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Tarbet abounded at that time in little muddy lakes, edged
with water-flags and reeds, and swarming with frogs and eels; and it was
one of the largest and deepest of these that now lay before Jock and his
guide. Angus tucked up his blue gown, as if to wade across.
Jock would have as soon thought of fording the German ocean. "Oh,
wicked Jock Gordon!" exclaimed the fool, when he saw him hesitate; "the
colonel's waiting, poor man, for his head, and Jock will no' take it to
the smithy." He stepped into the water. Jock followed in sheer
desperation; and, after clearing the belt of reeds, both sank to the
middle in the mingled water and mud. Angus had at length
accomplished the object of his journey. Extricating himself in a
moment—for he was lithe and active—he snatched the sheep's head and
trotters from Jock, and, leaping ashore, left the poor man sticking fast.
It was church-time ere he reached, on his way back, the old Abbey of Fearn,
still employed as a Protestant place of worship; and as the sight of the
gathering people awakened his church-going propensity, he went in.
He was in high spirits—seemed, by the mouths he made, very much to admire
the sermon, and paraded the sheep's head and trotters through the passages
and gallery a score of times at least, like a monk of the order of St.
Francis exhibiting the relics of some favourite saint. In the
evening he found his way home, but learned, to his grief and astonishment,
that "wicked Jock Gordon" had got there shortly before him in a cart.
The poor man had remained sticking in the mud for three long hours after
Angus had left him, until at length the very frogs began to cultivate his
acquaintance, as they had done that of King Log of old; and in the mud he
would have been sticking still, had he not been extricated by a farmer of
Fearn, who, in coming to church, had taken the lake in his way. He
left Nigg, however, for Cromarty on the following day, convinced that he
was no match for his rival, and dubious how the next adventure might
terminate.
Such was the story which I found current, in Nigg when
working in its churchyard, with the hero of the adventure often beside me.
It led me to take special note of his class, and to collect facts
respecting them, on which I erected a sort of semi-metaphysical theory of
human character, which, though it would not now be regarded as by any
means a novel one, I had thought out for myself, and which possessed for
me, in consequence, the charm of originality. In these poor
creatures, I thus argued, we find, amid much general dilapidation and
brokenness of mind, certain instincts and peculiarities remaining entire.
Here, in Angus, for instance, there is that instinctive cunning which some
of the lower animals, such as the fox, possess, existing in a wonderful
degree of perfection. Pope himself, who "could not drink tea without
a stratagem," could scarce have possessed a larger share of it. And
yet how distinct must not this sort of ingenuity be from the mechanical
ingenuity! Angus cannot fix a button in its hole. I even see
him baffled by a tall snuff-box, with a small quantity of snuff at its
bottom, that lies beyond the reach of his finger. He has not
ingenuity enough to lay it on its side, or to empty its snuff on his palm;
but stretches and ever stretches towards it the unavailing digit, and then
gets angry to find it elude his touch. There are other idiots,
however, who have none of Angus's cunning, in whom this mechanical ability
is decidedly developed. Many of the cretins of the Alps are said to
be remarkable for their skill as artisans; and it is told of a Scotch
idiot, who lived in a cottage on the Maolbuie Common in the upper part of
the Black Isle, and in whom a similar mechanical ability existed,
abstracted from ability of almost every other kind, that, among other
things, he fabricated, out of a piece of rude metal; a large sacking
needle. Angus is attached to his patron, and mourns for the deceased
lady; but he seems to have little general regard for the species—simply
courting for the time those from whom he expects snuff. The Cromarty
idiot, on the contrary, is obliging and kindly to all, and bears a
peculiar love to children; and, though more an imbecile in some respects
than even Angus, he has a turn for dress, and can attire himself very
neatly. In this last respect, however, the Cromarty fool was
excelled by an idiot of the last age, known to the children of many a
village and hamlet as Fool Charloch, who used to go wandering about the
country, adorned, somewhat in the style of an Indian chief, with half a
peacock's tail stuck in his cap. Yet another idiot, a fierce and
dangerous creature, seemed as invariably malignant in his dispositions as
the Cromarty one is benevolent, and died in a prison, to which he was
committed for killing a poor half-witted associate. Yet another
idiot of the north of Scotland had a strange turn for the supernatural.
He was a mutterer of charms, and a watcher of omens, and possessed it was
said, the second sight. I collected not a few other facts of a
similar kind, and thus reasoned regarding them:—
These idiots are imperfect men, from whose minds certain
faculties have been effaced, and other faculties left to exhibit
themselves, all the more prominently from the circumstances of their
standing so much alone. They resemble men who have lost their hands,
but retain their feet, or who have lost their sight or smell, but retain
their taste and hearing. But as the limbs and the senses, if they
did not exist as separate parts of the frame, could not be separately
lost, so in the mind itself, or in at least the organization through which
the mind manifests itself, there must also be separate parts, or they
would not be thus found isolated by Nature in her mutilated and abortive
specimens. Those metaphysicans who deal by the mind as if it were
simply a general power existing in states, must be scarce less in error
than if they were to regard the senses as merely a general power existing
in states, instead of recognising them as distinct, independent powers, so
various often in their degree of development, that, from the full
perfection of any one of them, the perfection, or even the existence, of
any of the others cannot be predicated. If, for instance, it were—as
some physicians hold—the same general warmth of emotive power that glows
in benevolence and burns in resentment, the fierce, dangerous idiot that
killed his companion, and the kindly-dispositioned Cromarty one who takes
home pailfuls of water to the poor old women of the place, and parts with
his own toys to its children, would, instead of thus exhibiting the
opposite poles of character, at least so far resemble one another, that
the vindictive fool would at times be kindly and obliging, and the
benevolent one at times violent and resentful. But such is not the
case: the one is never madly savage—the other never genial and kind; and
so it seems legitimate to infer, that it is not a general power or energy
that acts through them in different states, but two particular powers or
energies, as unlike in their natures, and as capable of acting apart, as
seeing and hearing. Even powers which seem to have so much in
common, that the same words are sometimes made use of in inference to
both, may be as distinct as smelling and tasting. We speak of the
cunning workman, and we speak of the cunning man; and refer to a certain
faculty of contrivance manifested in dealing with characters and affairs
on the part of the one, and in dealing with certain modifications of
matter on the part of the other; but so entirely different are the two
faculties, and, further, so little dependent are they, in at least their
first elements on intellect, that we may find the cunning which manifests
itself in affairs, existing, as in Angus, totally dissociated from
mechanical skill; and, on the other hand, the cunning of the artisan,
existing as in the idiot of the Maolbuie, totally dissociated from that of
the diplomatist. In short, regarding idiots as persons of
fragmentary mind, in whom certain primary mental elements may be found
standing out in a state of great entireness, and all the more striking in
their belief from the isolation, I came to view them as bits of analysis,
if I may so express myself, made to my hand by nature, and from the study
of which I could conceive of the structure of minds of a more complete,
and therefore more complex character. As children learn the alphabet
from cards, each of which contains only a letter or two a-piece, printed
large, I held at this time, and, with a few modifications, hold still,
that those primary sentiments and propensities which form the basis of
character, may be found separately stamped in the same way on the
comparatively blank minds of the imbecile; and that the student of mental
philosophy might learn from them what may be regarded as the alphabet of
his science, much more truthfully than from those metaphysicians who
represent mind as a power not manifested in contemporaneous and separable
faculties, but as existing in consecutive states.
Cromarty had been fortunate in its parish ministers.
From the death of its last curate, shortly after the Revolution, and the
consequent return of its old "outed minister," who had resigned his living
for conscience' sake, twenty-eight years before, and now came to spend his
evening of life with his people, it had enjoyed the services of a series
of devout and popular men; and so the cause of the Establishment was
particularly strong in both town and parish. At the beginning of the
present century Cromarty had not its single dissenter; and though a few of
what were known as "Haldane's people" [117]
might be found in it, some eight or ten years later they failed in
effecting a lodgment, and ultimately quitted it for a neighbouring town.
Almost all the Dissent that has arisen in Scotland since the Revolution
has been an effect of Moderatism [118]
and forced settlements; and as the place had known neither, its people
continued to harbour within the Church of their fathers, nor wished to
change. A vacancy had occurred in the incumbency, during my sojourn
in the south, through the death of the incumbent, the respected minister
of my childhood and youth; and I found, on my return, a new face in the
pulpit. It was that of a remarkable man—the late Mr Stewart of
Cromarty—one of at once the most original thinkers and profound
theologians I ever knew; though he has, alas! left as little remark of his
exquisite talent behind him, as those sweet singers of former ages, the
memory of whose enchanting notes has died, save as a doubtful echo, with
the generation that heard them. I sat with few interruptions, for
sixteen years under his ministry; and for nearly twelve of these enjoyed
his confidence and friendship.
I never could press myself on the notice of superior men,
however desirous of forming their acquaintance; and have, in consequence,
missed opportunities innumerable of coming in friendly contact with
persons whom it would be at once a pleasure and an honour to know.
And so, for the first two years, or rather more, I was content to listen
with profound attention to the pulpit addresses of my new minister, and to
appear as a catechumen, when my turn came, at his diets of catechising.
He had been struck, however, as he afterwards told me, by my sustained
attention when at church; and, on making inquiry regarding me among his
friends, he was informed that I was a great reader, and, it was believed,
a writer of verse. And coming unwittingly out upon him one day as he
was passing, when quitting my work-place for the street, he addressed me.
"Well, lad," he said, "it is your dinner hour: I hear I have a poet among
my people?" "I doubt it much," I replied. "Well," he rejoined,
"one may fall short of being a poet, and yet gain by exercising one's
tastes and talents in the poetic walk. The accomplishment of verse
is at least not a vulgar one." The conversation went on as we passed
together along the street; and he stood for a time opposite the manse
door. "I am forming," he said, "a small library for our
Sabbath-school scholars and teachers: most of the books are simple enough
little things; but it contains a few works of the intellectual class.
Call upon me this evening that we may look over them, and you may perhaps
find among them some volumes you would wish to read." I accordingly
waited upon him in the evening; and we had a long conversation together.
He was, I saw, curiously sounding me, and taking my measure in all
directions; or, as he himself afterwards used to express it in his
characteristic way, he was like a traveller who, having come unexpectedly
on a dark pool in a ford, dips down his staff, to ascertain the depth of
the water and the nature of the bottom. He inquired regarding my
reading, and found that in the belles-lettres, especially in English
literature, it was about as extensive as his own. He next inquired
respecting my acquaintance with the metaphysicians. "Had I read
Reid?" "Yes." "Brown?" "Yes." "Hume?"
"Yes." "Ah! ha! Hume! ! By the way, has he not something very
ingenious about miracles? Do you remember his argument?" I
stated the argument. "Ah, very ingenious—most ingenious. And
how would you answer that?" I said, "I thought I could give an
abstract of the reply of Campbell," and sketched in outline the reverend
Doctor's argument. "And do you deem that satisfactory?" said the
minister. "No, not at all," I replied. "No! no! that's not
satisfactory." "But perfectly satisfactory," I rejoined, "that such
is the general partiality for the better side, that the worse argument has
been received as perfectly adequate for the last sixty years." The
minister's face gleamed with the broad fun that entered so largely into
his composition, and the conversation shifted into other channels.
