drive, and Mr. Maidley with him.  How I disliked Mr. Maidley 
			when I was a child; he used to tease me so.  Marion, how is 
			that clever son of his?" 
			 
    "Frank? Oh, he is very well"  
			 
    "Is his hair as red as ever?"  
			 
    "Quite; and he never sees me without asking after you, 
			Elizabeth."  
			 
    "The dear youth! The time before last that I came here, we 
			were devoted to each other.  I remember I thought myself quite 
			a young lady, and was offended because I had to come down one 
			morning and see Mr. Maidley in my morning pink gingham frock with 
			short sleeves.  Frank was with him, and gave me some delicious 
			toffee.  I remember the taste of it to this day." 
			 
    "They will stay to tea," said Marion, "and I must go down and 
			make it, dear Elizabeth.  Mamma will be tired if she is left 
			alone to talk to them."  
			 
    "Oh, we are quite ready, my dear; let us all come down 
			together.  Then my aunt is easily tired, is she Marion?"  
			 
    "Yes," said Marion, disturbed to perceive that they both 
			observed a change in her mother which had escaped her own 
			observation; but, during tea, she could not help thinking her 
			cousins had alarmed her needlessly.  Her mother was in high 
			spirits, and seemed quite amused with Elizabeth's lively 
			conversation.  Their guests, also, were inclined to be more 
			than usually talkative, and had a great many questions to ask. 
			 
			 
    Elizabeth's letters had lately been very full of the praises 
			of a certain Mr. Dreux—quite a young man,—who had lately come to the 
			town.  His personal appearance she had described with minute 
			accuracy; and in the same page with the laudits upon his delightful 
			dark eyes, and his fine voice, was a great deal about High Church 
			and Low Church, and several other things, which Marion did not know 
			very much about.   
			 
    Marion was very curious to hear something more about this 
			said Mr. Dreux.  She was therefore pleased when his name was 
			mentioned to hear Elizabeth launch out in his praise, though she 
			observed that Mr. Raeburn listened without much enthusiasm.  
			That might be, she thought, because he did not like to hear young 
			ladies talk in that high-flown style of panegyric about a clergyman.  
			But Elizabeth continued to descant on Mr. Dreux's various 
			excellencies for some time with great animation, till, happening to 
			observe that she was sure he merited a higher sphere, and she hoped 
			he would not long be a curate, the grave manner of Mr. Raeburn's 
			bow, in reply, caused it to flash across her mind that Mr. Dreux had 
			an uncle in that very neighbourhood, who, it was said, had promised 
			him the next presentation to a certain living.  "Now, if it 
			should happen to be this living," thought Elizabeth, "what an 
			awkward mistake I have made!"  
			 
    She was rather confirmed in the idea that this might be the 
			case, by observing that Mr. Maidley immediately began to talk to her 
			about her native place, and about her friends and occupations, with 
			great apparent interest.   
			 
    "'Religion walks in her silver slippers' at Westport," he 
			observed, in answer to one of her remarks.   
			 
    Elizabeth smilingly assented.   
			 
    "In fact," she said, "the clergy are all in all there; their 
			opinions are consulted even on indifferent subjects with the utmost 
			deference."  
			 
    "It was so when I served my first curacy there," Remarked Mr. 
			Raeburn, composedly sipping his coffee.  "Westtport is a very 
			priest-ridden place." 
			 
    "Very what?" asked Mr. Maidley, laughing.   
			 
    Elizabeth thought the assertion so extraordinary that she did 
			not attempt to conceal her amazement; and as Mr. Raeburn chose to 
			appear quite unconscious that he had said anything remarkable, and 
			she could not make up her mind whether he was in joke or earnest, 
			she glanced at her aunt with an expression of annoyance. 
			 
    "I think my niece would like some explanation," said Mrs. 
			Greyson, smiling.  "I am sure she has never heard the term 
			priest-ridden applied to Westport  
			before."  
			 
    "No, indeed," said Elizabeth, laughing, but with the 
			slightest possible shrug of contempt.   
			 
    Mr. Raeburn did not seem disposed to comply with the request. 
			 
			 
    "Tiresome man!" thought Elizabeth; "he was always prosy; but 
			I never heard him talk in this ridiculous way before."  
			 
    "Will you favour us with a definition of the word, Miss 
			Paton, as you take so much exception to it?" asked Mr. Maidley. 
			 
			 
    "Oh, I know perfectly well what it means, of course, Mr. 
			Maidley," said Elizabeth; "but I always thought it applied 
			exclusively to Roman Catholic countries, particularly to Ireland."
			 
			 
    "If it simply means, governed by priests, I think you ought 
			in conscience to forgive Mr. Raeburn; but perhaps you objected to 
			the expression because it is generally used to denote not simply 
			government by priests, but bad government by priests,—not because it 
			is a reproach to any people to be under subjection to a priesthood."
			 
			 
    Elizabeth again replied that she did not like, the 
			expression, because she had heard it applied to the Irish, and it 
			implied pity for them.  "Now, the idea," she added, "of our 
			being pitied at Westport! We who have such active and excellent 
			clergymen, whose churches are all crowded.  I have often heard 
			strangers say that Westport was quite a model place.  The 
			people are so remarkably moral, and evangelical religion has made 
			such great advances."  
			 
    "And who are at the head of it all?"  
			 
    "Oh, the clergy, of course," replied Elizabeth.   
			 
    "Then you do not at all wish to qualify your assertion, that 
			they are the governing spirits of the place?"  
			 
    "No," said Elizabeth, anticipating what he might have said 
			further; "but who so fit to preside—who would lead better? I think," 
			she added, quite forgetting that she was taking the wrong side of 
			the argument,—"I think it is a very good thing, and we ought to be 
			extremely thankful that we have such excellent men to guide us, and 
			tell us what we ought to do, and to save us the constant trouble of 
			thinking for ourselves; besides, we are expressly told to "obey 
			those who are set over us."  
			 
    "Certainly," said Mr. Raeburn, taking up the conversation; 
			"but you are also commanded to 'try the spirits,' which, I presume, 
			means something entirely opposed to unhesitatingly adopting any line 
			of conduct or principle pointed out, just to save the trouble of 
			thinking for yourselves."  
			 
    Elizabeth blushed, and felt annoyed—not because her faith in 
			the strength of her own position was shaken, but because she felt 
			that her admission of want of thought must have weakened it in the 
			eyes of her opponents.  "I cannot see," she said, addressing 
			Mr. Maidley, "how it can be otherwise than good to be swayed as we 
			are by the clergy, provided they always sway us in the right 
			direction.  They must preside, for instance, at all the 
			religious meetings." 
			 
    "To be sure," said the Rector, looking pointedly at Mr. 
			Maidley.  "What's the use of asking a layman to speak?"  
			 
    "I cannot speak fit to be heard," said Mr. Maidley, evidently 
			parrying a personal thrust.  "I should make the best cause 
			ridiculous by my way of advocating it."  
			 
    Mr. Raeburn laughed, but almost instantly sighed heavily, and 
			beckoned to Marion to come and sit beside him on the sofa; 
			presently, after saying, in a half bantering tone, to Elizabeth, "I 
			am afraid you are in a terrible state of bondage, Miss Paton, like 
			the other good people at Westport."  
			 
    "So he really means it," thought Elizabeth.  "What a 
			queer old gentleman he is!"  
			 