From that night forward I enjoyed perhaps more of his
confidence and conversation than any other man in his parish. Many
an hour did he spend beside me in the churchyard, and many a quiet tea did
I enjoy in the manse; and I learned to know how much solid worth and true
wisdom lay under the somewhat eccentric exterior of a man who sacrificed
scarce anything to the conventionalities. This, with the exception
of Chalmers, sublimest of Scottish preachers—for, little as he was known,
I will challenge for him that place—was a genial man, who, for the sake of
a joke, would sacrifice anything save principle; but, though marvellously
careless of maintaining intact the "gloss of the clerical enamel," never
was there sincerity more genuine than his, or a more thorough honesty.
Content to be in the right, he never thought of simulating it, and
sacrificed even less than he ought to appearances. I may mention,
that on coming to Edinburgh, I found the peculiar taste formed under the
ministrations of Mr Stewart most thoroughly gratified under those of Dr
Guthrie; and that in looking round the congregation, I saw, with pleasure
rather than surprise, that all Mr Stewart's people resident in Edinburgh
had come to the same conclusion; for there—sitting in the Doctor's
pews—they all were. Certainly in fertility of illustration, in
soul-stirring evangelistic doctrine, and in a general basis of rich
humour, the resemblance between the deceased and the living minister seems
complete; but genius is always unique; and while in breadth of popular
power Dr Guthrie stands alone among living preachers, I have never either
heard or read argument in the analogical field that in ingenuity or
originality equalled that of Mr Stewart.
That in which he especially excelled all the men I ever knew
was the power of detecting and establishing occult resemblances. He
seemed able to read off, as if by intuition—not by snatches and fragments,
but as a consecutive whole—that old revelation of type and symbol which
God first gave to man; and when privileged to listen to him, I have been
constrained to recognise, in the evident integrity of the reading, and the
profound and consistent theological system which the pictorial record
conveyed, a demonstration of the divinity of its origin, not less powerful
and convincing than the demonstrations of the other and more familiar
departments of the Christian evidences. Compared with other
theologians in this province, I have felt under his ministry as if, when
admitted to the company of some party of modern savans employed in
deciphering a hieroglyphic covered obelisk of the desert, and here
successful in discovering the meaning of an insulated sign, and there of a
detached symbol, we had been suddenly joined by some sage of the olden
time, to whom the mysterious inscription was but a piece of common
language written in a familiar alphabet, and who could read off fluently,
and as a whole, what the others could but darkly guess at in detached and
broken parts. To this singular power of tracing analogies there was
added in Mr Stewart an ability of originating the most vivid
illustrations. In some instances a sudden stroke produced a figure
that at once illumined the subject-matter of his discourse, like the light
of a lanthorn flashed hastily upon a painted wall; in others he dwelt upon
an illustrative picture, finishing it with stroke after stroke, until it
filled the whole imagination, and sank deep into the memory. I
remember hearing him preach, on one occasion, on the return of the Jews as
a people to Him whom they had rejected, and the effect which their sudden
conversion could not fail to have on the unbelieving and Gentile world.
Suddenly his language, from its high level of eloquent simplicity, became
that of metaphor, "When JOSEPH," he said, "shall
reveal himself to his brethren, the whole house of Pharaoh shall
hear the weeping." On another occasion I heard him dwell on that
vast profundity, characteristic of the scriptural revelation of God, which
ever deepens and broadens the longer and more thoroughly it is explored,
until at length the student—struck at first by its expansiveness, but
conceiving of it as if it were a mere measured expansiveness—finds
that it partakes of the unlimited infinity of the Divine nature itself.
Naturally and simply, as if growing out of the subject, like a
berry-covered misletoe out of the massy trunk of an oak, there sprung up
one of his more lengthened illustrations. A child bred up in the
interior of the country has been brought for the first time to the
sea-shore, and carried out into the middle of one of the noble little
firths that indent so deeply our line of coast. And, on his return,
he describes to his father, with all a child's eagerness, the wonderful
expansiveness of the ocean which he had seen. He went out, he
tells him, far amid the great waves and the rushing tides, until at length
the hills seemed diminished into mere hummocks, and the wide land itself
appeared along the waters but as a slim strip of blue. And then,
when in mid-sea, the sailors heaved the lead; and it went down, and down,
and down, and the long line slipped swiftly away, coil after coil, till,
ere the plummet rested on the ooze below, all was well-nigh expended.
And was it not the great sea, asks the boy, that was so vastly broad, and
so profoundly deep? Ah! my child, exclaims the father, you have not
seen aught of its greatness: you have sailed over merely one of its little
arms. Had it been out into the wild ocean that the seamen had
carried you, "you would have seen no shore, and you would have found
no bottom." In one rare quality of the orator Mr Stewart stood alone
among his contemporaries. Pope refers to a strange power of creating
love and admiration by "just touching the brink of all we hate." And
Burke, in some of his nobler passages, happily exemplifies the thing.
He intensified the effect of his burning eloquence by the employment of
figures so homely—nay, almost so repulsive—that the man of lower powers
who ventured on their use would find them effective in but lowering his
subject, and ruining his cause. I need but refer, in illustration,
to the well-known figure of the disembowelled bird, which occurs in the
indignant denial that the character of the revolutionary French in aught
resembled that of the English. "We have not," says the orator, "been
drawn and trussed, in order that we may be filled, like stuffed birds in a
museum, with chaff, and rags, and paltry blurred shreds of paper about the
rights of man." Into this perilous but singularly effective
department closed against even superior men, Mr Stewart could enter safely
and at will. One of the last sermons I heard him preach—a discourse
of singular power—was on the "Sin-offering" of the Jewish economy, as
minutely described in Leviticus. He drew a picture of the
slaughtered animal, foul with dust and blood, and streaming, in its
impurity, to the sun, as it awaited the consuming fire amid the
uncleanness of ashes outside the camp—its throat gashed across—its
entrails laid open; a vile and horrid thing, which no one could see
without experiencing emotions of disgust, nor touch without contracting
defilement. The description appeared too painfully vivid—its
introduction too little in accordance with the rules of a just taste.
But the master in this difficult walk knew what he was doing. And
that, he said, pointing to the strongly-coloured picture he had just
completed—"And THAT IS SIN." By one stroke the
intended effect was produced, and the rising disgust and horror
transferred from the revolting material image to the great moral evil.
How could such a man pass from earth, and leave no trace
behind him? Mainly, I believe, from two several causes. As the
minister of an attached provincial congregation, a sense of duty, and the
promptings of a highly intellectual nature, to which exertion was
enjoyment, led him to study much and deeply; and he poured forth viva
voce his full-volumed and ever-sparkling tide of eloquent idea, as
freely and richly as the nightingale, unconscious of a listener, pours
forth her melody in the shade. But, strangely diffident of his own
powers, he could not be made to believe that what so much impressed and
delighted the privileged few who surrounded him, was equally suited to
impress and delight the intellectual many outside; or that he was fitted
to speak through the press in tones which would compel the attention, not
merely of the religious, but also of the literary world. Further,
practising but little the art of elaborate composition, and master of a
spoken style more effective for the purposes of the pulpit than almost any
written one, save that of Chalmers, he failed, in all his attempts in
writing, to satisfy a fastidious taste, which he had suffered greatly to
outgrow his ability of production. And so he failed to leave any
adequate mark behind him. I find that for my stock of theological
idea, not directly derived from Scripture, I stand more indebted to two
Scotch theologians than to all other men of their profession and class.
The one of these was Thomas Chalmers—the other, Alexander Stewart: the one
a name known wherever the English language is spoken; while of the other
it is only remembered, and by comparatively a few, that the impression did
exist at the time of his death, that
A mighty spirit was eclipsed—a power
Had passed from day to darkness, to whose hour
Of light no likeness was bequeathed—no name. |
CHAPTER XIX.
See yonder poor o'er-labour'd wight,
So abject, mean, and vile,
Who begs a brother of the earth
To give him leave to toil;
And see his lordly fellow-worm
The poor petition spurn.—BURNS. |
WORK failed me about the end of June 1828; and,
acting on the advice of a friend who believed that my style of cutting
inscriptions could not fail to secure for me a good many little jobs in
the churchyards of Inverness, I visited that place, and inserted a brief
advertisement in one of the newspapers, soliciting employment. I
ventured to characterize my style of engraving as neat and correct; laying
especial emphasis on the correctness, as a quality not very common among
the stonecutters of the north. It was not a Scotch, but an English
mason, who, when engaged, at the instance of a bereaved widower, in
recording on his wife's tombstone that a "virtuous woman is a crown to her
husband," corrupted the text, in his simplicity, by substituting "5s." for
the "crown." But even Scotch masons do make odd enough mistakes at
times, especially in the provinces; and I felt it would be something
gained could I but get an opportunity of showing the Inverness public that
I had at least English enough to avoid the commoner errors. My
verses, thought I, are at least tolerably correct: could I not get some
one or two copies introduced into the poet's corner of the Inverness
Courier or Journal, and thus show that I have literature enough
to be trusted with the cutting of an epitaph on a gravestone? I had
a letter of introduction from a friend in Cromarty to one of the ministers
of the place, himself an author, and a person of influence with the
proprietors of the Courier; and, calculating on some amount of
literary sympathy from a man accustomed to court the public through the
medium of the press, I thought I might just venture on stating the case to
him. I first, however, wrote a brief address, in octo-syllabic
quatrains, to the river which flows through the town, and gives to it its
name:—a composition which has, I find, more of the advertisement in it
than is quite seemly, but which would have perhaps expressed less
confidence had it been written less under the influence of a shrinking
timidity, that tried to reassure itself by words of comfort and
encouragement.
I was informed that the minister's hour for receiving
visitors of the humbler class was between eleven and twelve at noon; and,
with the letter of introduction and my copy of verses in my pocket, I
called at the manse, and was shown into a little narrow ante-room,
furnished with two seats of deal that ran along the opposite walls.
I found the place occupied by some six or seven individuals—more than
half their number old withered women, in very shabby habiliments, who, as
I soon learned from a conversation which they kept up in a grave
under-tone, about weekly allowances, and the partialities of the session,
were paupers. The others were young men, who had apparently serious
requests to prefer anent marriage and baptism; for I saw that one of them
was ever and anon drawing from his breast-pocket a tattered copy of the
Shorter Catechism, and running over the questions; and I overheard another
asking his neighbour, "who drew up the contract lines for him," and "where
he had got the whisky." The minister entered; and as he passed into
the inner room, we all rose. He stood for a moment in the doorway,
and, beckoning on one of the young men—him of the Catechism—they went in
together, and the door closed. They remained closeted together for
about twenty minutes or half an hour, and then the young man went out; and
another young man—he who had procured the contract lines and the
whisky—took his place. The interview in this second case, however,
was much shorter than the first; and a very few minutes served to despatch
the business of the third young man; and then the minister, coming to the
doorway, looked first at the old women and then at me, as if mentally
determining our respective claims to priority; and, mine at length
prevailing—I know not on what occult principle—I was beckoned in.