    "So we are a priest-ridden set!" she said, half laughing, to 
			Mr. Maidley.   
			 
    "Remember that the expression was not mine, Miss Paton," was 
			the reply.  "I by no means adopt it as the expression of my 
			mind.  I, for my part, should be sorry to convey the slightest 
			reflection upon the clergy of Westport; for the defects of that 
			place (and I certainly think it has great defects,) I entirely blame 
			the people, principally the young people, and among the young I 
			think the greatest offenders are the young ladies."  
			 
    "There, Elizabeth!" said her aunt; "now I think you have an 
			undoubted right to demand an explanation: this is bringing the 
			matter very near home." 
			 
    "Really, I cannot in the least understand what we have done; 
			I do not feel at all guilty.  First, you seem to say that we 
			are governed by our clergy; secondly, that it ought not to be so; 
			and yet, thirdly, that it is not their fault if they do govern us, 
			but everything amiss is the fault of the young ladies."  
			 
    "No, I must alter your propositions a little.  First, it 
			was you who said you were governed by your clergy.  It 
			was, secondly, Mr. Raeburn who said that ought not to be; and it was 
			I who intimated that I blamed the conduct of the young ladies. 
			 
    "Well, I think everything is right and delightful at 
			Westport.  So when you have told me what you find amiss, Mr. 
			Maidley, I do not promise to be penitent." 
			 
    "Remember that I am far from imputing it to the clergy as a 
			fault that they take the trouble to rule.  In this instance, as 
			they happen to rule well, there is little to regret."  
			 
    "As they happen to rule well?"  
			 
    "Certainly; for when people have been in the habit of 
			implicitly receiving as truth what has been set before them, thus, 
			however unconsciously, giving the attribute of infallibility to 
			their spiritual guides; where they have been accustomed to allow 
			themselves to be led blindfold, even in the right way, they 
			must, by this voluntary humility, this disuse of their own reason, 
			have so much weakened it, that if a time comes for judging and 
			discerning,—if the man who had led them one way is taken from them, 
			and another stands up in his place who wants to lead them in the 
			opposite direction,—the habit of dependence and reliance on another 
			mind may very likely have become so strong, that, as they gave up 
			the helm to the one to guide them right, they will leave it with the 
			other to guide them wrong."  
			 
    "Yes, perhaps so; but that applies both ways, Mr. Maidley."
			 
			 
    "So it does, it is of universal application; but I do not 
			think it is therefore the less to be deplored.  If it is the 
			fashion in any place to make a profession of serious religion, 
			crowds will profess; and whichever party is the fashion will have 
			plenty of so-called adherents so long as it remains in undisputed 
			possession of the field.  But let another party come up,—no 
			matter whether a good or bad one,—opinions change like a tide, and 
			long-cherished sentiments melt away like frost-work; and this must 
			be the case where people follow, not a system of doctrine, but a 
			favourite preacher.  Instead of holding to the one eternal 
			standard, they go to Mr. So-and-so's church, and there, they think, 
			'whatever is, is right.'"  
			 
    "And do you seriously think that people who have been 
			accustomed to truth will not at once detect error and reject it?"
			 
			 
    "Those would, undoubtedly," said Mr. Raeburn, "who had loved 
			truth for its own sake, knowing it to be such, having a reasonable 
			conviction of its power, and a personal certainty of its goodness.  
			But in a large congregation, principally composed of the young, 
			where the minister himself is young, popular, and amiable, and well 
			calculated to attract regard, I should expect to find great numbers 
			who hear with so little discrimination, so little exercise of their 
			minds, that if he were some day to get up and advance something 
			quite different to his usual teaching, they would scarcely remark or 
			attend to it.  And if we add to these (the perfectly 
			thoughtless), that mass of people who hear the man, not for the sake 
			of his message, but for his own sake,—those particularly among the 
			poor to whom he may have become personally endeared for kindness 
			done to them in times of sickness and distress, and who adopt and 
			detail his opinions, even the most unimportant, simply because they 
			are his; and those among the young, who actually excite one 
			another to believe that they are deeply attached to the ministry of 
			this man or that man, making their very profession appear ridiculous 
			by their forgetfulness of how much personal regard and admiration 
			may have to do with their religious raptures,—if we add all these 
			together, how few will be left whose intelligence on religious 
			matters is sufficiently alive to enable them to discern error, if it 
			should be taught by any whom they have hitherto looked up to.  
			Only imagine what would be the state of the church where your 
			favourite Mr. Dreux officiates, if anything so lamentable should 
			occur as his taking up erroneous doctrine.  It is difficult for 
			a popular man to prevent his people from setting him up as a 
			standard; they think less of his opinions than of himself.  How 
			many people would change, do you think, if Mr. Dreux should change?"
			 
			 
    "Oh, I don't know, Mr. Raeburn; perhaps half of them."  
			 
    "And yet you would not blame the clergy so much, where this 
			is the case, as the people," said Dora.   
			 
    "No, because the best teaching is nearly useless (humanly 
			speaking) where there is a want of intelligence in the learners; 
			people would be ashamed to remain in as much ignorance of politics, 
			literature, or even science, as they do contentedly of religion—I do 
			not mean of the practical part of religion, of devotional feelings, 
			or moral maxima, I mean of what may be called the theory of 
			religion—those principles without which no practice of 
			outward duty can avail.  There are thousands of well-educated 
			people in this country who could not give a correct, distinct 
			account of the difference between the English Church and the Church 
			of Rome; and there are thousands more who know nothing, or at least 
			could give no intelligent account of the great parties which exist 
			within the Church of England, and which are divided as by vast gulfs 
			from one another."  
			 
    "I suppose you mean the High Church and the Evangelical, and 
			the old Moral school; but as all these are called Church people, it 
			seems natural to conclude that they are nearly alike."  
			 
    "To be sure it seems natural, as you say; but don't you think 
			the Church people in this country ought to know enough of the 
			doctrines they profess to uphold, to be able to say whether their 
			ministers are faithful or not.  The Church, as an institution, 
			is for the people; the clergy minister to and for the people, not 
			for themselves.  If they cannot discriminate in what good 
			teaching consists, they are scarcely the better for it.  The 
			misfortune is, that they often consider it an act of presumption to 
			judge of it, instead of an act of duty."  
			 
    "But if people are to be encouraged to judge," said 
			Elizabeth, "surely it will encourage a censorious spirit — surely it 
			will make them presumptuous."  
			 
    "My dear, you are differing from me now on a subject of some 
			importance."  
			 
    "Ah, but it is only in conversation; you know all clergymen 
			do not think with you, Mr. Raeburn."  
			 
    "To be sure not; so now I have brought you to a point where 
			you must presume to judge for yourself."  
			 
    Elizabeth laughed, and said, "Ah, but it has not the 
			consequence which need make me fear so much to judge for myself."
			 
			 
    "Now there we differ again, for I say it is a matter of great 
			consequence."  
			 
    "Go on, Elizabeth," said her aunt, "you see you are 
			encouraged to have an opinion of your own."  
			 
    "I must say," proceeded Elizabeth, "that I think in some 
			congregations they are very fond of judging, and are always 
			criticising some clergyman or other."  
			 
    "There we come to a point of agreement.  I have known 
			several cases where a censorious spirit has been manifested, but I 
			almost always found that it exercised itself about trifles.  
			'This man's voice was harsh; that man's manner was offensive; this 
			sermon was too long, and that was badly delivered;' but if the true 
			spirit of discrimination was abroad, if people considered it in all 
			cases their duty to know whether they heard what was true, and to 
			know why—then, I think, the censorious spirit about trifles would 
			nearly disappear; it is only a man incapable of appreciating a fine 
			picture who draws your attention to a spot of dust on the frame.  
			Those whose attention is absorbed by the important matter of a 
			sermon, are the least likely to quarrel with its manner.  You 
			must not try to put off your own responsibility, you know.  You 
			cannot really shift it to any one else's shoulders."  
			 
    "Then," said Elizabeth, half laughing, "it is still not our 
			fault; we ought to be taught a little more self-dependence: and 
			perhaps it would save our clergymen a good deal of anxiety in the 
			end, and trouble too."  
			 
    "The trouble, for instance, of leading you all your lives in 
			leading-strings.  Well, but if instead of so much religious 
			enthusiasm and excitement, there was a more steady, serious, and 
			reasonable value for the great truths of Christianity, I do not 
			think the clergy would find themselves deprived of any of the 
			respect which is due to their office; on the contrary, I should 
			expect to find those who hitherto, from want of talent or from 
			natural manner, had never been acceptable, though faithful and 
			devoted, would meet with regard for their works' sake; and those now 
			popular would still possess the love of their people, but it would 
			be given from a better motive."  
			 
    "Well, Elizabeth," said her aunt, "you and Dora are both come 
			to years of discretion; do you mean to take any part of this censure 
			to yourselves—does it apply to you?"  
			 
    "Yes," said Elizabeth, in a doubtful tone, "it does in some 
			degree; but that does not make us the chief offenders; I know of 
			nothing particular that we have done."  
			 
    "What! nothing particular!" exclaimed Mr. Maidley; "do you 
			call adulation nothing particular? Is there nothing dangerous to a 
			young man in the flattery and admiration of your sex?"  
			 
    "Oh," said Elizabeth, "I cannot think that would have 
			any effect; I am sure Mr. Lodge and Mr. Dreux, and a good many 
			others whom I could name, are quite above any such influence.  
			The idea of such excellent men feeling flattered and pleased by the 
			attentions of a few girls seems to me quite derogatory."  
			 
    "I don't mean to say," returned her antagonist, ''that I 
			think any man of sense can be pleased at the way in which these 
			feelings sometimes show themselves.  I know a man who told me 
			he had had six and thirty pairs of slippers given him, some of them 
			lined with white satin.  I heard of another, who had thirteen 
			pocket-handkerchiefs given him, worked in the corner with hair."  
			 
    "Oh, Mr. Maidley," said Mrs. Greyson, "are you quite sure 
			that anecdote is authentic; it sounds very like a malicious 
			invention."  
			 
    "Quite true, I assure you and the same man had a bouquet of 
			flowers sent him every morning for his table." 
			 
    Elizabeth blushed and looked uncomfortable; perhaps she 
			remembered one or two things which had taken place at Westport which 
			were uncommonly like the above anecdote.  She, however, 
			repeated her assertion, that she was sure, quite sure, Mr. Dreux was 
			not in the least influenced by the admiration his character could 
			not fail to excite; that, in fact, he was so superior to young 
			ladies of any rank or order that he could not possibly be hurt by 
			their attentions (if he ever observed them), or tempted in the least 
			to alter his course for the sake of pleasing them. 
			 
    "Oh," said Mr. Raeburn, rising, "if he is such a paragon as 
			that comes to, of course we have nothing more to say.  If this 
			excellent, handsome, and devoted young bachelor is quite beyond all 
			earthly temptations, if he is above the reach of flattery which has 
			tempted and swayed the highest potentates, beyond that influence 
			which stole away King Solomon's heart and lost our first father his 
			place in Paradise—" 
			 
    "Oh," exclaimed Elizabeth, interrupting, very much vexed, "I 
			did not mean to make such an assertion.  I only intended—" 
			 
    "We'll hear his defence to-morrow.  Maidley, we are late 
			already."  
			 
    "What a provoking man Mr, Raeburn is," said Elizabeth, 
			turning to watch the two gentlemen as they walked briskly down the 
			drive.  "The idea of his calling Mr. Dreux a handsome and 
			devoted young bachelor!  A paragon, indeed!  I am certain he meant to 
			infer that I at least thought him one.  However," she added, 
			laughing, and recovering her good humour, "he need not be afraid 
			lest people should make an idol of him!"  
			 
    "I am not so sure of that.  The people here are more 
			than commonly attached to him."  
			 
    "Ah, just the poor, because he is so good to them, 
			takes notice of their children, and talks to them all familiarly by 
			name."  
			 
    "Well, perhaps it was jealousy then that made him speak in 
			such a slighting manner of popularity," said her aunt in an ironical 
			tone.  "Do you think that will account for it, my dear?"  
			 
    "No; but really, aunt," said Elizabeth, laughing, "it was 
			very provoking.  I am sure he was laughing at me; I saw his 
			eyes twinkle, though his face was so grave."
 
			 
			――――♦―――― 
			 
			  
			CHAPTER V. 
			 
			THE COWSLIP PICKING. 
			 
			THE next day was 
			hot and rainy; the three girls had their work carried to a thatched 
			arbour in the garden, and followed themselves, with umbrellas. 
			 
    There they could talk at their ease; and very much they 
			amused Marion, and surprised her not a little; they had a piquant 
			way of relating things, and detailed a great deal of religious 
			gossip for her edification; for everything they said was, as it 
			were, tinctured with religion, and yet in a way which conveyed more 
			the idea that they lived in a religious atmosphere, than that their 
			own minds were deeply imbued with its solemnities. 
			 
    Mr. Dreux was described over again with minute accuracy, and 
			old Mr. King, his Rector, who was also a very good man, it appeared, 
			only he had a wooden leg—a cork one at least—which had a joint at 
			the knee, and this joint creaked sometimes, and made foolish people 
			laugh. 
			 
    Marion was very much amused with her two cousins, but began 
			to perceive that she had not much in common with them, and liked 
			their conversation best when they talked least about religion.   
			This was wrong, she supposed, and she tried to overcome it, but 
			without much success, and as, in spite of these differences between 
			them, the three cousins were very much attracted towards each other, 
			they easily found conversation which was equally pleasant to all. 
			 
    The next morning was more than commonly fine, and they rose 
			early to walk in the garden before breakfast. 
			 
    "Well, Marion," said Mrs. Greyson, when she came down, "have 
			you thought of any plan for amusing your cousins to-day?" 
			 
    "We can have a drive in the evening, mamma; but for this 
			morning Dora and Elizabeth have thought of something for 
			themselves." 
			 
    "What is it, my dears?" 
			 
    "Marion told us yesterday that the maids from the rectory and 
			two of your servants were going to join at a grand cowslip picking 
			for cowslip wine; we thought we should enjoy of all things to go and 
			help, for it is not very hot." 
			 
    "And we could choose the meadows along the side of the wood," 
			said Marion, "where there is a long line of shade, and afterwards 
			sit in the open air under that great clump of lime trees, and pick 
			out the blossoms." 
			 
    "That will be a very good plan of spending the morning, and 
			if you like, you shall have your dinner brought out." 
			 