I presented my letter of introduction, which was graciously read; and
though the nature of the business did strike me as ludicrously out of
keeping with the place, and it did cost me some little trouble to suppress
at one time a burst of laughter, that would, of course, have been
prodigiously improper in the circumstances, I detailed to him in a few
words my little plan, and handed him my copy of verses. He read them
aloud with slow deliberation.
ODE TO THE NESS |
Child of the lake! whose silvery gleam
Cheers the rough desert, dark and lone, [119]—
A brown, deep, sullen, restless stream,
With ceaseless speed thou hurriest on.
And yet thy banks with flowers are gay;
The sun laughs on thy troubled breast;
And o'er thy tides the zephyrs play,
Though nought be thine of quiet rest. [120]
Stream of the lake! to him who strays,
Lonely, thy winding marge along,
Not fraught with lore of other days,
And yet not all unblest in song—
To him thou tell'st of busy men,
Who madly waste their present day,
Pursuing hopes, baseless as vain,
While life, untasted, glides away.
Stream of the lake! why hasten on?
A boist'rous ocean spreads before,
Where dash dark tides, and wild winds moan,
And foam-wreaths skirt a cheerless shore,
Nor bending flowers, nor waving fields,
Nor aught of rest is there for thee;
But rest to thee no pleasure yields;
Then haste and join the stormy sea!
Stream of the lake! of bloody men,
Who thirst the guilty fight to try—
Who seek for joy in mortal pain,
Music in misery's thrilling cry—
Thou tell'st: peace yields no joy to them,
Nor harmless Pleasure's golden smile;
Of evil deed the cheerless fame
Is all the meed that crowns their toil.
Not such would prove if Pleasure shone
Stream of the deep and peaceful lake
His course, whom Hardship urges on,
Through cheerless waste and thorny brake.
For, ah! each pleasing scene he loves,
And peace is all his heart's desire;
And, ah! of scenes where Pleasure roves,
And Peace, could gentle minstrel tire?
Stream of the lake! for thee await
The tempests of an angry main;
A brighter hope, a happier fate,
He boasts, whose present course is pain.
Yes, even for him may death prepare
A home of pleasure, peace, and love;
Thus blessed by hope, little his care,
Though rough his present course may prove. |
The minister paused as he concluded, and looked puzzled.
"Pretty well, I daresay," he said; "but I do not now read poetry.
You, however, use a word that is not English—'Thy winding marge
along.' Marge!—What is marge?" "You will find it in Johnson,"
I said. "Ah, but we must not use all the words we find in Johnson."
"But the poets make frequent use of it." "What poets?"
"Spenser." " Too old—too old; no authority now," said the minister.
"But the Wartons also use it." "I don't know the Wartons." "It
occurs also," I iterated, "in one of the most finished sonnets of Henry
Kirke White." "What sonnet?" "That to the river Trent.
Once more, O Trent! along thy pebbly marge,
A pensive invalid, reduced and pale,
From the close sick-room newly set at large,
Woos to his woe-worn cheek the pleasant gale. |
It is, in short, one of the common English words of the poetic
vocabulary." Could a man in quest of a patronage, and actually at
the time soliciting a favour, possibly contrive to say anything more
imprudent? And this, too, to a gentleman so much accustomed to be
deferred to when he took up his ground on the Standards, as
sometimes to forget, through the sheer force of habit, that he was not a
standard himself! He coloured to the eyes; and his condescending
humility, which seemed, I thought, rather too great for the occasion, and
was of a kind which my friend Mr Stewart never used to exhibit, appeared
somewhat ruffled. "I have no acquaintance," he said, "with the
editor of the Courier; we take opposite sides on very important
questions; and I cannot recommend your verses to him; but call on Mr —;
he is one of the proprietors; and, with my compliments, state your case to
him; he will be perhaps able to assist you. Meanwhile, I wish you
all success." The minister hurried me out, and one of the withered
old women was called in. "This," I said to myself, as I stepped into
the street, "is the sort of patronage which letters of introduction
procure for one. I don't think I'll seek any more of it."
Meeting on the street, however, with two Cromarty friends,
one of whom was just going to call on the gentlemen named by the minister,
he induced me to accompany him. The other said, as he took his
separate way, that having come to visit an old townsman settled in
Inverness, a man of some influence in the burgh, he would state my case to
him; and he was sure he would exert himself to procure me employment.
I have already referred to the mark of Burns. It is recorded by his
brother Gilbert, that the poet used often to say, "That he could not well
conceive a more mortifying picture of human life, than a man seeking
work;" and that the exquisite dirge, "Man was made to mourn," owes its
existence to the sentiment. The feeling is certainly a very
depressing one; and as on most other occasions work rather sought me than
I the work, I experienced more of it at this time than at any other period
of my life. I of course could hardly expect that people should die
off and require epitaphs merely to accommodate me. That demand of
employment as a right in all cases and circumstances, which the more
extreme "claims-of-labour men" do not scruple to urge, is the result of a
sort of indignant reaction on this feeling—a feeling which became poetry
in Burns and nonsense in the Communists; but which I experienced neither
as nonsense nor poetry, but simply as a depressing conviction that I was
one man too many in the world. The gentleman on whom I now called
with my friend was a person both of business habits and literary tastes;
but I saw that my poetic scheme rather damaged me in his estimation.
The English verse produced at this time in the far north was of a kind ill
fitted for the literary market, and usually published, or rather
printed—for published it never was—by that teasing subscription scheme
which so often robs men of good money, and gives them bad books in
exchange; and he seemed to set me down as one of the annoying semi-beggar
class;—rather a mistake, I should hope. He, however, obligingly
introduced me to a gentleman of literature and science, the secretary of a
society of the place, antiquarian and scientific in its character, termed
the "Northern Institution," and the honorary conservator of its museum—an
interesting miscellaneous collection which I had previously seen, and in
connexion with which I had formed my only other scheme of getting into
employment.
I wrote that old English hand which has been revived of late
by the general rage for the mediæval, but
which at that time was one of the lost arts, with much neatness; and could
produce imitations of the illuminated manuscripts that preceded our
printed books, which even an antiquary would have pronounced respectable.
And, addressing the members of the Northern Institution on the character
and tendency of their pursuits, in a somewhat lengthy piece of verse,
written in what I least intended to be the manner of Dryden, as
exemplified in his middle style poems, such as the Religio Laici, I
engrossed it in the old hand, and now called on the Secretary, to request
that he would present it at the first meeting of the Society, which was to
be held, I understood, in a few days. The secretary was busy at his
desk; but he received me politely, spoke approvingly of my work as an
imitation of the old manuscript, and obligingly charged himself with its
delivery at the meeting: and so we parted for the time, not in the least
aware that there was a science which dealt with characters greatly more
ancient than those of the old manuscripts, and laden with profounder
meanings, in which we both took a deep interest, and regarding which we
could have exchanged facts and ideas with mutual pleasure and profit.
The Secretary of the Northern Institution at this time was Mr George
Anderson, the well-known geologist, and joint author with his brother of
the admirable "Guide-Book to the Highlands," which bears their name.
I never heard how my address fared. It would, of course, have been
tabled—looked at, I suppose, for a few seconds by a member or two—and then
set aside; and it is probably still in the archives of the Institution
awaiting the light of future ages, when its simulated antiquity shall have
become real. It was not written in a character to be read, nor, I
fear, very readable in any character; and so the members of the
Institution must have remained ignorant of all the wisdom I had found in
their pursuits, antiquarian and ethnological. The following forms an
average specimen of the production:—
'Tis yours to trace
Each deep-fixed trait that marks the human race;
And as the Egyptian priests, with mystery fraught,
By signs, not words, of Sphynx, and Horns taught,
So, 'mid your stores, by things, not books, ye scan
The powers, scope, history, of the mind of man.
Yon chequered wall displays the arms of war
Of times remote, and nations distant far;
Alas! the club and brand but serve to show
How wide extends the reign of wrong and woe;
And tores uncouth, and feathery circlets, tell
In human hearts what gewgaw follies dwell.
Yes! all that man has framed his image bears;
And much of hate, and much of pride, appears.
Pleasant it is each diverse step to scan,
By which the savage first assumes the man;
To mark what feelings sway his softening breast,
Or what strong passion triumphs o'er the rest.
Narrow of heart, or free, or brave, or base,
Ev'n in the infant we the man may trace;
And from the rude ungainly sires may know
Each striking trait the polished sons shall show.
Dependent on what moods assume the reign,
Science shall smile, or spread her stores in vain:
As coward fears, or generous passions sway,
Shall freedom reign, or heartless slaves obey.
Not unto chance must aught of power be given,—
A country's genius is the gift of Heaven.
What warms the poet's lays with generous fire,
To which no toil can reach, no art aspire?
Who taught the sage, with deepest wisdom fraught,
While scarce one pupil grasps the ponderous thought?
Nay, wherefore ask?—as Heaven the mind bestows,
A Napier calculates and a Thomson glows.
Now turn to where, beneath the city wall,
The sun's fierce rays in unbroke splendour fall;
Vacant and weak, there sits the idiot boy,
Of pain scarce conscious, scarce alive to joy;
A thousand busy sounds around him roar;
Trade wields the tool, and Commerce plies the oar;
But, all unheeding of the restless scene,
Of toil he nothing knows, and nought of gain:
The thoughts of common minds were strange to him,
Ev'n as to such a Napier's thoughts would seem.
Thus, as in men, in peopled states, we find
Unequal powers, and varied tones of mind:
Timid or dauntless, high of thought or low,
O'erwhelmed with phlegm, or fraught with fire they glow.
And as the sculptor's art is better shown
In Parian marble than in porous stone,
Wreaths fresh or sear'd repay refinement's toil,
As genius owns or dulness stamps the soil.
Where isles of coral stud the southern main,
And painted kings and cinctured warriors reign,
Nations there are who native worth possess,—
Whom every art shall court, each science bless
And tribes there are, heavy of heart and slow,
On whom no coming age a change shall know. |
There was, I suspect, a waste of effort in all this planning;
but some men seem destined to do things clumsily and ill, at many times
the expense which serves to secure success to the more adroit. I
despatched my Ode to the newspaper, accompanied by a letter of
explanation; but it fared as ill as my Address to the Institution; and a
single line in italics in the next number intimated that it was not to
appear. And thus both my schemes were, as they ought to be, knocked
on the head. I have not schemed any since. Strategy, is, I
fear, not my forte; and it is idle to attempt doing in spite of nature
what one has not been born to do well. Besides, I began to be
seriously dissatisfied with myself; there seemed to be nothing absolutely
wrong in a man who wanted honest employment taking this way of showing he
was capable of it; but I felt the spirit within rise against it; and so I
resolved to ask no more favours of any one, even should poets' corners
remain shut against me for ever, or however little Institutions, literary
or scientific, might favour me with their notice. I strode along the
streets, half an inch taller on the strength of the resolution; and
straightway, as if to reward me for my magnanimity, an offer of employment
came my way unsolicited. I was addressed by the recruiting serjeant
of a Highland regiment, who asked me if I did not belong to the Aird?
"No, not to the Aird; to Cromarty," I replied, "Ah, to Cromarty—very fine
place! But would you not better bid adieu to Cromarty, and come
along with me? We have a capital grenadier company; and in our
regiment a stout and steady man is always sure to get on." I thanked
him, but declined his invitation; and, with an apology on his part, which
was not in the least needed or expected, we parted.
Though verse and old English failed me, the simple statement
made by my Cromarty friend to my townsman located in Inverness, that I was
a good workman, and wanted work, procured me at once the cutting of an
inscription, and two little jobs in Cromarty besides, which I was to
execute on my return home. The Inverness job was soon completed; but
I had the near prospect of another; and as the little bit of the public
that came my way approved of my cutting, I trusted employment would flow
in apace. I lodged with a worthy old widow, conscientious and
devout, and ever doing her humble work consciously in the eye of the Great
Taskmaster—one of a class of persons not at all so numerous in the world
as might be desirable, but sufficiently common to render it rather a
marvel that some of our modern masters of fiction should never have
chanced—judging from their writings—to come in contact with any of them.
She had an only son, a working cabinetmaker, who used occasionally to
annoy her by his silly jokes at serious things, and who was courting at
this time a sweetheart who had five hundred pounds in the bank—an
immensely large sum to a man in his circumstances. He had urged his
suit with such apparent success, that the marriage day was fixed and at
hand, and the house which he had engaged as his future residence fully
furnished. And it was his prospective brother-in-law who was to be
my new employer, so soon as the wedding should leave him leisure enough to
furnish epitaphs for two tombstones recently placed in the family
burying-ground. The wedding-day arrived; and, to be out of the way
of the bustle and the pageant, I retired to the house of a neighbour, a
carpenter, whom I had obliged by a few lessons in practical geometry and
architectural drawing. The carpenter was at the wedding; and, with
the whole house to myself, I was engaged in writing, when up flew the
door, and in rushed my pupil the carpenter. "What has happened?"
I asked. "Happened!" said the carpenter,—"Happened! ! The bride's
away with another man! ! The bridegroom has taken to his bed, and
raves like a madman; and his poor old mother—good honest woman—is crying
like a child. Do come and see what can be done." I accompanied
him to my landlady's, where I found the bridegroom in the paroxysm of
mingled grief and rage, congratulating himself on his escape, and
bemoaning his unhappy disappointment, by turns. He lay athwart the
bed, which he told me in the morning he had quitted for the last time; but
as I entered, he half rose, and, seizing on a pair of new shoes which had
been prepared for the bride, and lay on a table beside him, he hurled them
against the wall, first the one and then the other, until they came
rebounding back across the room; and then, with an exclamation that need
not be repeated, he dashed himself down again. I did my best to
comfort his poor mother, who seemed to feel very keenly the slight done to
her son, and to anticipate with dread the scandal and gossip of which it
would render her humble household the subject. She seemed sensible,
however, that he had made an escape, and at once acquiesced in my
suggestion, that all that should now be done would be to get every expense
her son had been at in his preparations for housekeeping and the wedding
transferred to the shoulders of the other party. And such an
arrangement could, I thought, be easily effected through the bride's
brother, who seemed to be a reasonable man, and who would be aware also
that a suit at law could be instituted in the case against his sister;
though in any such suit I held it might be best for both parties not to
engage. And at the old woman's request, I set out with the carpenter
to wait on the bride's brother, in order to see whether he was not
prepared for some such arrangement as I suggested, and, besides, able to
furnish us with some explanation of the extraordinary step taken by the
bride.
We were overtaken, as we passed along the street, by a person
who was, he said, in search of us, and who now requested us to accompany
him; and, threading our way, under his guidance, through a few narrow
lanes that traverse the assemblage of houses on the west bank of the Ness,
we stopped at the door of an obscure alehouse. This, said our
conductor, we have found to be the retreat of the bride. He ushered
us into a room occupied by some eight or ten persons, drawn up on the
opposite sides, with a blank space between. On the one side sat the
bride, a high-coloured, buxom young girl, serene and erect as Britannia on
the halfpennies, and guarded by two stout fellows, masons or slaters
apparently, in their working dresses. They looked hard at the
carpenter and me as we entered, of course regarding us as the assailants
against whom they would have to maintain their prize. On the other
side sat a group of the bride's relatives—among the rest her
brother—silent, and all apparently very much grieved; while in the space
between them there stumped up and down a lame, sallow-complexioned oddity,
in shabby black, who seemed to be making a set oration, to which no one
replied, about the sacred claims of love, and the cruelty of interfering
with the affections of young people. Neither the carpenter nor
myself felt any inclination to debate with the orator, or fight with the
guards, or yet to interfere with the affections of the young lady; and so,
calling out the brother into another room, and expressing our regret at
what had happened, we stated our case, and found him, as we had expected,
very reasonable. We could not, however, treat for the absent
bridegroom, nor could he engage for his sister; and so we had to part
without coming to any agreement. There were points about the case
which at first I could not understand. My jilted acquaintance the
cabinetmaker had not only enjoyed the countenance of all his mistress's
relatives, but he had been also as well received by herself as lovers
usually are: she had written him kind letters, and accepted of his
presents; and then, just as her friends were sitting down to the marriage
breakfast she had eloped with another man. The other man, however—a
handsome fellow, but great scamp—had a prior claim to her regards: he had
been the lover of her choice, though detested by her brother and all her
friends, who were sufficiently well acquainted with his character to know
that he would land her in ruin; and during his absence in the country,
where he was working as a slater, they had lent their influence and
countenance to my acquaintance the cabinetmaker, in order to get her
married to a comparatively safe man, out of the slater's reach. And,
not very strong of will, she had acquiesced in the arrangement. On
the eve of the marriage, however, the slater had come into town; and,
exchanging clothes with an acquaintance, a Highland soldier, he had walked
unsuspected opposite her door, until, finding an opportunity of conversing
with her on the morning of the wedding day, he had represented her new
lover as a silly, ill-shaped fellow, who had just head enough to be
mercenary, and himself as one of the most devoted and disconsolate of
lovers. And, his soft tongue and fine leg gaining the day, she had
left the marriage guests to enjoy their tea and toast without her, and set
off with him to the change-house. Ultimately the affair ended ill
for all parties. I lost my job, for I saw no more of the bride's
brother; the wrong-headed cabinetmaker, contrary to the advice of his
mother and her lodger, entered into a lawsuit, in which he got small
damages and much vexation; and the slater and his mistress broke out into
such a course of dissipation after becoming man and wife, that they and
the five hundred pounds came to an end almost together. Shortly
after, my landlady and her son quitted the country for the United States.
So favourably had the poor woman impressed me as one of the truly
excellent, that I took a journey from Cromarty to Inverness—a distance of
nineteen miles—to bid her farewell; but I found, on my arrival, her house
shut up, and learned that she had left the place for some sailing port on
the west coast two days before. She was a humble washerwoman; but I
am convinced that in the other world, which she must have entered long ere
now, she ranks considerably higher!
I waited on in Inverness, in the hope that, according to
Burns, "my brothers of the earth would give me leave to toil;" but the
hope was a vain one, as I succeeded in procuring no second job.
There was no lack, however, of the sort of employment which I could cut
out for myself; but the remuneration—only now in the process of being
realized, and that very slowly—had to be deferred to a distant day.
I had to give more than twelve years' credit to the pursuits that
engaged me: and as my capital was small, it was rather a trying matter to
be "kept so long out of my wages." There is a wonderful group of
what are now termed osars, [121]
in the immediate neighbourhood of Inverness—a group to which that Queen
of Scottish tomhans, the picturesque Tomnahuirich, belongs, and to the
examination of which I devoted several days. But I learned only to
state the difficulty which they form—not to solve it; and now that
Agassiz has promulgated his glacial theory, and that traces of the great
ice agencies have been detected all over Scotland, the mystery of the
osars remains a mystery still. I succeeded, however, in
determining at this time, that they belong to a later period than the
boulder clay, which I found underlying the great gravel formation of which
they form a part, in a section near Loch Ness that had been laid open
shortly before, in excavating for the great Caledonian Canal. And as all,
or almost all, the shells of the boulder clay are of species that still
live, me may infer that the mysterious osars were formed not very
long ere the introduction upon our planet of the inquisitive little
creature that has been puzzling himself—hitherto at least with no
satisfactory result—in attempting to account for their origin. I
examined, too, with some care, the old coast-line, so well developed in
this neighbourhood as to form one of the features of its striking scenery,
and which must be regarded as the geological memorial and representative
of those latter ages of the world in which the human epoch impinged on the
old Pre-Adamite periods. The magistrates of the place were engaged at the
time in doing their duty, like sensible men, as they were in what I could
not help thinking a somewhat barbarous instance. The neat, well
proportioned, very uninteresting jail spire of the burgh, about which, in
its integrity, no one cares anything, had been shaken by an earthquake,
which took place in the year 1816, into one of the greatest curiosities in
the kingdom. The earthquake, which, for a Scotch one, had been unprecedently severe, especially in the line of the great Caledonian
Valley, had, by a strange vorticose motion, twisted round the spire, so
that, at the transverse line of displacement, the panes and corners of the
octagonal broach which its top formed overshot their proper positions
fully seven inches. The corners were carried into nearly the middle of the
panes, as if some gigantic hand, in attempting to twirl round the building
by the spire, as one twirls round a spinning top by the stalk or bole,
had, from some failure in the coherency of the masonry, succeeded in
turning round only the part of which it had laid hold. Sir Charles Lyell
figures, in his "Principles," similar shifts in stones of two obelisks in
a Calabrian convent, and subjoins the ingenious suggestion on the subject
of Messrs Darwin and Mallet. And here was there a Scotch example of the
same sort of mysterious phenomena, not less curious than the Calabrian
one, and certainly unique in its character as Scotch, which, though
the injured building had already stood twelve years in its displaced
condition, and might stand for as many more as the hanging tower of Pisa,
the magistrates were laboriously effacing at the expense of the burgh. They were completely successful too; and the jail spire was duly restored
to its state of original insignificance, as a fifth-rate piece of
ornamental masonry. But how very absurd, save, mayhap, here and there, to
a geologist, must not these remarks appear!