    Directly after breakfast the maids sent in word that they 
			were ready, and Dora and Elizabeth went into the hall to look at 
			them.   Each had got a large bag fastened in front of her apron 
			to hold the blossoms, and the gardener was going to carry a 
			clothes-basket into the meadow for the "pips," as the flowers are 
			called by the cowslip gatherers. 
			 
    The young women looked very happy in the prospect of their 
			annual day's pleasure; each one had brought a basket of provisions 
			on her arm.   The young ladies also looked all the more blooming 
			for their delight, as they tied on the largest bonnets the house 
			afforded and set off, under Marion's escort, about half an hour 
			after the maids. 
			 
    "What an enchanting day!" they exclaimed, as they emerged 
			from the garden and entered a broad meadow covered with cowslips, 
			orchises, and the beautiful meadow-sweet.   "We shall soon fill 
			our baskets here." 
			 
    But Marion said it would not do to stay there, the sun was 
			too hot; they must go through this meadow and several others, till 
			they reached the skirts of Swanstead-wood. 
			 
    It mattered very little to Dora and Elizabeth where they 
			went, or what they did, so long as they were under the open sky in 
			the meadows.   They wandered along with a sense of freedom and 
			delight which increased as the morning advanced, and amused 
			themselves with observing how the rich landscape changed with their 
			change of position. 
			 
    At length they reached the meadow by the wood, and found that 
			the maids had already gathered quite a rick of cowslips, which were 
			ostentatiously heaped up, and made a great show in the shade. 
			 
    Marion and her cousins now set to work to gather a rival 
			heap; but there were so many things to be seen, so many trees to be 
			admired, and so many little points of view which each must call the 
			other to see, that their rick made a very poor figure beside that of 
			their more industrious contemporaries, who kept at first a 
			sufficient distance to enable each party to talk without being 
			overheard by the other. 
			 
    "How happy they look!" said Marion, turning to look at the 
			maids, who were evidently enjoying the change from their ordinary 
			occupations. 
			 
    "Yes, and how happy everything looks, Marion.   We must 
			go down to the river's brink; there must be such a delightful air 
			there, and we can keep in the shade nearly all the way." 
			 
    The river wound along one end of this meadow, and went 
			through the thickest part of the wood.   It was brimful of 
			water, and as smooth as glass. 
			 
			   
			They stood for some minutes beside it, listening to the lapse of the 
			water, and looking down the long arch of trees which met over it in 
			the wood, where it became a perfectly green river in the clearest 
			shade imaginable. 
			 
			   
			"If there was but a boat," said Elizabeth, "how delightful it would 
			be to sit on the water under that arch of trees, and there pick out 
			the cowslip blossoms!" 
			 
			   
			"There is a boat somewhere in the wood," said Marion, "and if the 
			path is not very much overgrown I can find it.   But we must let 
			the maids know where we are going, that they may tell mamma how to 
			find us when she comes." 
			 
			   
			The maids entered with great cordiality into this scheme of the 
			young ladies; and as the latter had not gathered more than a peck of 
			cowslips altogether, these generous rivals proposed to carry a 
			quantity of their own booty into the boat for them. 
			 
			   
			The wood was alive with birds; and when they had made their way to 
			the water's edge, they had some difficulty in finding the low, 
			flat-roofed boathouse, so completely were the banks overgrown with 
			six-feet-high bulrushes. 
			 
			   
			At last the dairy-maid discovered it, and then the next difficulty 
			was to float the boat out, and get it clear of the rushes.   
			This the same young woman effected, previously emptying her 
			apron-full of cowslip-blossoms into it, and receiving the 
			contributions of her companions.   The boat was moored to the 
			shed by a rope, and now the dairy-maid had to be pulled back that 
			she might land.   This the inmates of the boat easily effected; 
			and the rope being only about five yards long, was no sooner 
			fastened, than the slight onward movement of the water turned the 
			boat's head gently down the stream, and they commenced their 
			pleasant task, completely over-canopied by the green ash and maple 
			trees on each side of the river. 
			 
			   
			"This really is felicity!" said Elizabeth, as she looked up among 
			the thick branches, and saw the sunbeams shooting aslant in the 
			tree-tops of their roof. 
			 
			   
			Marion took off her bonnet, and the delightful air moved her 
			luxuriant hair. 
			 
			   
			"Look down into the water, Dora," she said; "see how full it is of 
			tiny fishes.   I am glad we thought of coming here.   It 
			must be very hot by this time in the open meadows.   See, 
			Elizabeth, here is a nest!"  
			 
			   
			Marion said this with the composure of a person who can see a nest 
			any day; but Dora and Elizabeth were wild with delight. 
			 
			   
			"Oh! don't stand up in such a hurry!" cried Marion.   "See how 
			you have made the boat rock!" 
			 
			   
			There was a branch of maple hanging down over Marion's head, quite 
			into the boat, with a whitethroat's nest depending from it.   It 
			was formed without of hay and grass, and lined with horsehair and a 
			few tufts of wool.   When she had gathered some of the leaves it 
			was distinctly visible. 
			 
			   
			"Look at the beautiful eggs!—pink, with brown veins.   If we sit 
			perfectly still, I dare say the mother will come back.   
			Whitethroats are very bold birds." 
			 
			   
			They did accordingly sit perfectly still for some time, and picked a 
			basket full of "pips;" but after a while they forgot themselves, and 
			began to talk and laugh without any reference to the supposed 
			terrors of the bird. 
			 
			   
			"The poor little creature!—how frightened she must have been,'' said 
			Elizabeth, in a tone of regret, when she remembered her broken 
			resolution.   "I am afraid her eggs must be quite cold by this 
			time." 
			 
			   
			Marion laughed.   "Look up, Elizabeth," she said, "and do not 
			make any exclamation." 
			 
			   
			Elizabeth looked up.   "I see two black eyes peeping out at me," 
			she said.   "Oh! the beautiful little creature! But how keenly 
			she watches us, and how fast she turns her head from side to side." 
			 
			   
			"Take no further notice of her," said Marion, "and she will sit on.   
			I wish mamma would come.   What a long time she is!" 
			 
			   
			"Can my aunt walk so far from home?" 
			 
			   
			"Oh, no!" and again Marion felt troubled.   "But she will have 
			the pony.   There is a bridlepath through the meadows; she will 
			only walk through the wood." 
			 
			   
			The morning wore on more quickly than they were aware.   It was 
			enlivened by the light species of work in which they were engaged, 
			and diversified by such slight incidents as the playing of a larger 
			fish than ordinary about their boat, the sudden splash of the water 
			when a pike made a spring after the flies, or the leisurely floating 
			towards them of a whole family of sleepy-looking waterhens, and 
			their precipitate rush into the reeds when they beheld the human 
			faces. 
			 
			   
			As the sun got high the reflection of the trees in the water became 
			greener and more distinct, and the round spots of sunshine more 
			yellow and bright. 
			 
			   
			Many country sounds floated down the river and made the solitude 
			quite musical.   There were the thousand voices of the rookery, 
			so distant that any little wren who chose to perch near could drown 
			them with his merry chirrup.   There were the thrushes singing, 
			and the jays chattering in the wood, the water-rats splashing, and 
			every quarter of an hour there was the striking of Swanstead clock. 
			 
			   
			"It struck a quarter to one just now," said Elizabeth, beginning to 
			fan herself with her straw-hat; "if we are industrious we shall 
			finish these flowers in a quarter of an hour." 
			 