But my criticisms, on the magistracy, however foolish, were silent
criticisms, and did harm to no one. About the time, however, in which I
was indulging in them, I imprudently exposed myself, by one of those
impulsive acts of which men repent at their leisure, to criticisms not
silent, and of a kind that occasionally do harm. I had been piqued by the
rejection of my verses on the Ness. True, I had no high opinion of their
merit, deeming them little more than equal to the average verses of
provincial prints; but then I had intimated my scheme of getting them
printed to a few Cromarty friends, and was now weak enough to be annoyed
at the thought that my townsfolk would regard me as an incompetent
blockhead, who could not write rhymes good enough for a newspaper. And so
I rashly determined on appealing to the public in a small volume. Had I
known as much as in an after period about newspaper affairs, and the mode
in which copies of verses are often dealt with by editors and their
assistants—fatigued with nonsense, and at once hopeless of finding
grain in the enormous heaps of chaff submitted to them, and too much
occupied to seek for it, even should they believe in its occurrence in the
form of single seeds sparsely scattered—I would have thought less of the
matter. As the case was, however, I hastily collected from among my piles
of manuscripts, some fifteen or twenty pieces in verse, written chiefly
during the preceding six years, and put them into the hands of the printer
of the Inverness Courier. It would have been a greatly wiser act, as I
soon came to see, had I put them into the fire instead; but my choice of a
printing-office secured to me at least one advantage—it brought me
acquainted with one of the ablest and most accomplished of Scotch
editors—the gentleman who now owns and still conducts the Courier; and,
besides, having once crossed the Rubicon, I felt all my native obstinacy
stirred up to make good a position for myself, despite of failures and
reverses on the further side. It is an advantage in some cases to be
committed. The clear large type of the Courier office did, however, show
me many a blemish in my verse that had escaped me before, and broke off
associations which—curiously linked with the manuscripts—had given to
the stanzas and passages which they contained charms of tone and colour
not their own. I began to find, too, that my humble accomplishment of
verse was too narrow to contain my thinking;—the thinking ability had
been growing, but not the ability of poetic expression; nay, much of the
thinking seemed to be of a kind not suited for poetic purposes at
all;—and though it was of course far better that I should come to know
this in time, than that, like some, even superior men, I should persist in
wasting, in inefficient verse, the hours in which vigorous prose might be
produced, it was at least quite mortifying enough to make the discovery
with half a volume of metre committed to type, and in the hands of the
printer. Resolving, however that my humble name should not appear in the
title-page, I went on with my volume. My new friend the editor kindly
inserted, from time to time, copies of its verses in the columns of his
paper, and strove to excite some degree of interest and expectation
regarding it; but my recent discovery had thoroughly sobered me, and I
awaited the publication of my volume not much elated by the honour done
me, and as little sanguine respecting its ultimate success as well might
be. And ere I quitted Inverness, a sad bereavement, which greatly narrowed
the circle of my best-beloved friends, threw very much into the background
all my thoughts regarding it.
On quitting Cromarty, I had left my uncle James labouring under an attack
of rheumatic fever; but though he had just entered his grand climacteric,
he was still a vigorous and active man, and I could not doubt that he had
strength of constitution enough to throw it off. He had failed to rally,
however; and after returning one evening from a long exploratory walk, I
found in my lodgings a note awaiting me, intimating his death. The blow
fell with stunning effect. Ever since the death of my father, my two
uncles had faithfully occupied his place; and James, of a franker and less
reserved temper than Alexander, and more tolerant of my boyish follies,
had, though I sincerely loved the other, laid stronger hold on my
affections. He was of a genial disposition, too, that always
remained sanguine in the cast of its hopes and anticipations; and he had
unwittingly flattered my vanity by taking me pretty much at my own
estimate—overweeningly high, of course, like that of almost all young
men, but mayhap necessary, in the character of a force, to make headway in
the face of obstruction and difficulty. Uncle James, like Le Balafré
in the novel, would have "ventured his nephew against the wight Wallace." I immediately set out for Cromarty; and, curious as it may seem, found
grief so companionable, that the four hours which I spent by the way
seemed hardly equal to one. I retained, however, only a confused
recollection of my journey, remembering little more than that, when
passing at midnight along the dreary Maolbuie, I saw the moon in her wane,
rising red and lightless out of the distant sea; and that, lying, as it
were, prostrate on the horizon, she reminded me of some o'ermatched
wrestler thrown helplessly on the ground.
On reaching home, I found my mother late as the hour was, still up, and
engaged in making a dead-dress for the body. "There is a letter from the
south, with a black seal awaiting you," she said; "I fear you have also
lost your friend William Ross." I opened the letter, and found her surmise
too well founded. It was a farewell letter, written in feeble characters,
but in no feeble spirit; and a brief postscript, added by a comrade,
intimated the death of the writer. "This," wrote the dying man, with a
hand fast forgetting its cunning, "is, to all human probability, my last
letter; but the thought gives me little trouble; for the hope of salvation
is in the blood of Jesus. Farewell my sincerest friend!" There is a
provision through which nature sets limits to both physical and mental
suffering. A man partially stunned by a violent blow is sometimes
conscious that it is followed by other blows, rather from seeing than from
feeling them; his capacity of suffering has been exhausted by the first;
and the others that fall upon him, though they may injure, fail to pain. And so also it is with strokes that fall on the affections. In other
circumstances, I would have grieved for the death of my friend, but my
mind was already occupied to the full by the death of my uncle; and,
though I saw the new stroke, several days elapsed ere I could feel it. My
friend, after half a lifetime of decline, had sunk suddenly. A comrade who
lived with him—a stout, florid lad—had been seized by the same insidious
malady as his own, about a twelvemonth before; and, previously
unacquainted with sickness, in him the progress of the disease had been
rapid, and his sufferings were so great, that he was incapacitated for
work several months ere his death. But my poor friend, though sinking at
the time, wrought for both: he was able to prosecute his
employments—which, according to Bacon, "required rather the finger than
the arm"—in even the latter stages of his complaint; and after supporting
and tending his dying comrade till he sank, he himself suddenly broke down
and died. And thus perished unknown, and in the prime of his days, a man
of sterling principle and fine genius. I found employment enough for the
few weeks which still remained of the working season of this year, in
hewing a tombstone for my uncle James, on which I inscribed an epitaph of
a few lines, that had the merit of being true. It characterized the
deceased—"James Wright"—as "an honest, warm-hearted man, who had the
happiness of living without reproach, and of dying without fear."
CHAPTER XX.
This while my notion's ta'en a sklent,
To try my fate in guid black prent;
But still the mair I'm that way bent,
Something cries, Hoolie!
I red you, honest man, tak tent
Ye'll shaw your folly.—BURNS. |
MY volume of verse passed but slowly through the
press; and as I had begun to look rather ruefully forward to its
appearance, there was no anxiety evinced on my part to urge it on.
At length, however, all the pieces were thrown into type; and I followed
them up by a tail-piece in prose, formed somewhat on the model of the
preface of Pope—for I was a great admirer, at the time, of the English
written by the "wits of Queen Anne"—in which I gave serious expression to
the suspicion that, as a writer of verse, I had mistaken my vocation.
"It is more than possible," I said, " that I have completely
failed in poetry. It may appear that, while grasping at originality
of description and sentiment, and striving to attain propriety of
expression, I have only been depicting common images, and embodying
obvious thoughts, and this, too, in inelegant language. Yet even in
this case, though disappointed, I shall not be without my sources of
comfort. The pleasure which I enjoy in composing verses is quite
independent of other men's opinions of them; and I expect to feel as happy
as ever in this amusement, even though assured that others could find no
pleasure in reading what I had found so much in writing. It is no
small solace to reflect, that the fable of the dog and shadow cannot apply
to me, since my predilection for poetry has not prevented me from
acquiring the skill of at least the common mechanic. I am not more
ignorant of masonry and architecture than many professors of these arts
who never measured a stanza. There is also some satisfaction in
reflecting that, unlike some would-be satirists, I have not assailed
private character; and that, though men may deride me as an unskilful
poet, they cannot justly detest me as a bad or ill-natured man. Nay,
I shall possibly have the pleasure of repaying those who may be merry at
my expense, in their own coin. An ill-conditioned critic is always a
more pitiable sort of person than an unsuccessful versifier; and the
desire of showing one's own discernment at the expense of one's neighbour,
a greatly worse thing than the simple wish, however divorced from the
ability, of affording him harmless pleasure. Further, it would, I
think, not be difficult to show that my mistake in supposing myself a poet
is not a whit more ridiculous, and infinitely less mischievous, than many
of those into which myriads of my fellow-men are falling every day.
I have seen the vicious attempting to teach morals, and the weak to unfold
mysteries. I have seen men set up for freethinkers who were born not
to think at all. To conclude, there will surely be cause for self-gratulation
in reflecting that, by becoming an author, I have only lost a few pounds,
not gained the reputation of being a mean fellow, who had teased all his
acquaintance until they had subscribed for a worthless book; and that the
severest remark of the severest critic can only be, 'a certain anonymous
rhymer is no poet.' "
As, notwithstanding the blank in the title-page, the
authorship of my volume would be known in Cromarty and its neighbourhood,
I set myself to see whether I could not, meanwhile, prepare for the press
something better suited to make an impression in my favour. In
tossing the bar or throwing the stone, the competitor who begins with a
rather indifferent cast is never very favourably judged if he immediately
mend it by giving a better; and I resolved on mending my cast, if I could,
by writing for the Inverness Courier—which was now open to me,
through the kindness of the editor—a series of carefully prepared letters
on some popular subject. In the days of Goldsmith, the
herring-fishing employed, as he tells us in one of his essays, "all Grub
Street." In the north of Scotland this fishery was a popular theme
little more than twenty years ago. The welfare of whole communities
depended in no slight degree on its success: it formed the basis of many a
calculation, and the subject of many an investment; and it was all the
more suitable for my purpose from the circumstance that there was no Grub
Street in that part of the world to employ itself about it. It was,
in at least all its better aspects, a fresh subject; and I deemed myself
more thoroughly acquainted with it than at least most of the men who were
skilful enough, as littérateurs,
to communicate their knowledge in writing. I knew the peculiarities
of fishermen as a class, and the effects of this special branch of their
profession on their character: I had seen them pursuing their
employments amid the sublime of nature, and had occasionally taken a share
in their work; and, further, I was acquainted with not a few antique
traditions of the fishermen of other ages, in which, as in the narratives
of most seafaring men, there mingled with a certain amount of real
incident, curious snatches of the supernatural. In short, the
subject was one on which, as I knew a good deal regarding it that was not
generally known, I was in some degree qualified to write; and so I
occupied my leisure in casting my facts respecting it into a series of
letters, of which the first appeared in the Courier a fortnight
after my volume of verse was laid on the tables of the north country
booksellers.
I had first gone out to sea to assist in catching herrings
about ten years before; and I now described, in one of my letters, as
truthfully as I could, those features of the scene to which I had been
introduced on that occasion, which had struck me as novel and peculiar.