			   
			"Of course we shall dine here," said Dora; "there would be room for 
			six or eight people in such a boat as this." 
			 
			   
			It may be observed of the said boat, that it had neither seats nor 
			oars, so that the inhabitants could recline in its flat bottom with 
			great elegance, as in a canoe. 
			 
			   
			At the moment the clock struck two the party became aware of a 
			little creaking sound in the wood, as of some one treading down dead 
			twigs.   The sound approached, and presently Mr. Raeburn 
			appeared, making his way among the trees and talking to himself as 
			he wandered, with his hands in his pockets, towards the boat.   
			He was in a fit of abstraction, and evidently had not come into the 
			wood to look for them. 
			 
			   
			The girls looked at each other and smiled, as they just caught a 
			word here and there of his soliloquy.   He was just passing, 
			when a clear merry laugh caught his attention and caused him to turn 
			hastily. 
			 
			   
			"Well!" exclaimed the Rector, in a tone of perplexity, "I could have 
			declared I heard some one laugh." 
			 
			The girls made signs to each other to be quiet. 
			 
			   
			"Very odd," he continued, looking up into the trees, as if they were 
			his last resource.   "I could have declared it was just at my 
			elbow." 
			 
			   
			"So could I," replied a voice from the water. 
			 
			   
			But the sound had to pass through the stalks of so many reeds that 
			he was still undecided as to its direction, and gazed about him some 
			time before he saw the white dresses of the girls and their bright 
			hair, which they had decorated with chaplets of the idean-vine, some 
			wreaths of which hung down from the trees. 
			 
			   
			"Do come in, uncle," said Marion, "we are going to dine here." 
			 
			   
			"My dears, you don't want me," he replied, looking down on their 
			smiling faces with affectionate admiration. 
			 
			   
			"O yes, indeed we do, Mr. Raeburn," cried Elizabeth; "pray come and 
			join us." 
			 
			   
			Mr. Raeburn turned and saw a cavalcade advancing slowly through the 
			wood, with the dairy-maid at the head and the gardener behind, 
			bringing various baskets covered with vine-leaves, and presenting a 
			tempting appearance.   Presently Mrs. Greyson appeared, and 
			seemed rather dismayed when she saw the floating nature of their 
			asylum.   She, however, consented to dine on board with them; 
			and, with Mr. Raeburn's help and the dairy-maid's, the embarkation 
			of herself, a cold fowl, a cold custard-pudding, a basket of 
			strawberries, and sundry knives, forks, and plates, was easily 
			effected, after which Mr. Raeburn joined the party, and they 
			commenced their noon-day meal with infinite relish. 
			 
			   
			The dairy-maid, who remained standing on the bank, was dismissed, 
			with an injunction to bring a quantity more cowslips to be picked.   
			And the girls showed their nest to the new-comers with as much 
			delight as if it had been "treasure trove" of a kind never before 
			seen in those parts. 
			 
			   
			"O the delightful sky!" said Marion, looking up through a gap in the 
			trees; "how blue it is." 
			 
			   
			"O the delightful child, how happy she is,"— 
			 
			   
			"Dear uncle, you are always so pleased with us for being happy.   
			You seem to think it a kind of merit in us to enjoy ourselves.   
			But, uncle—but, mamma," continued Marion, appealing to her mother 
			with more gravity and earnestness than the occasion seemed to call 
			for, "don't you think it is quite time my uncle left off calling me 
			a child, considering that I am sixteen; and considering"— 
			 
			   
			"Considering that I am already as tall as my mother," said 
			Mr. Raeburn, taking up her words. 
			 
			   
			Marion, who was seated close to Mr. Raeburn, and supporting herself 
			on her elbow, looked up at him, and answered:—"No; but really, 
			uncle, if people always hear you say, 'My child,' they will never 
			remember that I am nearly grown up." 
			 
			   
			"So you are sixteen, my dear," said the Rector, taking up one of 
			Marion's small hands and spreading out the fingers upon his own 
			large palm.   "Well, I suppose you think it is something to be 
			sixteen.   Why, I shall be eight or nine and forty in a few 
			days, and I do not expect to feel at all proud on the occasion." 
			 
			   
			Dora looked at Marion as she still continued with her blue eyes 
			fixed on the Rector's face, and thought she had never seen anything 
			more exquisitely childlike than the tender expression of her 
			guileless face. 
			 
			   
			"O no, uncle," she answered, with perfect simplicity; "I am not at 
			all proud; but I think you talk to me more as if I were a child than 
			you do to other girls of my age." 
			 
			   
			"If I do, it is because I love you more." 
			 
			   
			"When you are a few years older, Marion," said her mother, "you will 
			wish you could have people who are fond of you say as they do 
			now,—'We must excuse her for this or that little act of folly, for 
			she is but a child.'" 
			 
			   
			Marion smiled a half-incredulous smile, and held out her hand for a 
			leaf full of strawberries which her mother had selected for Mr. Raeburn. 
			 
			   
			"So you young ladies have actually brought books with you," said he, 
			as she gave them to him.   "This must have been your doing, Miss 
			Paton, for I cannot give Marion credit for being so studious." As he 
			spoke he brought up two large volumes from the bottom of the boat. 
			 
			   
			"Yes, I acknowledge that I brought them," said Dora, "but they have 
			never been opened." 
			 
			   
			"Something about Nineveh, and 'Modern Painters.' Well, I suppose you 
			preferred to study the book of nature this beautiful day." He 
			continued to turn over the leaves, and presently read aloud the, 
			following sentences from the last-mentioned book:— 
			 
			   
			"'The noblest scenes of the earth can be known and seen but 
			by few.   It is not intended that man should live always in the 
			midst of them.   He injures them by his presence; he ceases to 
			feel them if he is always with them; but the sky is for all.   
			Bright as it is, it is not "too bright nor good for human nature's 
			daily food." It is fitted in all its functions for the perpetual 
			comfort and exalting of the heart.   .   .   
			.   And 
			yet we never attend to it—we never make it a subject of thought but 
			as it has to do with our diurnal sensations.   We look upon all 
			by which it speaks to us more clearly than to brutes—upon all which 
			bears witness to the intention of the Supreme, that we are to 
			receive more from the covering vault than the light and the dew, 
			which we share with the weed and the worm—only as a succession of 
			meaningless and monotonous accident, too common and too vain to be 
			worthy of a moment of thought or a glance of admiration.   If in 
			a moment of utter idleness and insipidity we turn to the sky as a 
			last resource, which of its phenomena do we speak of?  One says 
			it has been wet, and another, it has been windy, and another, it has 
			been warm.' 
			 
			   
			"Sweeping censure this, Miss Paton.   Do you plead guilty?" 
			 
			   
			"No," said Dora; "but I do think the study of the beautiful for its 
			own sake seems very little thought of, especially the looking for it 
			in simple external things." 
			 
			   
			"The spirit of the age is certainly very matter-of-fact, both in a 
			religious, social, and political point of view.   Marion, my 
			dear child—my dear young woman, I mean—what are you about?  you 
			must not lean over so much to my side; you make the boat rock.   
			Actually, while we talk about the spirit of the age, that child 
			thinks of nothing but cowslip stalks!" 
			 
			   
			"I am listening, uncle, indeed," said Marion; "but here come the 
			fresh cowslips." 
			 
			   
			"Listen or not as you like, child; I don't know that our talk was 
			worth hearing." 
			 
			   
			"There are some interesting passages in that book about the clouds," 
			said Dora; "do you remember them, aunt?" 
			 
			   
			"Yes; but I do not agree with the author, that mankind in general 
			are unobservant of the appearance of the sky.   Perhaps we have 
			not so many persevering cloud-gazers as star-gazers; and there are 
			certainly a vast number of people who go through the world with 
			their eyes shut; but I think all who do observe, observe the sky." 
			 
			   
			"I cannot recall any beautiful landscape that I have seen," said 
			Dora, "without also remembering what kind of sky made up its 
			background." 
			 
			   
			"And how full the poets are of cloud-and-sky scenes," remarked 
			Elizabeth.   "Do you remember, aunt, in those lines called 
			'Mathew,' how beautifully, after describing the feelings of the old 
			man on going out with his fishing-rod, Wordsworth makes the presence 
			of a certain cloud hanging in the sky remind him of an April morning 
			thirty years ago, and he says— 
				
					
						| 
						 
						 
						"'My eyes are dim with childish tears, 
      My heart is idly stirred; 
						For the same sounds are in my ears 
      That on that day I heard.'  | 
					 
				 
			 
			 
			   
			And then he goes on to compare 'yon cloud with that long purple 
			cleft' with the cloud seen in his youth, and treasured in his memory 
			for so many years." 
			 
			   
			"And what can be more exquisite than that cloud, which we all fancy 
			we must have seen, in Wilson's sonnet, beginning—
 
				
					
						| 
						 
						 
						"'A cloud lay cradled near the setting sun, 
  A gleam of crimson tinged its braided snow.'  | 
					 
				 
			 
			 
			   
			Surely every line of that sonnet is beautiful; but our sense of its 
			beauty is chiefly derived from our all having observed and delighted 
			in such a cloud.   But whether or not, we may be justly accused 
			of neglecting to derive instruction and pleasure from the sky: it is 
			certain that, in general, we do not pay sufficient attention to the 
			beauty of natural objects." 
			 
			   
			"But, aunt, I thought the prevailing fault at present was said to be 
			a kind of worship of nature.   In fact, to hear some people 
			talk, one would almost think that if we only listened with 
			sufficient reverence to the teachings of nature, there would be no 
			need of revelation at all." 
			 
			   
			"I was not thinking of such persons, my dear; it is some of those 
			who recognise the highest principles that I think deficient in a due 
			acknowledgment of the beauty that surrounds them.   If we shut 
			our eyes to the beauty which lives and breathes around us, we act 
			ungratefully, and do not enjoy all the happiness intended for us." 
			 
			   
			"Mamma," said Marion, "look." 
			 
			   
			Mrs. Greyson turned and looked down the smooth river.   Sunbeams 
			slanted across it, and here and there touched the water or the 
			leaves.   Some waterhens were diving at no great distance, and 
			the green reflection of the trees lay in vivid distinctness all 
			around them.   But it was not to any of these things that Marion 
			had wished to call attention.   Through the gap in the branches 
			one pure white cloud was visible, lying, small and distinct, in the 
			deep sky, and its image, like a white swan, was reflected down into 
			the water. 
			 
			   
			It was too beautiful to talk of, Elizabeth said; and they continued 
			to watch it till it was gradually withdrawn. 
			 
			   
			"I shall add the recollection of that cloud to the list of my 
			possessions," said Dora; "it will be a pleasure to me in future that 
			no outward circumstances can take from me—something absolutely my 
			own." 
			 
			   
			"In addition to your harp, your watch, and your work-box, Dora," 
			said Elizabeth, with her usual gay good humour. 
			 
			   
			"You are not at all romantic, I see, Miss Paton," remarked the 
			Rector, with a smile. 
			 
			   
			"A good thing for me," returned Elizabeth, "for I shall suit the 
			better with the spirit of the age." 
			 
			   
			"I hope something better for you than that you should suit with the 
			age in most of its characteristics," returned the Rector, speaking 
			with his accustomed hesitation; "with its characteristic industry, 
			for instance, which, though it cannot be happy unless it gets 
			through a great deal of work, wants to cast aside the labour of hand 
			and heart, and do it all in a delegated way, and, as it were, by 
			machinery. 
			 
			   
			"We even carry this desire into our religion, and having set a great 
			deal of religious machinery to work, we are inclined to wonder that 
			it does not produce the regenerating effect we expected. 
			 
			   
			"But we are in a great hurry; we cannot stop to inquire the reason.   
			We must have something to exhibit for our trouble, and we must have 
			it quickly.   Certainly our machinery has produced a great 
			effect, and if we have our misgivings as to whether it is a good 
			one, we are obliged to keep them to ourselves, for there is so much 
			to be acted that the time for reflection is wanting. 
			 
			   
			"I should also be inclined to accuse the age of imitating machinery 
			in another way.   A few machines will do the work of thousands 
			of men; they act as agents and delegates, and take the labours from 
			human hands.   Now, in our religion we have come to think that 
			we will have agents and delegates also.   Great masses of people 
			consider it too much trouble to think for themselves, or to 
			undertake the duties, and study the principles of Christianity in 
			their own persons.   Virtually, they say to their priests, 'Do 
			the labour of religion for us; pray you the prayers we ought to 
			offer up; be our substitutes; believe for us, act for us; and in 
			return we will give you a portion of our gold, which we will lay 
			like a sacrifice upon the altar.   We do not pray that fire from 
			heaven may descend upon it, for the age is not superstitious, and we 
			know that the days of miracles are passed.' So they satisfy their 
			consciences.   And as for that hidden influence which comes down 
			like dew upon the tender herbs, it is unseen and unobtrusive, 
			therefore often overlooked and forgotten; for we have not time to 
			look deeply into anything." 
			 
			   
			"My dear Mr. Raeburn," said Mrs. Greyson, "you are surely severe 
			upon the age." 
			 
			   
			"Am I?" he answered, taking out his watch.   "Yes, and there 
			sits Marion, in a state of amazement; she cannot tell what I mean.   
			Do you know how time is slipping away?—it is nearly four o'clock.   
			I believe I must take my departure; but can I first help you to 
			land?" 
			 
			   
			The girls reluctantly consented to leave their boat, but the heat of 
			the sun was now moderated by a soft breeze, and as they had finished 
			their cowslips they had no excuse for staying longer, so they 
			stepped on shore, previously sending all the cowslip stalks floating 
			down the river.   The maids were quite delighted with the great 
			mass of flowers that they found heaped up for them in the boat. 
			 
			   
			Mrs. Greyson rode home on a rough little pony, and Dora walked 
			beside her.   They passed the maids at the corner of the wood: 
			they had lighted a fire, and hung their kettle to the branch of a 
			tree, in true rural fashion.   Elizabeth thought she should 
			hardly have known the landscape, it was so much altered by the 
			opposite direction of the shadows and the different lights on the 
			water.   She also began to feel her old liking for Mr. Raeburn 
			revive; and as he walked home with herself and Marion, one on each 
			arm, his affectionate tenderness for the latter touched Elizabeth 
			with a regretful interest, and imparted so much more gentleness to 
			her manner, that she seemed altogether a different person; and 
			Marion could not but admire her face, so greatly were her eyes 
			brightened and her complexion heightened.   Mr. Raeburn took his 
			leave after bringing them to their own door, and Marion asked her 
			cousins to be quick in changing their morning dresses.   "We are 
			going to drink tea with the Maidleys," she said; "we always do on 
			alternate Thursdays." 
			 