And what had been strange to me proved equally so, I found, to the readers
of the Courier. My letters attracted attention, and were
published in my behalf by the proprietors of the paper, "in consequence,"
said my friend the editor, in a note which he kindly attached to the
pamphlet which they formed, "of the interest they had excited in the
northern counties." [122] Their
modicum of success, lowly as was their subject, compared with that of some
of my more ambitious verses, taught me my proper course. Let it be
my business, I said, to know what is not generally known;—let me qualify
myself to stand as an interpreter between nature and the public: while I
strive to narrate as pleasingly and describe as vividly as I can, let
truth, not fiction, be my walk; and if I succeed in uniting the novel to
the true, in provinces of more general interest than the very humble one
in which I have now partially succeeded, I shall succeed also in
establishing myself in a position which, if not lofty, will yield me at
least more solid footing than that to which I might attain as a mere
littérateur who, mayhap, pleased for
a little, but added nothing to the general fund. The resolution was,
I think, a good one; would that it had been better kept! The
following extracts may serve to show that, humble as my new subject may be
deemed, it gave considerable scope for description of a kind not often
associated with herrings, even when they employed all Grub Street:—
"As the night gradually darkened, the
sky assumed a dead and leaden hue: the sea, roughened by the rising
breeze, reflected its deeper hues with an intensity approaching to black,
and seemed a dark uneven pavement, that absorbed every ray of the
remaining light. A calm silvery patch, some fifteen or twenty yards
in extent, came moving slowly through the black. It seemed merely a
patch of water coated with oil; but, obedient to some other moving power
than that of either tide or wind, it sailed aslant our line of buoys, a
stone-cast from our bows—lengthened itself along the line to thrice its
former extent—paused as if for a moment—and then three of the buoys, after
erecting themselves on their narrower base, with a sudden jerk slowly
sunk. 'One—two—three buoys!' exclaimed one of the fishermen,
reckoning them as they disappeared; 'there are ten barrels for us secure.'
A few moments were suffered to elapse: and then, unfixing the haulser from
the stem, and bringing it aft to the stern, we commenced hauling.
The nets approached the gunwale. The first three appeared, from the
phosphoric light of the water, as if bursting into flames of a pale green
colour. Here and there a herring glittered bright in the meshes, or
went darting away through the pitchy darkness, visible for a moment by its
own light. The fourth net was brighter than any of the others, and
glittered through the waves while it was yet several fathoms away: the
pale green seemed as if mingled with broken sheets of snow, that,
flickering amid the mass of light—appeared, with every tug given by the
fishermen, to shift, dissipate, and again form; and there streamed from it
into the surrounding gloom myriads of green rays, an instant seen and then
lost—the retreating fish that had avoided the meshes, but had lingered,
until disturbed, beside their entangled companions. It contained a
considerable body of herrings. As we raised them over the gunwale,
they felt warm to the hand, for in the middle of a large shoal even the
temperature of the water is raised—a fact well known to every herring
fisherman; and in shaking them out of the meshes, the ear became sensible
of a shrill, chirping sound, like that of the mouse, but much fainter—a
ceaseless cheep, cheep, occasioned apparently—for no true fish is
furnished with organs of sound—by a sudden escape from the air-bladder.
The shoal, a small one, had spread over only three of the nets—the three
whose buoys had so suddenly disappeared; and most of the others had but
their mere sprinkling of fish, some dozen or two in a net; but so thickly
had they lain in the fortunate three, that the entire haul consisted of
rather more than twelve barrels.
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.
We started up about midnight, and saw an open sea, as before; but the
scene had considerably changed since we had lain down. The breeze
had died into a calm; the heavens, no longer dark and grey, were glowing
with stars; and the sea, from the smoothness of the surface, appeared a
second sky, as bright and starry as the other; with this difference,
however, that all its stars seemed to be comets! the slightly tremulous
motion of the surface elongated the reflected images, and gave to each its
tail. There was no visible line of division at the horizon.
Where the hills rose high along the coast, and appeared as if doubled by
their undulating strip of shadow, what might be deemed a dense bank of
cloud lay sleeping in the heavens, just where the upper and nether
firmaments met; but its presence rendered the illusion none the less
complete: the outline of the boat lay dark around us, like the fragment of
some broken planet suspended in middle space, far from the earth and every
star; and all around we saw extended the complete sphere—unhidden above
from Orion to the Pole, and visible beneath from the Pole to Orion.
Certainly sublime scenery possesses in itself no virtue potent enough to
develop the faculties, or the mind of the fisherman would not have so long
lain asleep. There is no profession whose recollections should rise
into purer poetry than his; but if the mirror bear not its previous
amalgam of taste and genius, what does it matter though the scene which
sheds upon it its many coloured light should be rich in grandeur and
beauty? There is no corresponding image produced: the susceptibility
of reflecting the landscape is never imparted by the landscape itself,
whether to the mind or to the glass. There is no class of
recollections more illusory than those which associate—as if they existed
in the relation of cause and effect—some piece of striking scenery with
some sudden development of the intellect or imagination. The eyes
open, and there is an external beauty seen; but it is not the external
beauty that has opened the eyes. .
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.
.
.
.
.
"It was still a dead calm—calm to blackness; when, in about
an hour after sunrise, what seemed light fitful airs began to play on the
surface, imparting to it, in irregular patches, a tint of grey.
First one patch would form, then a second beside it, then a third, and
then for miles around, the surface, else so silvery, would seem frosted
over with grey: the apparent breeze appeared as if propagating itself from
one central point. In a few seconds after, all would be calm as at
first; and then from some other centre the patches of grey would again
form and widen, till the whole Firth seemed covered by them. A
peculiar poppling noise, as if a thunder-shower was beating the surface
with its multitudinous drops, rose around our boat; the water seemed
sprinkled with an infinity of points of silver, that for an instant
glittered to the sun, and then resigned their places to other quick
glancing points, that in turn were succeeded by yet others. The
herrings by millions, and thousands of millions, were at play around us,
leaping a few inches into the air, and then falling and disappearing, to
rise and leap again. Shoal rose beyond shoal, till the whole bank of
Gulliam seemed beaten into foam, and the low poppling sounds were
multiplied into a roar, like that of the wind through some tall wood, that
might be heard in the calm for miles. And again, the shoals
extending around us seemed to cover, for hundreds of square miles, the
vast Moray Firth. But though they played beside our buoys by
thousands, not a herring swam so low as the upper baulk of our drift.
One of the fishermen took up a stone, and, flinging it right over our
second buoy into the middle of the shoal, the fish disappeared from the
surface for several fathoms around. 'Ah, there they go,' he
exclaimed, 'if they go but low enough. Four years ago I startled
thirty barrels of light fish into my drift just by throwing a stone among
them.' I know not what effect the stone might have had on this
occasion; but on hauling our nets for the third and last time, we found we
had captured about eight barrels of fish; and then hoisting sail—for a
light breeze from the east had sprung up—we made for the shore with a
cargo of twenty barrels."
Meanwhile the newspaper critics of the south were giving
expression to all sorts of judgments on my verses. It was intimated
in the title of the volume that they had been "written in the leisure
hours of a journeyman mason;" and the intimation seemed to furnish most of
my reviewers with the proper cue for dealing with them. "The time
has gone by," said one, "when a literary mechanic used to be regarded as a
phenomenon: were a second Burns to spring up now, he would not be entitled
to so much praise as the first." "It is our duty to tell this
writer," said another, "that he will make more in a week by his trowel
than in half a century by his pen." "We are glad to understand,"
said a third—very judiciously, however—"that our author has the good sense
to rely more on his chisel than on the Muses." The lessons taught
were of a sufficiently varied, but, on the whole, rather contradictory
character. By one writer I was told that I was a dull, correct
fellow, who had written a book in which there was nothing amusing and
nothing absurd. Another, however, cheered my forlorn spirits by
assuring me that I was a "man of genius, whose poems, with much that was
faulty, contained also much that was interesting." A third was sure
I had "no chance whatever of being known beyond the limits of my native
place," and that my "book exhibited none, or next to none, of those
indications which sanction the expectation of better things to come;"
while a fourth, of a more sanguine vein, found in my work the evidence of
"gifts of Nature, which the stimulus of encouragement, and the tempering
lights of experience, might hereafter develop, and direct to the
achievement of something truly wonderful." There were two names in
particular that my little volume used to suggest to the newspaper
reviewers. The Tam O'Shanter and Souter Johnnie of the ingenious
Thom [123] were in course of being
exhibited at the time; and it was known that Thom had wrought as a
journeyman mason; and there was a rather slim poet called Sillery, [124]
the author of several forgotten volumes of verse, one of which had issued
from the press contemporaneously with mine, who, as he had a little money,
and was said to treat his literary friends very luxuriously, was praised
beyond measure by the newspaper critics, especially by those of the
Scottish capital. And Thom as a mason, and Sillery as a poet, were
placed repeatedly before me. One critic, who was sure I would never
come to anything, magnanimously remarked, however, as he bore me no ill
will, he would be glad to find himself mistaken; nay, that it would give
him "unfeigned pleasure to learn I had attained to the well-merited fame
of even Mr Thom himself." And another, after deprecating the undue
severity so often shown by the bred writer to the working man, and
asserting that the "journeyman mason" was in this instance,
notwithstanding his treatment, a man of fair parts, ended by remarking,
that it was of course not even every man of merit who could expect to
attain to the "high poetic eminence and celebrity of a Charles Doyne
Sillery."
All this, however, was criticism at a distance, and disturbed
me but little when engaged in toiling in the churchyard, or in enjoying my
quiet evening walks. But it became more formidable when, on one
occasion, it came to beard me in my den. The place was visited by an
itinerant lecturer on elocution—one Walsh, who, as his art was not in
great request among the quiet ladies and busy gentlemen of Cromarty,
failed to draw houses; till at length there appeared one morning,
placarded on post and pillar, an intimation to the effect, that Mr Walsh
would that evening deliver an elaborate criticism on the lately-published
volume of "Poems written in the leisure hours of a Journeyman Mason," and
select from it a portion of his evening readings. The intimation
drew a good house; and, curious to know what was awaiting me, I paid my
shilling, with the others, and got into a corner. First in the
entertainment there came a wearisome dissertation on harmonic inflections,
double emphasis, the echoing words, and the monotones. But, to
borrow from Meg Dods, "Oh, what a style of language!" The
elocutionist, evidently an untaught and grossly ignorant man, had not an
idea of composition. Syntax, grammar, and good sense, were set at
nought in every sentence; but then, on the other hand, the inflections
were carefully maintained, and went rising and falling over the nonsense
beneath, like the wave of some shallow bay over a bottom of mud and
comminuted sea-weed. After the dissertation we were gratified by a
few recitations. "Lord Ullin's Daughter," the "Razor Seller," and
"My Name is Norval," were given in great force. And then came the
critique. "Ladies and gentleman," said the reviewer, "we cannot
expect much from a journeyman mason in the poetry line. Right poetry
needs teaching. No man can be a proper poet unless he be an
elocutionist; for, unless he be an elocutionist, how can he make his
verses emphatic in the right places, or manage the harmonic inflexes, or
deal with the rhetorical pauses? And now, ladies and gentlemen, I'll
show you, from various passages in this book, that the untaught journeyman
mason who made it never took lessons in elocution. I'll first read
you a passage from a piece of verse called the 'Death of Gardiner'—the
person meant being the late Colonel Gardiner, I suppose. The
beginning of the piece is about the running away of Johnnie Cope's men:"—
* *
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* |
Yet in that craven, dread-struck host,
One val'rous heart beat keen and high;
In that dark hour of shameful flight,
One stayed
behind to die!
Deep gash'd by many a felon blow,
He sleeps where fought the vanquish'd van—
Of silver'd locks and furrow'd brow,
A venerable
man.
E'en when his thousand warriors fled—
Their low-born valour quail'd and gone—
He—the meek leader of that band—
Remained, and
fought alone.
He stood; fierce foemen throng'd around;
The hollow death-groans of despair,
The clashing sword, the cleaving axe,
The murd'rous
dirk were there.
Valour more stark, or hands more strong,
Ne'er urged the brand or launch'd the spear
But what were these to that old man!
God was his
only fear.
He stood where adverse thousands throng'd,
And long that warrior fought and well;
Bravely he fought, firmly he stood,
Till where he
stood he fell,
He fell—he breathed one patriot prayer,
Then to his God his soul resign'd:
Not leaving of earth's many sons
A better man
behind.
His valour, his high scorn of death,
To fame's proud meed no impulse owed;
His was a pure, unsullied zeal,
For Britain
and for God.
He fell—he died;—the savage foe
Trod careless o'er the noble clay;
Yet not in vain that champion fought,
In that
disastrous fray.
On bigot creeds and felon swords
Partial success may fondly smile,
Till bleeds the patriot's honest heart,
And flames
the martyr's pile.
Yet not in vain the patriot bleeds;
Yet not in vain the martyr dies
From ashes mute, and voiceless blood,
What stirring
memories rise!
The scoffer owns the bigot's creed,
Though keen the secret gibe may be;
The sceptic seeks the tyrant's dome,
And bends the
ready knee.
But oh! in dark oppression's day,
When flares the torch, when flames the sword,
Who are the brave in freedom's cause?
The men who
fear the Lord. [125] |
"Now, ladies and gentlemen," continued the critic, "this is very bad
poetry. I defy any elocutionist to read it satisfactorily with the
inflexes. And, besides, only see how full it is of tautology.
Let us take but one of the verses:—'He fell—he died!" To fall in battle
means, as we all know, to die in battle;—to die in battle is exactly the
same thing as to fall in battle. To say 'he fell—he died,' is
therefore just tantamount to saying that he fell, he fell, or that he
died, he died, and is bad poetry, and tautology. And this is one of
the effects of ignorance, and a want of right education." Here,
however, a low grumbling sound, gradually shaping itself into words,
interrupted the lecturer. There was a worthy old captain among the
audience, who had not given himself very much to the study of elocution or
the belles-lettres; he had been too much occupied in his younger days in
dealing at close quarters with the French under Howe and Nelson, to leave
him much time for the niceties of recitation or criticism. But the
brave old man bore a genial, generous heart; and the strictures of the
elocutionist, emitted, as all saw, in the presence of the assailed author,
jarred on his feelings. "It was not gentlemanly," he said, "to
attack in that way an inoffensive man: it was wrong. The poems were,
he was told, very good poems. He knew good judges that thought so;
and unprovoked remarks on them, such as those of the lecturer, ought not
to be permitted." The lecturer replied, and in glibness and fluency
would have been greatly an overmatch for the worthy captain; but a storm
of hisses backed the old veteran, and the critic gave way. As his
remarks were, he said, not to the taste of the audience—though he was
taking only the ordinary critical liberty—he would go on to the readings.
And with a few extracts, read without note or comment, the entertainment
of the evening concluded. There was nothing very formidable in the
critique of Walsh; but, having no great powers of face, I felt it rather
unpleasant to be stared at in my quiet corner by every one in the room,
and looked, I daresay, very much put out; and the sympathy and condolence
of such of my townsfolk as comforted me in the state of supposed
annihilation and nothingness to which his criticism had reduced me, were
just a little annoying. Poor Walsh, however, had he but known what
threatened him, would have been considerably less at ease than his victim.
The cousin Walter introduced to the reader in an early
chapter as the companion of one of my Highland journeys, had grown up into
a handsome and very powerful young man. One might have guessed his
stature at about five feet ten or so, but it in reality somewhat exceeded
six feet: he had amazing length and strength of arm; and such was his
structure of bone, that, as he tucked up his sleeve to send the bowl along
the town links, or to fling the hammer or throw the stone, the knobbed
protuberances, of the wrist with the sinews rising sharp over them,
reminded one rather of the framework of a horse's leg, than of that of a
human arm. And Walter, though a fine, sweet tempered fellow, had
shown, oftener than once or twice, that he could make a very formidable
use of his great strength. Some of the later instances had been
rather interesting in their kind. There had been a large Dutch
transport, laden with troops, forced by stress of weather into the bay
shortly before, and a handsome young soldier of the party—a native of
Northern Germany, named Wolf—had, I know not how, scraped acquaintance
with Walter. Wolf, who, like many of his country-folk, was a great
reader, and intimately acquainted, through German translations, with the
Waverley Novels, had taken all his ideas of Scotland and its people from
the descriptions of Scott; and in Walter, as handsome as he was robust, he
found the beau-idéal of a Scottish
hero. He was a man cast in exactly the model of the Harry Bertrams,
Halbert Glendinnings, and Quentin Durwards of the novelist. For the
short time the vessel lay in the harbour, Wolf and Walter were
inseparable. Walter knew a little, mainly at second hand, through
his cousin, about the heroes of Scott; and Wolf delighted to converse with
him in his broken English about Balfour of Burley, Roy Roy, and Vich Ian
Vohr: and ever and anon would he urge him to exhibit before him some feat
of strength or agility—a call to which Walter was never slow to respond.
There was a serjeant among the troops—a Dutchman, regarded as their
strongest man, who used to pride himself much on his prowess; and who, on
hearing Wolf's description of Walter, expressed a wish to be introduced to
him. Wolf soon found the means of gratifying the serjeant. The
strong Dutchman stretched out his hand, and, on getting hold of Walter's,
grasped it very hard. Walter saw his design, and returned the grasp
with such overmastering firmness, that the hand became powerless within
his. "Ah!" exclaimed the Dutchman, in his broken English, shaking
his fingers, and blowing upon them, "me no try squeeze hand with you
again; you very very strong man." Wolf for a minute after stood
laughing and clapping his hands, as if the victory were his, not Walter's.
When at length the day arrived on which the transport was to sail, the two
friends seemed as unwilling to part as if they had been attached for
years. Walter presented Wolf with a favourite snuff-box; Wolf gave
Walter his fine German pipe.
Before I had risen on the morning of the day succeeding that
in which I had been demolished by the elocutionist, Cousin Walter made his
way to my bedside, with a storm on his brow dark as midnight. "Is it
true, Hugh," he inquired, "that the lecturer Walsh ridiculed you and your
poems in the Council House last night?" "Oh, and what of that?" I
said; "who cares anything for the ridicule of a blockhead?" "Ay,"
said Walter, "that's always your way; but I care for it! Had I been
there last night, I would have sent the puppy through the window, to
criticize among the nettles in the yard. But there's no time lost: I
shall wait on him when it grows dark this evening, and give him a lesson
in good manners." "Not for your life, Walter!" I exclaimed.
"Oh" said Walter, "I shall give Walsh all manner of fair play."
"Fair play!" I rejoined; "you cannot give Walsh fair play; you are an
overmatch for five Walshes. If you meddle with him at all, you will
kill the poor slim man at a blow, and then not only will you be
apprehended for manslaughter—mayhap for murder—but it will also be said
that I was mean enough to set you on to do what I had not courage enough
to do myself. You must give up all thoughts of meddling with Walsh."
In short, I at length partially succeeded in convincing Walter that he
might do me a great mischief by assaulting my critic; but so little
confident was I, of his seeing the matter in its proper light, that when
the lecturer, unable to get audiences, quitted the place, and Walter had
no longer opportunity of avenging my cause, I felt a load of anxiety taken
off my mind.
There reached Cromarty shortly after, a criticism that
differed considerably from that of Walsh, and restored the shaken
confidence of some of my acquaintance. The other criticisms which
had appeared in newspapers, critical journals, and literary gazettes, had
been evidently the work of small men; and, feeble and commonplace in their
style and thinking, they carried with them no weight—for who cares
anything for the judgment, on one's writings, of men who themselves cannot
write? But here, at length, was there a critique eloquently and
powerfully written. It was, however, at least as extravagant in its
praise as the others in their censure. The friendly critic knew
nothing of the author he commended; but he had, I suppose, first seen the
deprecatory criticisms, and then glanced his eye over the volume which
they condemned; and finding it considerably better than it was said to be,
he had rushed into generous praise, and described it as really a great
deal better than it was. After an extravagantly high estimate of the
powers of its author, he went on to say—"Nor, in making these
observations, do we speak relatively, or desire to be understood as merely
saying that the poems before us are remarkable productions to emanate from
a 'journeyman mason.' That this is indeed the case, no one who reads
them can doubt; but in characterizing the poetical talent they display,
our observations are meant to be quite absolute; and we aver, without fear
of contradiction, that the pieces contained in the humble volume before us
bear the stamp and impress of no ordinary genius; that they are bespangled
with gems of genuine poetry; and that their unpretending author well
deserves—what he will doubtless obtain—the countenance and support of a
discerning public. Nature is not an aristocrat. To the
plough-boy following his team a-field—to the shepherd tending his flocks
in the wilderness—or to the rude cutter of stone, cramped over his rough
occupation in the wooden shed—she sometimes dispenses her richest and
rarest gifts as liberally as to the proud patrician, or the titled
representative of a long line of illustrious ancestry. She is no
respecter of persons; and all other distinctions yield to the title which
her favours confer. The names, be they ever so humble, which she
illustrates, need no other decoration to recommend them; and hence, even
that of our 'journeyman mason' may yet be destined to take its place with
those of men, who like him, first poured their 'wood-notes wild' in the
humblest and lowliest sphere of life, but, raised into deathless song,
have become familiar as household words to all who love and admire the
unsophisticated productions of native genius." The late Dr James
Browne of Edinburgh, author of the "History of the Highlands," and working
editor of the "Encylopædia Britannica,"
was, as I afterwards learned, the writer of this over-eulogistic, but
certainly, in the circumstances, generous critique.