			   
			"All your fashions in this part of the world are unchangeable," said 
			Dora.   "Are the Maidleys as fond of clever talk as ever; and do 
			they still always have Devonshire posset for supper?" 
			 
			   
			"Mr. Maidley is very fond of instructing, and I dare say he will 
			show you either some geological specimens, or talk about botany: you 
			know he has made a collection of dried plants.   Mrs. Maidley is 
			proud of her Devonshire cream; so I dare say you will spend the 
			evening much as you have done several former ones." 
			 
			   
			"'I dare say!' Dora, how cautiously this little thing expresses 
			herself! 'Mr. Maidley is fond of instructing,' quoth she.   Why 
			don't you say at once, Marion, that he is determined to cram one 
			with his learning, and that he is a great bore?" 
			 
			   
			Marion laughed, but made no answer. 
			 
			   
			"I wish you would imitate her caution," said Dora. 
			 
			   
			"I did not intentionally speak with caution," replied Marion, and 
			was going to add, "I do not dislike to be instructed," but 
			remembered that she should thereby imply a reproach to Elizabeth. 
			 
			   
			Mr. Maidley was a brisk little man, with a light active figure, and 
			restless observant eye, and such a love of acting the schoolmaster 
			that he had educated both his own sons, and young Greyson also, 
			though his means would very well have admitted of his sending them 
			to school. 
			 
			   
			Mrs. Maidley was also a small person, and had a neat, delicate 
			figure, and very quiet manners.   This couple were blessed with 
			five towering sons and daughters, two of the former and three of the 
			latter; they were magnified images of their parents, but their gait 
			was less brisk, and their voices were louder and deeper.   They 
			all had red hair, easy, good-humoured manners, and imperturbable 
			self-possession, which latter quality they certainly had not 
			inherited from their mother, who sometimes looked a little flurried 
			when they were all moving about round her; their heads came so near 
			the tops of the doors, and they so completely filled up their 
			cottage home, that they gave her much the appearance of a nervous 
			hen in possession of a turkey's brood. 
			 
			   
			But she was proud of them, and with reason.   Never was a 
			milder, more docile set of young giants.   They were clever, 
			too; and both physically and intellectually they made Dora and 
			Elizabeth look small. 
			 
			   
			They received their guests with vociferous joy; but Frank had 
			evidently forgotten his childish partiality for Elizabeth, and 
			talked of nothing all the evening but some new chemical experiments, 
			by which he declared he could blow up the world itself, if he could 
			only get far enough into it.   He was obliging enough to take a 
			great deal of trouble in explaining the matter to the girls; but 
			they looked upon him as a tiresome, uninteresting youth, and did not 
			even affect to care for his wonderful experiments. 
			 
			   
			As Dora had expected, they had some Devonshire posset for supper; it 
			appeared in a bowl suited to the dimensions of the young people, one 
			of whom,  
			however—namely, Peter, the younger son—was absent the greater part 
			of the evening. 
			 
			   
			The wheels of Mrs. Greyson's phaeton were heard at the door before 
			supper was quite over, but the whole party rose at once and 
			proceeded to assist in cloaking and shawling, and what Will Greyson 
			called the stowage of the craft.   Mrs. Greyson and Will sat in 
			front, the latter being steersman, and the three girls got in 
			behind, together with a music book that Dora had borrowed, and three 
			pots full of choice young calceolarias, struck by Frank for Marion, 
			also some geraniums, with their roots tied up in cabbage leaves, and 
			some quinces,—for the Maidleys were bountiful people; and they liked 
			apple-pie for supper, and apple-pie flavoured with quinces; so as 
			Mrs. Greyson had no quinces in her garden they always provided her 
			with an abundant supply. 
			 
			   
			The girls were wedged into the back of the carriage and had scarcely 
			room to move, when Peter made his appearance, quite out of breath, 
			with his straw hat full of nuts; these he handed over the back of 
			the carriage to Marion, a pair of crackers lying on the top of them. 
			 
			   
			"Oh Peter," exclaimed Marion, almost in despair, "Peter, do please 
			take these back; what am I to do with them?  It was extremely 
			kind of you to get them, but you had better eat them yourself." 
			 
			   
			Peter was Marion's age, and was supposed to be tenderly affected 
			towards her. 
			 
			   
			"No, Marion, keep them yourself," he gallantly answered, as he held 
			on by the back of the carriage, which was already in motion, and 
			going on at a foot's-pace with its load.   "I went to Swanstead 
			wood to get them.   You can't think how milky they are.   
			Eat as many as you can yourself, Marion.   I'll come for my hat 
			to-morrow.   I've put in a pair of crackers, in case you and the 
			Miss Patons would like some on the way home." 
			 
			   
			So saying he took his leave.   Elizabeth made room for the 
			plants, and Marion, with her lap full of nuts, commenced cracking 
			them. 
			 
			   
			"What are you about, my dear?" said her mother, turning round.   
			"What is that noise?  I hope the springs are not giving way.   
			What are you all laughing at?" 
			 
			   
			Elizabeth explained the cause. 
			 
			   
			"Ridiculous boy!" said the mamma, in a tone of some annoyance. 
			 
			   
			"But it was a chivalrous action," said Dora.   "He rose from his 
			untasted supper and darted off when we remarked that Marion used to 
			be fond of nutting when she was a little child." 
			 
			   
			"Yes," said Elizabeth, "it really was something for him to 
			do.   What a pity it is those Maidleys should be so fond of 
			eating!" 
			 
			   
			"Devoted to it," observed Will Greyson.   "Do you know, mother, 
			I have observed that almost all very clever people are fond of 
			eating." 
			 
			   
			"Have you, my dear?  I should not have thought you had many 
			opportunities of judging." 
			 
			   
			"Now you mention it, Will, I really think I have observed the same 
			thing," said Elizabeth.   "How can it be accounted for, aunt?" 
			 
			   
			"The fact must be established, my dear, before we need account for 
			it.   My boy, if you do not keep at a foot's-pace we shall 
			certainly break down." 
			 
			   
			So at a foot's-pace they went home in the starlight, Marion cracking 
			her nuts the while, and distributing them to the rest of the party. 
			 
			   
			"Elizabeth," said Dora, when they were alone in their room, "what a 
			happy lot Marion's is; so free from all care and responsibility." 
			 
			   
			"Responsibility," repeated Elizabeth, laughing, "why, my dear Dora, 
			she does not differ in that respect from you and me." 
			 
			   
			"Indeed, I don't agree with you.   How can the eldest daughter 
			in a large family be free from responsibility?  She has at 
			least her example to answer for.   But the reason I think Marion 
			so happy is that she is the first object of interest to several 
			people; they think for her, and are as tender over her as if she 
			really were a child.   How serene she evidently is, and no 
			wonder, so secure as she must be of affection, and such a life of 
			quiet happiness as she has before her.'' 
			 
			   
			"But my aunt is in very delicate health," observed Elizabeth.   
			"I am sure she was very different the last time we were here." 
			 
			   
			"Yes, she could walk with us.   We shall see how papa thinks her 
			looking when he comes." 
			 
			   
			Mrs. Greyson had a cold the next day, and did not go out for an 
			airing as usual.   Dora recurred to her idea that her aunt was 
			changed, but she could see no reflection of her anxiety in the faces 
			of the old servants, and neither Marion nor Mr. Raeburn seemed to 
			think anything particular the matter. 
			 
			   
			Their father arrived in a few days, and Dora resolved not to be an 
			alarmist.   The first time he was alone with his daughters he 
			remarked upon her altered appearance. 
			 
			   
			"It was strange," he said, "that at her age she should be so 
			infirm." 
			 
			   
			"My aunt has long been in weak health," said Elizabeth, "but if she 
			was worse than usual her children would have mentioned it." 
			 
			   
			"True, true," he answered, and seemed glad to take his daughter's 
			view of the subject; but it did not quite satisfy him, for he 
			presently remarked that it would be very little out of his way to 
			return to Westport by Swanstead and take another peep at his sister.   
			"Besides," he added, "you are doubly related to these cousins, and I 
			should not like you to grow up in ignorance of one another." 
			 
			   
			The girls were pleased with this plan; it made their parting with 
			Marion quite a different matter, and their aunt brightened up so 
			much during her brother's visit, that they left her without any 
			apprehensions. 
			 
			   
			It was a brilliant morning.   The dew lay thickly on the grass, 
			for it had not struck five, when Dora and Elizabeth stole into their 
			aunt's chamber to kiss her and take their leave.   Marion was up 
			and dressed; she made breakfast for them and packed strawberries and 
			cake in a basket for their refreshment on the journey.   The 
			phaeton was at the door.   Mr. Paton had persuaded his sister to 
			let her son accompany him and his daughter, and Will Greyson, full 
			of joy, was heaping it with luggage. 
			 
			   
			He ran softly up stairs to take leave of his mother. 
			 
			   
			"Now, my dears," exclaimed their uncle, "no more last words, or we 
			shall certainly miss the train.   Three weeks hence you will see 
			us again, Marion.   Come, my dear, let the boy go." 
			 
			   
			"I am coming, uncle," cried Will, getting up behind.   "Take 
			care of mamma, Marion; and mind you see that all my creatures are 
			fed." 
			 
			   
			And so they drove off, leaving Marion standing in the porch, looking 
			the picture of serenity. 
			 
			   
			"She is certainly born to be happy," thought Dora. 
			 
			   
			Both the girls were delighted with Marion, and they might have 
			talked and thought about her more if they had not been in the full 
			enjoyment of their first tour.   The weather was faultless, and 
			their father was so determined that they should see everything worth 
			looking at, that they thought they had never been so happy before. 
			 
			   
			In three or four days they got a letter from Marion, inclosing a 
			note from her mother to Will.   She was delighted that he was 
			enjoying himself so much, and thought she was all the better for the 
			little peep she had had of her brother and his children. 
			 
			   
			"Now you will see, Dora," said Elizabeth, "that papa will not go 
			home by Swanstead.   I know he wishes to go up by the lakes, and 
			my aunt's cheerful way of writing will determine him that there is 
			nothing the matter." 
			 
			   
			The event proved that she was right.   Other letters followed, 
			all cheerful; and Mr. Paton gave out one morning at Chester, that he 
			had changed his plans, and meant to travel northward. 
			 
			   
			"Poor Marion," said Dora, "she will be very much disappointed." 
			 
			   
			"Oh, papa will let us visit her in the winter," remarked Elizabeth; 
			"and you know, Dora, you would not like to give up the lakes for the 
			sake of seeing her again now." 
			 
			   
			"Certainly not.   We are not required to do so.   What is 
			this scheme of papa's about Wilfred?" 
			 
			   
			"Have you not seen him since he wrote to my aunt?  Oh, it is to 
			ask her if she will let him go abroad." 
			 
			   
			"My aunt will not like to part with him while he is so young." 
			 
			   
			"But papa thinks he ought to see a little of the world,—he is such a 
			child for his years; and no wonder, always living in that 
			country-place.   Besides, Mr. Lodge is going abroad with his 
			three pupils, and told papa he should like to take another.   My 
			aunt cannot fail to see what a good opportunity this would be for 
			Will to go with safety and advantage; and they are only to be away 
			two months." 
			 
			   
			Two or three days after this, as the party were strolling on the 
			borders of Windermere, Mr. Paton drew Will aside and informed him, 
			with a little stately circumlocution, of a letter received that 
			morning consenting to the plan above mentioned.   Wilfred was 
			wild with delight; a tour in Switzerland was a hitherto unhoped-for 
			bliss.   He could not be grateful enough to his uncle for having 
			planned it. 
			 
			   
			He set off that same night with a letter of introduction from his 
			uncle to Mr. Lodge, previously writing home to his mother to thank 
			her for her kindness. 
			 
			   
			The Paton family then pursued their tour, and it must be confessed 
			that they enjoyed it more now their restless cousin was withdrawn.   
			Dora felt it a "responsibility" to have him with them, for he was a 
			daring, inquisitive boy; he loved climbing among ruins; and made her 
			very nervous by his determination to see all he could of the 
			machinery whenever they took him with them over a manufactory. 
			 
			   
			They returned to Westport, having heard several times from Marion 
			during their absence.   In the first letter she said her mother 
			was much as usual, only that the hot weather made her languid; in 
			the next she spoke of her as poorly, but said nothing to excite 
			alarm.   Dora, however, was of an anxious disposition, and 
			though Marion said so little she began to wish they had not sent 
			Will Greyson away; but the sight of her mother, her brother and 
			sister, and her cheerful home, banished these thoughts for a while, 
			and she and Elizabeth retired to rest very much fatigued. 
			 
			   
			It was late when they awoke the next morning and saw their old 
			nurse, who still lived with them, quietly opening the shutters.   
			She let a little light into their room to awake them more 
			effectually, and then said, coming up to the side of the bed,—"Did 
			you young ladies know how late it was?  It wants but five 
			minutes to ten." 
			 
			   
			"What will papa say?" said Elizabeth, half rising; "why did you not 
			call us before, nurse?" 
			 
			   
			"Your papa gave particular orders that you were not to be disturbed.   
			Miss Paton, are you awake, my dear?" 
			 
			   
			"O yes, nurse; you make too much noise for me to sleep.   I wish 
			you would ask papa for my bunch of keys,—our boxes must be opened." 
			 
			   
			"Your papa is out, Miss." 
			 
			   
			"Out so early?" 
			 
			   
			"You heard no noise in the night, then, my dears?  you did not 
			hear the carriage come round?" 
			 
			   
			"The carriage! —papa go out at night in the carriage?  Why, 
			nurse, what can it mean?" 
			 
			    "You look frightened, Miss Paton." 
			 
			   
			"Yes, I am frightened.   What do you mean, nurse?" 
			 
			   
			"Your papa and mamma were sent for in the night to go to Swanstead." 
			 
			   
			"O my aunt,—she is very ill then, and Wilfred away! O Elizabeth, how 
			very sad!" 
			 
			   
			"What was the message, nurse?" asked Elizabeth; "I wish to know." 
			 
			   
			"I did not hear the message, Miss.   Your mamma left her best 
			love for you." 
			 
			   
			"Let us be alone, nurse," said Dora, with a trembling sigh; "we 
			shall get up presently." 
			 
			   
			"Poor dear Marion," said Elizabeth, with tears; "I hope my aunt is 
			not in danger." 
			 
			   
			But when they did get up and leave their room, they found the blinds 
			of the house drawn down and the shutters shut.
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