Ultimately I found my circle of friends very considerably
enlarged by the publication of my Verses and Letters. Mr Isaac
Forsyth of Elgin, the brother and biographer of the well-known Joseph
Forsyth, whose classical volume on Italy still holds its place as perhaps
the best work to which the traveller of taste in that country can commit
himself, exerted himself, as the most influential of north-country
booksellers, with disinterested kindness in my behalf. The late Sir
Thomas Dick Lauder, too, resident at that time at his seat of Relugas in
Moray, lent me, unsolicited, his influence; and, distinguished by his fine
taste and literary ability, he ventured to pledge both in my favour.
I also received much kindness from the late Miss Dunbar of Boath—a
literary lady of the high type of the last age, and acquainted in the best
literary circles, who, now late in life, admitted amid her select friends
one friend more, and cheered me with many a kind letter, and invited my
frequent visits to her hospitable mansion. If, in my course as a
working man, I never incurred pecuniary obligation, and never spent a
shilling for which I had not previously laboured, it was certainly not
from want of opportunity afforded me. Miss Dunbar meant what she
said, and oftener than once did she press her purse on my acceptance.
I received much kindness, too, from the late Principal Baird. The
venerable Principal, when on one of his Highland journeys—benevolently
undertaken in behalf of an educational scheme of the General Assembly, in
the service of which he travelled, after he was turned of seventy, more
than eight thousand miles—had perused my Verses and Letters; and,
expressing a strong desire to know their author, my friend the editor of
the Courier despatched one of his apprentices to Cromarty, to say
that he thought the opportunity of meeting with such a man ought not to be
neglected. I accordingly went up to Inverness, and had an interview
with Dr Baird. I had known him previously by name as one of the
correspondents of Burns, and the editor of the best edition of the poems
of Michael Bruce; and, though aware at the time that his estimate of what
I had done was by much too high, I yet felt flattered by his notice.
He urged me to quit the north for Edinburgh. The capital furnished,
[126] he said, the proper field for a
literary man in Scotland. What between the employment furnished by
the newspapers and the magazines, he was sure I would effect a lodgment,
and work my way up; and until I gave the thing a fair trial, I would, of
course, come and live with him. I felt sincerely grateful for his
kindness, but declined the invitation. I did think it possible, that
in some subordinate capacity—as a concocter of paragraphs, or an abridger
of Parliamentary debates, or even as a writer of occasional articles—I
might find more remunerative employment than as a stone mason. But
though I might acquaint myself in a large town, when occupied in this way,
with the world of books, I questioned whether I could enjoy equal
opportunities of acquainting myself with the occult and the new in natural
science, as when plying my labours in the provinces as a mechanic.
And so I determined that, instead of casting myself on an exhausting
literary occupation, in which I would have to draw incessantly on the
stock of fact and reflection which I had already accumulated, I should
continue for at least several years more to purchase independence by my
labours as a mason, and employ my leisure hours in adding to my fund,
gleaned from original observation, and in walks not previously trodden.
The venerable Principal set me upon a piece of literary
taskwork, which, save for his advice, I would never have thought of
producing, and of which these autobiographic chapters are the late but
legitimate off-spring. "Literary men," he said, "are sometimes
spoken of as consisting of two classes—the educated and the uneducated;
but they must all alike have an education before they can become literary
men; and the less ordinary the mode in which the education has been
acquired, the more interesting always is the story of it. I wish you
to write for me an account of yours." I accordingly wrote an
autobiographic sketch for the Principal, which brought up my story till my
return, in 1825, from the south country to my home in the north, and
which, though greatly overladen with reflection and remark, has preserved
for me both the thoughts and incidents of an early time more freshly than
if they had been suffered to exist till now, as mere recollections in the
memory. I next set myself to record, in a somewhat elaborate form,
the traditions of my native place and the surrounding district; and,
taking the work very leisurely, not as labour, but as amusement—for my
labours, at an earlier period, continued to be those of the stone-cutter—a
bulky volume grew up under my hands. I had laid down for myself two
rules. There is no more fatal error into which a working man of a
literary turn can fall, than the mistake of deeming himself too good for
his humble employments; and yet it is a mistake as common as it is fatal.
I had already seen several poor wretched mechanics, who, believing
themselves to be poets, and regarding the manual occupation by which they
could alone alive in independence as beneath them, had become in
consequence little better than mendicants—too good to work for their
bread, but not too good virtually to beg it; and, looking upon them as
beacons of warning, I determined that, with God's help, I should give
their error a wide offing, and never associate the ideas of meanness with
an honest calling, or deem myself too good to be independent. And,
in the second place, as I saw that the notice, and more especially the
hospitalities, of persons in the upper walks, seemed to exercise a
deteriorating effect on even strong-minded men in circumstances such as
mine, I resolved rather to avoid than court the attentions from this class
which were now beginning to come my way. Johnson describes his "Ortogrul
of Basra" as a thoughtful and meditative man; and yet he tells us, that
after he had seen the palace of the Vizier, and "admired the walls hung
with golden tapestry, and the floors covered with silken carpets, he
despised the simple neatness of his own little habitation." And the
lesson of the fiction is, I fear, too obviously exemplified in the real
history of one of the strongest-minded men of the last age—Robert Burns.
The poet seems to have left much of his early complacency in his humble
home behind him, in the splendid mansions of the men who, while they
failed worthily to patronize him, injured him by their hospitalities.
I found it more difficult, however, to hold by this second resolution than
by the first. As I was not large enough to be made a lion of, the
invitations which came my way were usually those of real kindness; and the
advances of kindness I found it impossible always to repel; and so it
happened that I did at times find myself in company in which the working
man might be deemed misplaced and in danger. On two several
occasions, for instance, after declining previous invitations not a few, I
had to spend a week at a time, as the guest of my respected friend Miss
Dunbar of Boath; and my native place was visited by few superior men that
I had not to meet at some hospitable board. But I trust I may say,
that the temptation failed to injure me; and that on such occasions I
returned to my obscure employments and lowly home, grateful for the
kindness I had received, but in no degree discontented with my lot.
Miss Dunbar belonged, as I have said, to a type of literary
lady now well-nigh passed away, but of which we find frequent trace in the
epistolary literature of the last century. The class comes before us
in elegant and tasteful letters, indicative of minds imbued with
literature, though mayhap not ambitious of authorship, and that show what
ornaments their writers must have proved of the society to which they
belonged, and what delight they must have given to the circles in which
they more immediately moved. The lady Russel, the Lady Luxborough,
the Countess of Pomfret, Mrs Elizabeth Montague, &c. &c.,—names well fixed
in the epistolary literature of England, though unknown in the walks of
ordinary authorship—may be regarded as specimens of the class. Even
in the cases in which its members did become authoresses, and produced
songs and ballads instinct with genius, they seem to have had but little
of the author's ambition in them; and their songs, cast carelessly upon
the waters, have been found, after many days, preserved rather by accident
than design. The Lady Wardlaw, who produced the noble ballad of "Hardyknute"—the
Lady Ann Lindsay, who wrote "Auld Robin Gray"—the Miss Blamire, whose
"Nabob" is so charming a composition, notwithstanding its unfortunately
prosaic name—and the late Lady Nairne, authoress of the "Land o' the
Leal," "John Tod," and the "Laird o' Cockpen"—are specimens of the class
that fixed their names among the poets with apparently as little effort or
design as singing birds pour forth their melodies.
The north had, in the last age, its interesting group of
ladies of this type, of whom the central figure might be regarded as the
late Mrs Elizabeth Rose of Kilravock, the correspondent of Burns, and the
cousin and associate of Henry Mackenzie, the "Man of Feeling." Mrs
Rose seems to have been a lady of a singularly fine mind—though a little
touched, mayhap, by the prevailing sentimentalism of the age. The
Mistress of Harley, Miss Walton, might have kept exactly such journals as
hers; but the talent which they exhibited was certainly of a high order;
and the feeling, though cast in a somewhat artificial mould, was, I doubt
not, sincere. Portions of these journals I had an opportunity of
perusing when on my visit to my friend Miss Dunbar; and there is a copy of
one of them now in my possession. Another member of this group was
the late Mrs Grant of Laggan—at the time when it existed unbroken, the
mistress of a remote Highland manse, and known but to her personal
friends, by those earlier letters which form the first half of her
"Letters from the Mountains," and which, in ease and freshness, greatly
surpass aught which she produced after she began her career of authorship.
Not a few of her letters, and several of her poems, were addressed to my
friend Miss Dunbar. Some of the other members of the group were
greatly younger than Mrs Grant and the Lady of Kilravock. And of
these, one of the most accomplished was the late Lady Gordon Cumming of
Altyre, known to scientific men by her geologic labours among the
ichthyolitic formations of Moray, and mother of the famous lion-hunter, Mr
Gordon Cumming. My friend Miss Dunbar was at this time considerably
advanced in life, and her health far from good. She possessed,
however, a singular buoyancy of spirits, which years and frequent illness
had failed to depress; and her interest and enjoyment in nature and in
books remained as high as when, long before, her friend Mrs Grant had
addressed her as
Helen, by every sympathy allied,
By love of virtue and by love of song,
Compassionate in youth and beauty's pride. |
Her mind was imbued with literature, and stored with literary anecdote:
she conversed with elegance, giving interest to whatever she touched; and,
though she seemed never to have thought of authorship in her own behalf,
she wrote pleasingly and with great facility, in both prose and verse.
Her verses, usually of a humorous cast, ran trippingly off the tongue, as
if the words had dropped by some happy accident—for the arrangement bore
no mark of effort—into exactly the places where they at once best brought
out the writer's meaning, and addressed themselves most pleasingly to the
ear. The opening stanzas of a light jeu d'esprit on a young
naval officer engaged in a lady-killing expedition in Cromarty, dwell in
my memory; and—first premising, by way of explanation, that Miss Dunbar's
brother, the late Baronet of Boath, was a captain in the navy, and that
the ladykiller was his first lieutenant—I shall take the liberty of giving
all I remember of the piece, as a specimen of her easy style:—
In
Cromarty Bay,
As the 'Diver' snug lay,
The Lieutenant would venture ashore;
And, a figure to cut,
From the head to the foot
He was fashion and finery all o'er.
A hat richly laced,
To the left side was placed,
Which made him look martial and bold;
His coat of true blue
Was spick and span new,
And the buttons were burnished with gold.
His neckcloth well puffed,
Which six handkerchiefs stuffed,
And in colour with snow might have vied,
Was put on with great care,
As a bait for the fair,
And the ends in a love-knot were tied. &c. &c. |
I greatly enjoyed my visits to this genial-hearted and accomplished lady.
No chilling condescensions on her part measured out to me my distance:
Miss Dunbar took at once the common ground of literary tastes and
pursuits; and if I did not feel my inferiority there, she took care that I
should feel it nowhere else. There was but one point on which we
differed. While hospitably extending to me every facility for
visiting the objects of scientific interest in her neighbourhood—such as
those sandwastes of Culbin in which an ancient barony finds burial, and
the geologic sections presented by the banks of the Findhorn—she was yet
desirous to fix me down to literature as my proper walk; and I, on the
other hand, was equally desirous of escaping into science.
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